I decided to give the girl my contact information so that E could write to me. Perhaps I could tell her everything via texting?
My reflections led me to the conclusion that August 22 was the date when E was had to return from vacation for sure.
I continued my search for a girlfriend, often going to a walk in Gorky Park.
I began to ask the girls who refused to get acquainted if they could advise when it is best to tell the girl about Auras and other such things – immediately upon meeting, or after several meetings, when we get to know each other better. Some were for the first option, and some for the second.
In the meantime, my 32nd birthday came on July 30, 2020. Only in five and a half months it would be 4 years since I began to actively change the course of my life. And I could see how slowly these years had passed. Compared to the period of my life from 14 to 18 years, when I spent them almost completely in fantasies, these last 4 years could feel like all 12 years – so much has happened to me during this time, and I have learned so much.
On Friday, July 31st, a pretty girl named Olya agreed to talk to me, although she was busy reading a book.
I decided to immediately tell her that my life is not the most standard one, and it would be best if I told her everything about myself right away so that she could decide whether I would suit her or not.
Just before my story, I briefly told her that I was writing a book about my life and what I learned in it. Seeing Olya's skepticism, I mentioned that I had proven to myself the existence of many things – such as Auras, telekinesis, and the Higher Self – and other people can do the same; they could follow my example, for instance, and at the same time avoid making my and other people’s mistakes that were done out of ignorance. I mentioned that I can prove the existence of telekinesis. I further said that proving the existence of the Higher Self should be the easiest thing to do for people; I briefly told her how my Higher Self awakened me at the exact time that I asked for. Olya said that she also wakes up on her own at the appointed time and refused to accept the truth I proposed.
Olya asked me something else that might be a useful reminder to the readers of my book. The girl asked if I actually could have learned a lot during my 32 years of life. It is more about the existence of that which I was able to learn about during my thirty-two years – as I have already written, I know little about the principles of work of Aura and other things, about the real existence of which I could learn from my personal experience.
I could give a simple example of a five-year-old child who says that he knows about the existence of space rockets – he can really know about them at his age if he saw in person a launch of one such rocket, for example. But if a five-year-old child says that he knows all the details of the structure of a space rocket and knows all the principles of operation of each component of that rocket, then your skepticism will be more than appropriate – naturally, even in this case, there is a very small chance that the child can actually have the knowledge that only a few engineers have… in the age of the Internet anything is possible….
I started by telling her about my story with stuttering. After several questions from Olya, I started talking about my early sexual experience, which, unfortunately, led me to masturbation. At that moment the girl asked why “unfortunately” – after all, according to her, masturbation is a normal thing. This “normal” thing led to negative consequences, and that is why I said “unfortunately”.
Then I began to tell about my experience with the bright entity at the age of five, emphasizing that two senses were involved – first hearing and then sight – and that the gate at that time could not open by itself due to the inclination of the fence; gravity kept it closed. The girl started looking again for alternative interpretations of the simple truth, and she said something about how we forget details over time. As I mentioned earlier, I had cases when I focused on reality, relaxed, and I would recall even insignificant moments of my life so clearly that I had a feeling that they happened only yesterday. And my experience with the bright entity in the village was imprinted very, very strongly; therefore, I have absolutely no doubt about what I heard and saw on that distant day.
Let me remind you that both material and spiritual knowledge is “recorded” in our Astral body, and material knowledge can be erased only in the River of Oblivion, when a person, without a physical body, agrees or rejects to live the life offered to him by their Higher Self. Until then all material knowledge can be obtained – this is how people under hypnosis can remember all the details of any moment in their lives, including what they did not pay attention to. By the way, I would not be surprised if Thao “dictated” to Michel the details of his trip to Thiaoouba in exactly this way – by bringing the previously recorded data to the surface from Michel's soul.
Here Olya could not stand it any longer and said that she needed to study for post-graduate course, and I came and “dumped” it all on her. I asked if we could meet another time when she would not be so busy, but she flatly refused. Everything was clear to me, but I decided to give her the coordinates of my YouTube channel – Evgeny Meshkov Thiaoouba – realizing that she would write down the information to get rid of me. And so she did.
I apologized for all the inconveniences and went off for a walk.
She never wrote to me, and I would not be surprised if she just threw out the leaflet with my channel.
Just like with E, Olya was a smart girl – the ones I like, since I am interested in a lot of things myself, and I love to learn something new. But you need to remember about the extremes and the balance between them. For example, Olya mentioned something about the scientific method; I will partially repeat my previous thoughts when I say that I do not need a “scientific method” to say that, for example, I saw a black cat on such a road on such a day – this is a fact and I am talking about the existence of something, and not about how that thing works and interacts with the rest of the world – I do not even try to make theories about this, since I have never studied, for example, Auras with artificial devices, only with a natural device in my brain which gave me the opportunity to see them at one time.
Of course, in the case of Olya, I made the same mistake as with E. I had to strive to learn more about her, ask what she reads, and learn what she was majoring in, and not to strive to tell her absolutely everything about myself at once.
Well, I got an answer to my question regarding when I should tell a girl about my life – not at the first meeting for sure (not until Auras and other little-known things become commonplace – which I hope will happen during my lifetime).
But it is easy for me to write about all this now, when almost three months have passed since the events described above. On that same day, no matter how I tried to remain positive, sadness knocked me down, and the desire to work on the book almost faded away… For whom? I spend so much time and energy on it, and people just reject everything in a split second…
I am ready to go forward and prove telekinesis and other things – what is in my strengths to prove. But people do not want to meet me halfway and just reject me, not giving me a chance to speak out, not listening to me – just like it was a long time ago with two adult women (Yulia's mother and the supervisor in the store), but now this is already new a generation that does not want to listen and see simple truths. They think they know something better than others – even better than those who say they have personal experience. And they always find something that “confirms” their point of view, again refusing to listen to the interlocutor.