In childhood, some of my female friends hugged each other and said that they were “bi”, but at the same time, by and large, no one paid attention to them, and they did not seem strange in our eyes. If men began to hug each other seriously, then there would be noise and gossip, as well as strange looks. Porn is also full of videos with homosexual women, which has become a usual and commonplace thing in our minds. But male homosexual videos “live” on their own tab. Someone will say that this is because homosexual girls are more tender than homosexual men… considering what videos I have seen over the years of my life, I would not say so… No, it is about what knowledge we receive from our childhood, when we are unconsciously and unknowingly taught from all sides to discriminate against people in many areas.
Also, in childhood, those who lovingly and warmly treated all people, including members of the same gender, were called homosexuals (to put it mildly). These statements were engraved in the minds of people, since few individuals want to be negatively referred to (here you need certain material and spiritual knowledge in order to calmly live with the negativity coming towards you).
Then on the forums, I often saw messages from guys who watched porn videos where there were only homosexual men, and the guys who asked the question worried that they might also be gay. They would not be worried if society did not condemn them, or if they were able not to have worries about what other people think of them. As I, for example, now understand that we ourselves choose to be offended by bad words addressed to us – we can also choose not to feel offended and simply learn spiritually, if we really made a mistake that led to the negative statement.
Psychology is very, very important, and I know of this from my own experience. There was a time when I myself was worried about what one stranger said in a multi-billion society. A long time ago I laughed at myself when I first started trying to meditate… I laughed at myself, because in my head, due to different situations and opinions of people, a distorted mental picture was formed in regards to meditation. As you know, meditation helped me a lot, and I was even able to experience a sudden health recovery done by my Higher Self, because through meditation I realized some important things about life – all because I was able to overcome that psychological barrier and did meditate on that distant day.
So, people should be in the golden mean and love each other regardless of gender, skin color, etc. – after all, we can be reborn in any human body on this planet, which makes racism an absurd thing in my eyes.
As was mentioned before, loving people of your gender does not in any way mean having sex with people of your gender. People who do not know or do not understand these truths can experience psychological stress about their feelings for people of the same gender. Here, unknowingly, some of those people can go to one of the extremes, blocking their feelings for people of one of the two genders.
One extreme will lead a person to the fact that he will like people of the opposite sex, but the person will be, at best, neutral towards people of the same sex. Of course, from the very childhood, many people are mistakenly brought up so that psychologically and emotionally they treat people of different genders in completely different ways – for example, they like people of opposite sex, and they treat people of the same sex with coolness.
I remember Thao saying “my dear” to Michel 6 times in his book. This is a sign of friendliness and love, and nothing more.
I myself have always felt myself more at ease in the company of girls – as strange as it may be, given my life’s story – but it is so. Sometimes I feel some discomfort with guys, and having the choice to ask a guy or a girl something, I will choose to ask the girl. And I understand that in this regard, I am deviated from the golden mean, when you treat people of both sexes equally. I have something to work on in my life.
Many years ago, I addressed my Higher Self as a feminine being, since it was more comfortable for me to think of my Higher Self as of “her” and not as of “him”. Now I speak about my Higher Self as of “it”; I am talking about the Higher Self in the neuter, as it is correct. The Higher Selves have no gender – naturally.
It is for this reason that I have often written in this book that I like girls – meaning that I saw guys in neutral light. I was closer to the extreme than to the golden mean, and I see it only now! A little more correct (but, most likely, one could formulate the words even better) would be to remove all the words “like” and just say “I meet girls, because in the end I would like to find myself a partner for the rest of my life.” By the way, this summer one girl told me that she had a partner… I was not used to hearing the word “partner”, perhaps it even sounded a bit off. But now, having my new knowledge, I myself use it, since it would not be entirely correct to write “to find love”, given that we should try to treat all people with love, and therefore, love will be from the beginning between me and the woman…
But what about my experience with “love at first sight”? And what about those three female streamers? Thinking about the psychological state I was in at that time, the words “craze, obsession, infatuation” are more appropriate here. In those moments there was no love – I do not even know the name of the blonde girl from school. I think this is the same situation as with anal “sex” which is not sex; those expressions contain the word “love”, but at the same time there is no love in those life situations that those expressions describe – it can be carefully assumed that when those expressions appeared in our language, people did not know the difference between love and infatuation, obsession, etc. And it is important to note that I almost do not experience such obsessions over someone after I began to actively work on my life, and I also began to actively get acquainted with girls. I realized that it is not okay to “fall in love” with the girls on the other side of the screen.
As for the other extreme, it leads to the fact that a person decides to have sex with people of the same gender. This is a mistake, since the Spirit does not need the sensations arising from same-sex sexual relations (except for hermaphrodites on planets of the ninth category, for example, where it is natural).
Right there we can see why having sex with people of the opposite sex is the right thing – it is definitely not a mistake if there is love and spiritual affinity between two people of different sexes (and of course they know each other well enough that they want to live together for the rest of their lives). The Spirit wanted to experience such sensations, and therefore they will be able to pass through all 9 filters of the Higher Selves and reach the etheric ‘ocean’ that surrounds the Spirit.
Let's say people began to align themselves with nature and began to try to be in the golden mean, without going too far into the extremes of life (this means that, if I am correct in my reasoning, people are [no longer] neurotic). Why would a person, who does not have psychological problems and loves people of his own sex and people of the opposite sex equally, want to have sex only with people of the opposite gender? Perhaps you already understand perfectly well that it is all about knowledge – knowledge of what is natural and right, and will bring benefit and happiness, and what is a mistake and will bring suffering. Let us not forget about Palantius too.
For example, even though there are a lot of videos of anal “sex” on adult websites, I am, by and large, not interested in trying to do it. Why? I know that this is a mistake that can harm both the girl and myself (you can read on the Internet yourself about the possible consequences of such “sex”, if you are interested). It can also be added that the penetration of the girl into that place means that the girl may also want to shove something inside of her man in that very place – after all, both sexes have it and it plays the identical role, and therefore guys who want to shove their body parts in there should not resist when their girlfriends want to shove something into their rear places; and if they do not want to be poked in the rear, then they themselves should not ask a girl to let them have anal “sex” with her. Further, the sensations from such actions will never reach the Spirit, and for this reason, the Spirit created a system that shows people their wrong actions so that they can correct in their lives and do what the Spirit originally inserted them into the human physical body for. One of the reasons why it works this way is that free will of beings is one of the main foundations of a just Universe (for this reason homosexuals have the right to engage in their erroneous activities if it does not harm other people in any way. Of course, in return, they should also respect the free will of heterosexual people. Whether homosexuals want to use the knowledge gained to restore their sex orientation or not is also their free choice, and no one has the right to force them to do anything).