Sometimes I even had the thought what if some events in my life should not have happened, and I suffer because of the accidents of nature, and not because of my own mistakes. To some extent, I got my answer when I was 28 years old…
Do the Higher Selves know about the natural accidents, and do we see them when we preview our lives? I think the answer may depend on whether this Universe is the first world that the Spirit has ever created…
Returning to the group on Facebook, usually people wrote in it without deviating too much from the truths in the book, nor did they deviate from logic and common sense. But there were those who did not want to learn even after numerous discussions and showing them the evidence of the fallacy of their judgments. Thus, to this day I had to ban only three people who refused to listen and continued to spam about flat earth, mountains being giant trees, and about a book that clearly could not be genuine since its author allowed himself to write things about Jesus that simply cannot be a reality, for they completely contradict what was written in the Thiaoouba Prophecy by Michel Desmarquet under “dictation” of Thao. In fact, such serious contradictions allowed me to identify many books (and not only books) that position themselves as true sources of information about the secrets of the Universe and life, but, apparently, their true goal is monetary enrichment on people’s ignorance.
Because of such people who do not want to learn, do not want to understand that they are mistaken, and continue to write actively about their theories that have nothing to do with the many times proven Laws of the Universe, I realized that only educated people should take part in public voting, if we do not want to suffer because of uneducated people. I will talk more about this in the manifesto of this book.
Usually, I just tried to answer people, pointing out their mistakes. For this, I often quoted Thiaoouba Prophecy which clearly showed the contradictions of some ideas with the truths revealed or mentioned in the book. This was not liked by all people – because, as I suspect, for many people the information in the book is only faith and not knowledge. Naturally, I talked about my experience of seeing the Auras, my partial out of body experience, etc. I believe that proving the existence of these things can help many people take the information in the book more seriously.
Thus, despite the requests of some people to ban poorly educated supporters of illogical theories, I still left them in the group, giving them the opportunity to learn. Knowing that Thiaoouba Prophecy is a true book, it would be wrong to take from people away the chance to learn something new, to learn from their own mistakes. But we must not forget that those people can smear the truth of the book – even if it is not done on purpose, perhaps. Therefore, a balance must exist between the freedom of will and speech, and common sense. A plant will grow in moist soil, but if we water the plant too often, the roots will rot from overwatering, and the whole plant will die…
Meanwhile, I was still spending time playing video games in order to distract myself from the noise and from the growing depression due to lack of personal life. One such game was Hearthstone, released in March 2014. Alas, a seemingly calm card game nevertheless managed to free from me negative traits, the existence of which I did not suspect. I remember how after buying and installing the game Dead Space a few years earlier, at first I was in a light shock from the fact that I had to shoot off limbs of the local monsters, since before that I was actively trying to develop my spirituality and psychic abilities, like learning to see the Aura every day. In the case of that card game, I could become the monster. This is very stupid, but I often allowed myself to have negative thoughts towards my opponents. Yes, some of them clearly made up their minds till the very end of each turn, but this did not make my thoughts and words towards them right – even if I really did not wish them anything bad and often immediately regretted my behavior. In this regard, I had a dream in which was shown the 17th page of my mother’s Bible, written in Church Slavonic. A few weeks later I remembered that dream and opened the seventeenth page of mother’s Bible. There is a teaching written on that page, saying that you should not say and wish bad things to anyone – otherwise, you will be punished. I ended up uninstalling the game.
The game Dead Space reminded me of telling you how I understood the importance of ensuring that during the day nothing gives us negative impressions – otherwise we might have nightmares that will prevent the Astral body from communicating with the Higher Self. This happened when, right before bedtime, I watched the movie “Alien” once again, thinking that I had watched it many times, and for me there was nothing to be scared of, so I would sleep normally.
I had a dream that night in which I woke up in my bed in Moscow. I had a telephone in my hand, the screen of which illuminated the part of the room that would otherwise be in complete darkness. In the doorway to the corridor, a meter from my bed, stood an older woman. Her face was completely white, and she herself was in black clothes. In the dream, I knew that as long as there is light, she does not pose a danger… And then the light of the phone turned off to create complete darkness. I realized at that moment that the pale as death woman could be anywhere. The phone’s screen suddenly lit up to show the white face of the woman right in front of my eyes. I woke up screaming hard, and I was sweating. If I were to make a video of this dream, it would consist of 3 images, the middle of which would be plain black or completely absent, and this video would not have audio, only subtitles explaining the course of my thoughts in the dream. Yet to this day, this dream of simple structure is the scariest dream of my life. After it I never watched horror films right before going to sleep again…
My habit of masturbating to porn on the internet was still part of my life. I tried to get rid of it and I once asked my Higher Self, Thao, Biastra and Latoli – as I often did at that time – to stop me if I went to a porn site. Needless to say, I soon opened my favorite porn site again, and while I was browsing it, I felt an electric touch on my hand. I closed the website. It helped me not to masturbate again that day, but I could not allow myself to ask someone to watch over me again… Masturbation continued.
The problem also was that I often could not help but daydream or think about sex which led to the so-called “blue balls”, when, due to rather severe pain and discomfort, I once again had to masturbate because I was worried about my health.
Then I returned to my telekinesis practices. Surprisingly, I managed to move the tip of the suspended thread by a few centimeters at my first attempt. But I still had problems directing the thread to where I wanted to move it. I tried again telekinetically moving the tip of the thread in the form of the number 8, and I succeeded! The tip of the thread really described the outlines of the digit eight in the air in accordance with my “wishes”. Telekinesis itself sometimes created the feeling that the thought process was taking place above the physical head – no matter how strange it sounds – but I can be wrong in the conclusions and feelings.
Going to bed that day after a more than successful telekinesis session, I had a face in front of my eyes closed that some ufologists would call “Grey”. This vision also coincided with the fact that not long ago we discussed the Grays in the TPXP group (Thiaoouba Prophecy XP). When Michel Desmarquet held his lectures in the USA in 1995, he was given a telepathic permission from Thiaoouba to talk about Grays and their activity on Earth.