On August 15, a very unexpected incident occurred that only synchronously concerned me. I was at home preparing food when at about five in the afternoon I heard something fall from the upper floors to the ground. I thought to myself that the neighbors from above had not dumped garbage from the windows for a very long time, and now they began to misbehave again; I continued to do my household chores. After a few moments, people began to come near the house and talk about something. Some of them was calling someone on the phone. Cats often walked under the house, and I thought that perhaps the thrown garbage fell on one of them? After a couple of minutes, I saw the ambulance, which had just arrived, drive away. I had not yet connected it with the crowd of people gathered right under my window. After some time, an elderly woman walking along the road asked someone in the window if it was their child that fell out. The whole situation cleared up for me. A few minutes later, a cry came from a girl who was the mother of the deceased child. She was in great distress and cried. She was comforted by people, one of whom, apparently, was her husband. Then the police arrived.
I remembered the ability of the Higher Selves to resurrect dead people, and I knew that there were people who in the old days actually raised the dead. In theory, I could ask my Higher Self to convey a message to the Higher Self of the child, entreating to restore his damaged physical body – something that I know a Higher Self can do from my own experience when I got instantly cured. I had experience communicating with my Higher Self, and she woke me up when I asked for it many years ago, plus I knew about many spiritual things – in general, there was a chance that I could succeed…
But I was afraid. Naturally! A huge amount of thoughts passed through my head, and the one concerning the loss of freedom was especially frightening to me. Not all people know that insanity is a loss of control over oneself due to erroneous choices caused by a lack of certain knowledge, and therefore it has nothing to do with knowledge gained from life experiences – like seeing ghosts, for example. The maximum that can be here is that a person is mistaken in his conclusions – which is not madness.
There were no girl and people when I went to the window again.
Some time later, I heard a roar of a motor coming from the street and then a squeal of tires. I ran to the window and saw how the police grabbed the man who was with the girl. One policeman hit him on the back of his leg with his foot. I will leave it for you to reflect on how he could have been involved in the events that occurred earlier.
I thought about going out and talking to a girl, but I started having diarrhea. After several minutes, I drank a couple of activated charcoal and ventured out to walk to the store where I knew worked the girl who had lost her child. I thought that if I saw her, I would try to tell her alone of my thoughts.
Naturally, immediately after the death of a child, people do not return to work to lay out products on shelves, and so she was not in the store.
More than three days passed and I never saw that girl again…
This event let me know from personal experience that I was not the only one who suffered on this Planet of Sorrows.
After a very short time, I walked along Znamenskaya Street which connects with my street and is one of the closest to my house. Not having walked even a hundred meters, I saw that a policeman was standing on the sidewalk on the other side of the road, and a corpse of a man was lying nearby, covered with dark polyethylene. I could not help but see another sign in this event. What were the chances that these two events could happen so close not only in time but also in physical distance, and I only recently thought and dreamed of resurrection? The only difference was that in my daydreams things were completely different.
I thought then to approach and try to explain to the policeman about my life and knowledge, but I could not…
I promised myself that if I witness an accidental death for the third time, I will try to resurrect the dead person… Honestly, I regret a little that I made this promise…
Of course, I did not know if that person on the sidewalk died due to an accident, or due to natural causes.
I talked about the event with the child in the group on Facebook. One of the branches of the conversation led to thoughts about life and fate.
I wrote about my thoughts that a multiverse and different outcomes of events are impossible, since this would mean that 2 + 2 is not always equal to 4. If one particle has to “collide” with another particle and transfer a certain amount of energy to it, then this is what must happen. The particle cannot transfer less or more energy by one sextillionth – everything must be 100% precise. The same applies to the direction of movement and rotation of these particles.
Our intellect is connected with these simple truths, because we make our decisions based on knowledge, both material and spiritual, that we have at the present moment of life, as well as on the accumulation of atoms (people, trees, cars, wind, conversation, etc.) e.) and all other existing particles created in the Universe (quarks, neutrinos, and all other particles that we have yet to discover) – what we call different life situations. It is known (to the Superior Intelligence and, possibly, to the Higher Selves) to all 100% where all these particles are and where they will be at any point in time, since the Laws of the Universe that direct their interactions are also 100% precise.
Of course, I remember the natural ‘accidents’ that Thao spoke of, but in order to simplify the understanding of the Universe, we should not think about them now.
Then I expressed what had been spinning in my mind for a long time, and finally I was able to materialize my thoughts into words.
Everything that I said is 100% true in the case of my life. I often blamed myself for past mistakes, asking how I could make this or that stupid decision. The answer lies in knowledge. I did what I thought was right in the place and in the time that was once present moment. I did what I thought – based on my material and spiritual knowledge that I had at that moment in time – will benefit me and make my life better and happier.
My decision to start masturbating at age 13; my decision not to get acquainted with the girl at my age of 14, which led to the decision to start dreaming purposefully that year; my desire to leave for the USA at age 18; and everything else – all decisions were absolutely logical (but not all were correct) at the time of their execution!
Thanks to this simple understanding, I was finally able to stop blaming myself for my mistakes, because now I knew that I simply could not have lived my life differently.
Therefore, I could not go to the library at the age of thirteen and use the Internet, since I not only knew little about the essence of the Internet back then, but I also could not know that it contained the information about the real reason for stuttering; moreover, I had no reason not to trust certain aspects of medicine and science at that time in my life. Therefore, it is necessary to acquire knowledge in different directions which will open more ways to solve certain problems.
Based on the foregoing understanding, something else became clear. You can often hear people say that they would do/say one or the other thing in the place of another person. No! You would have made exactly the same decision if you were in the place of that person and had exactly the same knowledge that he has, since you would be that person, and he would be you! I think that Jesus spoke precisely of this in saying 108 in the Gospel of Thomas.
If you say that you would have your knowledge, this would be impossible, since knowledge is the result of the life experience of an individual person.
The same applies to our Higher Selves who will give us a solution to the problem in the morning only if this “solution” is beneficial to them. This makes sense, since in our spiritual development from this decision the Higher Selves will have to filter less of the bad sensations that we experience in our lives.