Then, not so long ago, I learned about “synesthesia”.[23] There are people who see sounds; or letters of the alphabet are associated with certain colors for them.
Without getting too far from the topic of periods of the infinite space, I would express my thoughts on what Thao said about the creation of the Universe by the Superior Intelligence: “Once he [the Superior Intelligence] had an overall view of what he wanted to create, he was able, by his exceptional spiritual force, to create, instantaneously, the four forces of the Universe. With these, he directed the first and the most gigantic atomic explosion of all time – what certain people on Earth call ‘The Big Bang’.”
Now the word “instantaneously” seems to be very logical, because then, when the four forces of the Universe were created, the Universe itself did not exist, and, accordingly, all space was motionless, and everything was “darkness”: “In the beginning there was nothing except darkness and a spirit – THE Spirit”. And darkness is essentially a lack of data, and, if you like, a lack of movement. Only after the creation of the four forces of the Universe, the Spirit was able to set space in motion – it began to oscillate, periods (time) appeared. The forces themselves, as I suppose, keep the vibrations of space in one place in relation to each other, and the forces also move these vibrations when it is required by the Universal Law (someone would say “laws of physics”) – but this is just my hypothesis. And what we see, hear, touch, smell, and feel is just the interpretation of these different vibrations.
Of course, this also raises the question of what were those four forces created from? It turns out that we have the Spirit; the space from which everything material was created; and that from which the four forces of the Universe were created. All appear to have existed eternally.
Immediately we can say about the Thiaooubian number zero, which is a circle. Zero is also “nothing”. Zero is the only Thiaooubian number that has no corners. Further, being a circle, zero is an “eternal” figure that has no beginning and no end. For these reasons, I think that zero could mean the original motionless space when the Universe did not exist yet. The rest of the numbers may be related to the created Universe.
Sometimes I get the thought that life is a kind of film, embodied in flesh from the imagination [of the Superior Intelligence], in which high resolution of the eyes, the sensitivity of the ears, etc., allow us to have a clear and continuous mental picture – we do not see individual construction blocks from which the material world is created (cells, atoms, etc.). As an analogy, we can cite the pixels that create the image on the monitor screen, and if the screen’s resolution is high enough, and we ourselves are at the required distance from it, then we will see a clear continuous image (we will not see individual pixels). Life could well consist of geometric shapes, or waves instead of creatures, but would it be interesting to experience, sense, and feel such a life? Just how interesting would it be for us to play and look at 3 pixels on a black screen? When we were just developing computer technologies, people actually played such games (ping-pong, for example), and they were interested, and some are still interested. Can we draw conclusions about whether other Universes existed before our own, and if so, what they looked like?
Then, if an artist draws a non-existent creature, he will not be able to feel what it is like to be that creature – he can only imagine what it is like to live in the body of that creature. The Universe allows the Spirit to feel what it really is like to live in the body of all the creatures that he imagined before the creation of the Universe.
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As for my current being, I know that I just need to get used to making the right choices in my life until it becomes automatic. To achieve this, I made myself 3 rules that I try to follow.
The first rule. I listen to my five senses for living in the present. I imagine or remember something only when it is necessary.
Thoughts about the past almost always led me to fantasies… But then it was thanks to the recollections of the past and subsequent fantasies that I was able to “accidentally” recall some important details for this book – details that more clearly showed my motivation when I was doing some of my erroneous actions.
In fact, this is what I was thinking of doing even before I found out about Thiaoouba, but I could not start living in a new way due to the lack of knowledge that I have now.
It is worth noting again the simple detail that you need to live reality, and not think about the fact that you need to live reality. In the second case, the person is still living in his head, which can lead to stupor of speech, for example. Usually, life in the present is accompanied by relaxation and purity of mind.
And of course, you should not take matters to the extreme, namely to aphantasia, when a person does not know how to imagine things at all.[24] A person can, and sometimes must, dip into his mind and analyze all the data that comes from his five senses – but it may not be worth doing it 24/7 – everything needs to be in balance for a harmonious life. And if you are one of those people who have aphantasia, then I would advise you to pay attention to the exercise with the colored circles, which long time ago helped me learn to switch between different hemispheres of my brain at will; and soon I was able to see Auras by activating my pineal gland. Having learned to consciously activate different regions of your brain, you could well try to activate the one that is responsible for the imagination, while trying to imagine something in your “mind's eye”.
The second rule. I am relaxed.
And thirdly, I remain positive about what surrounds me. For example, this refers to the dullness of winter weather, which is so familiar to many Russians, and which was one of the reasons why so many years ago I wanted so much to go to where the sun shines almost all year round, and the trees remain covered with leaves for the winter.
In the cold period of 2019-2020, I tried to take the natural leafless environment for what it is, trying to see the reason for the need for such a cycle in nature – so that plants can winter the cold – I tried to find beauty in the design and work of nature. This mental approach helped me not to feel melancholy, and it also helped with boredom.
The third rule replaced my old idea that in order not to remain in a sad state all the time, I will get out of fantasies only when I need it. It does not work since it usually takes time to restore focus – which is logical, since everything has its consequences.
Throw a grain into the water, and it hardly sways the water molecules. Throw a stone into the water and the water will not be able to calm down for a long time.
Since the constant presence in oneself has a large “mass”, the consequences of such actions do not pass immediately. From the spiritual point of view, these logical consequences are suffering for the committed mistake; the suffering that, like the waves on the surface of the lake, will pass sooner or later – when this happens in many ways, if not in all, depends on you.
Yes, there are times when something happens, and a person immediately gets full control over his body, but these cases are rare and usually have a negative cause.
The above analogy is also appropriate for the skills of people: singing, playing musical instruments, sports skills, the ability to see Auras, telepathy, telekinesis, etc. If a person does not support those skills, then over time they will get “quiet”. Of course, often, a person can rekindle them.
This partly applies to finding a girlfriend as well. We never know when we may meet a single woman (or a man if you are a woman), and it is in our interest to be in our best light at that moment.