“Oh, Lorelei, that’s wonderful. Where?”
“Sutton Magazine. Full-time, more money than I made at Praline, and I even get health benefits.”
“Congratulations. I’m so happy for you. Are you going to need help with Hope?”
I looked down because asking them for help was so hard for me. “I think so. I have to be there at eight o’clock and I don’t get off until five. I can put her in latch key in the mornings before school, but I was wondering if you could pick her up after school.”
“Of course I can, honey. That’s the perk of working from home. I can set my own hours.” She smiled.
“Wish I could.”
She set a cup of coffee and a slice of apple pie down in front of me. “You will someday.”
My emotions were running at an all-time high because the past two months with Hope had been the best and it was going to be hard being away from her again.
“Listen, Lorelei.” My mom placed her hand on mine. “You are an excellent mother and Hope knows that. She understands you have to work hard to give her everything she needs.”
“I know she does, but I still feel guilty.”
“I know you do because I felt guilty too leaving you when I had to work. But you turned out just fine and so will Hope. She has a loving family that will take care of her.”
After finishing my coffee and pie, I had to leave to go pick up Hope from school.
“Maybe with this pay increase, I can find an apartment closer to my job and to you.”
“I still wish you’d move in with me and Nick.”
“I can’t, Mom. Hope and I need our own place.”
She walked over and gave me a hug. “I know you do and I’m very proud of you.”
****
I stood outside the doors of Hope’s classroom, waiting for school to let out. As soon as the bell rang, the doors opened and a flood of children emerged. Hope saw me and ran into my arms.
“Hey, pumpkin.” I kissed the top of her head. “How was school today?”
“It was good. How was your day?”
“It was good and I’ll tell you all about it over pizza.” I smiled.
“Yes!” she exclaimed.
We walked hand in hand to our favorite pizza place and took a seat at a small round table. After placing our order, I looked into the happy eyes of my daughter.
“I got a job today.”
“You did?!”
“Yes. I start work tomorrow, and you’re going to have to go to latch key in the mornings before school starts, but Grandma will be there to pick you up every day after school. How do you feel about that, baby?”
She shrugged. “I don’t mind going to latch key. Addison goes to latch key in the morning and she says it’s fun.”
“You’ll have to start getting up earlier because I can’t be late for this job. I don’t have the flexibility like I did over at Praline.”
“Stop worrying so much, Mommy. I’ll be fine.” She grinned.
The one thing about Hope was that she was really smart for her age. But she was just a child and I didn’t want her worrying or growing up too fast. I heard my phone ringing in my purse. It was Stella, so I answered it.
“Hello.”
“Sorry I missed your call earlier. I was in meetings all day discussing a new shoe line.”
“That’s okay. Can you come over later?”
“Sure. I’ll be over after six. Sound good?”
“Six is great. I’ll see you then.”
“Hi, Aunt Stella!” Hope voiced over the table.
“Tell that sweetie pie ‘hi’ and I’ll see her soon.”
“I will. See you soon.” Click.
Our pizza was finally ready and I took a slice and placed it on Hope’s plate.
“Why don’t you date?” she asked out of the clear blue.
I looked at her in surprise because she had never asked me that before.
“Why are you asking me that?”
“I don’t know. Addison’s mom started seeing someone and Addison really likes him. I just want you to know that I wouldn’t mind if you started seeing someone.”
It felt like a hurricane ripped through me when she said that. The thought of dating terrified me and it was something I hadn’t even thought of since Brett. He was the love of my life and I couldn’t see anyone ever replacing him.
“I haven’t met anyone worth dating, I guess,” I spoke as I stared into her baby blue eyes.
“I don’t think you try.”
“That’s because you’re all I need.” I smiled.
“Maybe you should try a dating site. That’s where Addison’s mom met her boyfriend.”
I was floored at this conversation my seven-year-old daughter was having with me.
“Okay. Enough talk about that. Let’s start eating our dinner so we can be home in time for when Auntie Stella comes over.”
Chapter four
Lorelei
As soon as we arrived home, Hope climbed into the bathtub while I cleaned up the kitchen from breakfast. Stella had a key and let herself in.
“Hello there.” She smiled. “I hope you still have that bottle of wine we opened the other night because I need a drink.”
I smiled. “It’s in the fridge.”
I reached in the cabinet and took down the only two wine glasses I had while Stella grabbed the bottle of wine from the refrigerator.
“Did you call Sutton Magazine today?” she asked as she poured the wine.
“I did more than that. I got the job!” I shrieked.
“What?! Oh my God, congratulations!” She hugged me.
“Thank you. I start tomorrow.”
“Wow. That was fast. Did you bat those pretty blue eyes at him or something?”
“I didn’t meet Mr. Sutton. I only met with the human resources manager and he hired me on the spot.”
“That is awesome. Did you tell Hope yet?”
“Yes. We talked about it over pizza and she’s excited.”
Hope came running into the room and hugged Stella. “Auntie Stella!”
“Hey, Hopester. How’s my darling doll?”
“I’m good. Did my mom tell you she got a job today?”
“She sure did. I’m so happy for her.”
“Me too!” Hope exclaimed. “I’ll talk to you later. I have homework to do.”
“Okay, you little brainiac.” Stella patted her on the butt.
We took our wine and sat down on the couch.
“I’ve heard Jack Sutton is a total asshole and very hard to work for. Are you sure you can handle it?” she asked with concern.
“I can handle Mr. Sutton. What I can’t handle is my seven-year-old daughter telling me to join a dating site to meet a man.”
“What?” Stella laughed.
“Apparently, her friend Addison’s mom met this guy on a dating site and Addison really likes him.”
Stella shrugged. “Maybe Hope has a point. You haven’t been on a date since Charlie, and that was over three years ago.”
“It was one time and you forced me to go out with him. It wasn’t even a date and I wouldn’t have bothered if you didn’t keep hounding me.”
“He was a nice guy.”
“He was gay!”
“Well, I didn’t know that at the time.” She smirked.
We finished our glasses of wine and Stella had to leave. She was meeting Sebastian for a late dinner.
“Hope, Auntie Stella is leaving,” I yelled from the living room.
She came running out of her room and gave Stella a hug goodbye.
“See you later, alligator.” Stella smiled as she held up her fist.
“After a while, crocodile.” Hope fist bumped her. It was their thing that always made me smile.
I thanked Stella for coming over, and as I walked her to the door, I gave her a hug.
“You better call me tomorrow and let me know how your first day went. I’m dying to hear all about Mr. Asshole Sutton.”
I laughed. “I will.”
****
Jack
I awoke with a good feeling. Today I had a new PA and I couldn’t be happier. First thing on the agenda was condoms. I hoped she wouldn’t be offended. But if she was, who cared. I put on my Armani suit and headed downstairs where Madeline, my maid, had breakfast waiting for me.
“Good morning, Madeline.” I smiled.
“Good morning, Jack. You seem to be in a good mood this morning.”
“That’s because I am. My new personal assistant starts today.”