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When everyone was there, and nicely drunk and laughing, Eva stood up and knocked on the table. She was smiling and caressing the back of Dad’s head as she strained to be heard. She said, ‘Can I have some quiet. Some quiet, please, for a few minutes. Everyone – please!’

There was quiet. Everyone looked at her. Dad beamed around the table.

‘There’s an announcement I must make,’ she said.

‘For God’s sake make it, then,’ Dad said.

‘I can’t,’ she said. She bent to his ear. ‘Is it still true?’ she whispered.

‘Say it,’ he said, ignoring the question. ‘Eva, everyone’s waiting.’

She stood up, put her hands together and was about to speak when she turned to Dad once more. ‘I can’t, Haroon.’

‘Say it, say it,’ we said.

‘All right. Pull yourself together, Eva. We are getting married. Yes, we’re getting married. We met, fell in love, and now we’re getting married. In two months’ time. OK? You’re all invited.’

She sat down abruptly, and Dad put his arm around her. She was speaking to him, but by now we were roaring our approval and banging the table and pouring more drinks. I raised a toast to them, and everyone cheered and clapped. It was a great, unsullied event. After this there were hours of congratulation and drinking and so many people around our table I didn’t have to talk much. I could think about the past and what I’d been through as I’d struggled to locate myself and learn what the heart is. Perhaps in the future I would live more deeply.

And so I sat in the centre of this old city that I loved, which itself sat at the bottom of a tiny island. I was surrounded by people I loved, and I felt happy and miserable at the same time. I thought of what a mess everything had been, but that it wouldn’t always be that way.

About the Author

Hanif Kureishi is the author of novels (including The Buddha of Suburbia, The Black Album and most recently Something to Tell You), story collections (Love in a Blue Time, Midnight All Day, The Body), plays (including Outskirts, Borderline and Sleep With Me), and screenplays (including My Beautiful Laundrette, My Son the Fanatic and Venus). Among his other publications are the collection of essays Dreaming and Scheming, The Word and the Bomb and the memoir My Ear at his Heart.

By the Same Author

plays

PLAYS ONE (The King and Me,

Outskirts, Borderline, Birds of Passage)

SLEEP WITH ME

WHEN THE NIGHT BEGINS

 

screenplays

MY BEAUTIFUL LAUNDRETTE & OTHER WRITINGS

SAMMY AND ROSIE GET LAID

LONDON KILLS ME

MY SON THE FANATIC

COLLECTED SCREENPLAYS ONE

THE MOTHER

VENUS

 

fiction

THE BLACK ALBUM

LOVE IN A BLUE TIME

INTIMACY

MIDNIGHT ALL DAY

GABRIEL’S GIFT

THE BODY

 

non-fiction

THE FABER BOOK OF POP

(edited with Jon Savage)

DREAMING AND SCHEMING

MY EAR AT HIS HEART

THE WORD AND THE BOMB

Copyright

First published in 1990

by Faber and Faber Limited

Bloomsbury House

74–77 Great Russell Street

London WC1B 3DA

This ebook edition first published in 2008

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