She stared. “Why even say something like that?”
I told her what Millicent had said.
“Oh, come on,” she said. “She’s just a creepy little kid, Bern. It’s not like she’s holding down the first chair at the Psychic Friends Network.”
“I know that,” I said, “but it’s spooky all the same. It gives me a funny feeling.”
“Don’t say that, Bern.”
“Why not?”
“It sounds ominous, that’s all. And I’m feeling pretty spooked to begin with. I went upstairs just now and the door to our room was locked.”
“Well, sure,” I said. “That’s because neither of us was in it.”
“I know.”
“You’ve got a key, right? We’ve each got one. You didn’t lose yours, did you?”
“Of course not. But I was scared to use it.”
“Why?”
“I was afraid of what might be inside.”
“Like a dead body?”
“Or a live one, waiting to kill me. I don’t know what I was afraid of, Bern. I knocked, hoping nobody would open the door, and nobody did, and I came downstairs to look for you.”
“And here I am,” I said. “Let’s go upstairs. Maybe tomorrow’ll be better.”
“That’s what people are always saying,” she said, “and it never is. But this time it almost has to be. Maybe the cops’ll come and we can all go home. Except I love it here, or at least I did until everybody started getting killed.”
“Wait a minute, Bern.”
We were skirting the library on our way to the stairs when she tugged at my sleeve. I waited, and she darted inside. She came out with a facial expression I recognized from Japanese films-the samurai, moments before committing hara-kiri.
“ Bern,” she said through clenched teeth, “go in there!”
“Why? I’ve already got a book.”
“Just do it. And look at the shelf.”
“What shelf?”
“The shelf.”
I went and looked, knowing what I’d see. The shelf held no surprises. And it didn’t hold The Big Sleep, either. Just a space where the book had been until someone snatched it away.
CHAPTER Twenty
“I’m not surprised,” I said. “I don’t really want to talk about it, to tell you the truth, but I can’t say I’m surprised.”
“I don’t suppose it’s really very important, Bern. With people getting killed left and right, a rare book doesn’t seem all that significant. But the idea that it could just disappear like that…”
“You’re right,” I said. “It’s not important.”
We were in our bedroom, and I didn’t want to talk about The Big Sleep, so I asked about Molly Cobbett. Carolyn’s expression turned wistful.
“She’s sweet,” she said, “and she’s full of stories about this part of the country, and about the Cobbetts clear back to Revolutionary War days. But I guess she’s more innocent than I thought, Bern.”
“You mean she’s only been sleeping with boy cousins?”
“That’s about it. Remember how I told you she was looking at me before? Well, I’m beginning to get the sense that she just stares that way at everybody. It’s what passes for manners in Cobbett country.”
“So I guess you won’t be sneaking off in the middle of the night to pay a visit the servants’ quarters.”
“Only in my dreams,” she said, and grinned. “And if tonight’s dream is half as good as last night’s, I won’t have anything to complain about.”
Getting ready for bed wasn’t all that much of a problem. Occasionally on a late night one of us stays over at the other’s apartment, and the business of changing to sleep-wear isn’t all that awkward, even in close quarters. It was being in the same bed together that was strange, and stranger still for my recollection of her dream of the night before.
I sat up and read, willing Evelyn Waugh to take my mind off pretty much everything it was on, and Carolyn sat beside me reading a book of her own, and I wondered who’d be first to switch off the bedside lamp. And then, of course, there was the sound of scratching at the door.
“Raffles,” she said.
“I’m afraid you’re right.”
“You want to let him in?”
“If we let him in,” I said, “we’ll just have to let him out.”
“Can’t we just leave the door open? That’s what we did last night.”
“Sure,” I said. “In a house where three people have been murdered so far.”
“You think a locked door could keep a murderer away?”
“I’d prefer a clove of garlic on a string,” I said, “but I don’t want to go all the way down to the kitchen at this hour. I don’t know if a locked door would keep anybody out who was really determined to get in, but an open door’s an invitation. ‘Here I am, murder me.’”
“Leave it locked, Bern. Maybe he’ll go away.”
Fat chance. The scratching was repeated half a dozen times in the next few minutes, and at that point I gave up and let him in. And left the door ajar.
He came in, made his rounds, nibbled some dried food, invited strokes and behind-the-ear scratches, and took his leave. I watched him go and stared for a long moment at the open door.
Then I went back to my book.
“ Bern? When I was in the kitchen with Molly? I thought I might learn something that would help us figure out who the killer is. But I didn’t get anywhere.”
I closed the book.
“I’m completely lost,” she said. “Stumped. And I guess you’re the same way, huh?”
“Not exactly,” I said.
“What do you mean? Don’t tell me you know who did it.”
“Well,” I admitted, “I sort of have an idea.”
“Well, for crying out loud, let’s hear it!”
I shook my head. “Not now,” I said.
“What do you mean, not now?”
“It’s just a hunch,” I said, “and I could be completely wrong. And I haven’t worked it all out in my mind yet.”
“So what? Bern, there’s nobody in the room but you and me. Nobody’s gonna sue you for slander.”
“I know.”
“So?”
I considered, then shook my head. “It wouldn’t be right.”
“ Bern!” She grabbed my arm. “Don’t you see what you’re doing? You’re refusing to act.”
“I am?”
“I’ve read hundreds of books,” she said, “where the detective does just what you’re doing. And he says the same kind of harebrained thing you just said, about how it’s too early to tell what he knows. And the next thing you know there’s another corpse on the floor, and he’s saying something like ‘Dash it all, it’s all my fault. I waited too long.’ And that’s what you’re doing, Bern. You’re waiting too long.”
“But it’s just a hunch,” I said, “and I’m probably wrong, and the puzzle’s still got too many pieces missing.”
“That’s what they all say.”
“And it’s the middle of the night.”
“That’s not what they all say. But what difference does it make?”
“Even if I’m right,” I said, “I can’t run out now and do anything about it. So what’s the point in talking about it?”
“For one thing, it’ll keep me from going crazy.”
“Maybe, but it would have been better if I hadn’t said anything in the first place.”
She shook her head. “You’ve got to tell me, Bernie. Suppose that creepy little kid is right and you get killed tonight. If you don’t tell anybody, your secret will die with you.” She held up her index finger, pointing at nothing in particular. “That’s another thing you read about all the time,” she said. “Somebody has it all worked out and won’t tell anybody, and then he’s the next victim.”