“Have you looked at it?” Nora asked.
Pendergast nodded.
“And?”
“It involves fairly straightforward biochemistry, using chemicals obtainable at any good chemist’s. It is an organic synthesis that any reasonably talented chemistry graduate student could perform in a well-equipped laboratory. But there’s a trick involved, an original twist, which makes it unlikely it will be independently rediscovered — at least, not in the foreseeable future.”
There was a silence. “What are you — what are we — going to do with it?” breathed Smithback.
As if in answer, there was a sharp rasping sound. A small flame now hovered over Pendergast’s left hand: a slim gold lighter, burning yellow in the dim light. Without saying a word, he touched the flame to the end of the paper.
“Wait!” cried Smithback, lunging forward. Pendergast, holding the burning paper aloft, adroitly sidestepped his grab.
“What are you doing?” Smithback wheeled around. “For God’s sake, give me that—”
The old, accordioned sheet was already half gone, black ash curling, breaking off, dropping to the frozen earth of the grave.
“Stop!” Smithback gasped, stepping forward again. “Think this out! You can’t—”
“I have thought it out,” Pendergast replied. “I’ve done nothing, these last six weeks of searching, but think it out. It was a member of the Pendergast family, to my everlasting shame, who brought this formula to light. So many died for it: so many Mary Greenes that history will never know. I, having uncovered it, must be the one to destroy it. Believe me: this is the only way. Nothing created out of such suffering can be allowed to exist.”
The flame had crawled up to the final edge; Pendergast opened his fingers, and the unburned corner flared into ash on its way to the turned earth. Gently, Pendergast pressed it into Mary Greene’s grave. When he stepped back, nothing remained but a black stain in the brown earth.
A brief, shocked silence followed.
Then Smithback put his head into his hands. “I can’t believe it. Did you bring us here just to see that?”
Pendergast nodded.
“Why?”
“Because what I have just done was too important to do alone. It was an action that required witnesses — if only for the sake of history.”
As Nora looked at Pendergast, she saw — behind the conflict still evident on his face — a bottomless sorrow, an exhaustion of spirit.
Smithback shook his head miserably. “Do you know what you’ve done? You’ve just destroyed the greatest medical advance ever made.”
The FBI agent spoke again, his voice low now, almost a whisper. “Can’t you see? This formula would have destroyed the world. Leng already had the answer to his problem right in his hand. Had he released this into the world, it would have been the end. He only lacked the objectivity to see it.”
Smithback did not reply.
Pendergast glanced at the writer for a moment. Then he dropped his gaze to the grave. His shoulders seemed to droop.
Nora had been standing back, watching, listening, without saying a word. Suddenly, she spoke.
“I understand,” she said. “I know how difficult that decision must have been. For what it’s worth, I think you did the right thing.”
As she spoke, Pendergast’s eyes remained on the ground. Then, slowly, his gaze rose to meet her own. Perhaps it was her imagination, but the anguish in his face seemed to lessen almost imperceptibly at her words.
“Thank you, Nora,” he said quietly.
Warning!! Certain plot secrets may be given away below, and in any case the epilogue will not make sense until you have already completed reading CABINET OF CURIOSITIES. Do not proceed unless you have already finished the novel!
A N D L A S T
It was five minutes to closing at York Avenue Chemists & Pharmaceutical Supply, and Charlie McDorr was not at all pleased to see the gaunt man enter the shop and approach the counter. It was two days before Christmas, and he had some last minute shopping to catch up on after dinner. McDorr gave the man a peripheral glance — if he avoided eye contact, maybe he could discourage the fellow — but what he saw surprised him sufficiently to turn and stare.
At first the man looked like the director of a funeral parlor. He wore an impeccable black suit, brilliant white shirt, grayish tie of fine silk. But this was clearly no mortician: the suit was too expensive, the cut too elegant and fresh. The face, however, was worn and creased, with dark circles under the eyes: the man looked like he hadn’t been sleeping well at all. And yet the pale blue eyes were as clear and cold as two chips of ice, and there was a severity, an aloofness, about him that McDorr found unsettling.
The man spoke, his voice soft, subdued, yet overlain with a mellifluous southern accent. Without pleasantries or introductions, the names of the chemicals he desired began rolling off his tongue, with such felicity McDorr realized at once that, despite his dress, the man must be either a fellow pharmacologist or a chemist. He straightened up. The chemicals the man wanted were pretty sophisticated. Then, suddenly, McDorr had him pegged: the fellow was one of those famous medical researchers from nearby Rockefeller University, perhaps even a Nobel Laureate. Usually they sent underlings to buy their chemicals. Well, he’d come to the right place: York Avenue Chemists was the only place in Manhattan that carried what he was looking for, in stock, no waiting, ready in an hour.
McDorr jotted down the chemicals as the man spoke. Funny the man hadn’t just faxed or brought in a list. It was a damned complicated series of compounds, too, and he was amazed the man could have kept it all in his head.
In less than five minutes the man had finished his recitation. Some of them were restricted chemicals — Schedule C synthetic opiates, various poisons, and the like — but the man had all the required paperwork for each one, ready and waiting on the counter.
"How’s tomorrow at ten?" McDorr asked.
The man stared back. "I need them now. I’ll wait."
McDorr glanced at the clock. "It’s past closing time, sir."
The fleeting look on the man’s face — something not at all genteel — unnerved him. But when the man spoke, the voice remained soft, aristocratic, modulated. "I shall pay you triple if you would kindly fill this order immediately."
It was already close to a thousand-dollar order: there were some expensive exotics on the list. McDorr stared back. "Really?"
The man nodded, his face relaxing, the fleeting look, if it had ever been there, now gone. "It’s an ongoing experiment. Once I get started, I can’t bear to be interrupted. An annoying habit, but very hard to break."
McDorr nodded. "Suit yourself." Pretty cushy if the university’s springing for it, he thought to himself. What’s a thousand here, a thousand there? While he had to watch every penny.
He went into the back and began pulling bottles and cans and vials off the shelves, weighing or measuring them out, packing and sealing. A damned odd group of chemicals. McDorr wondered what kind of experiment this strange-looking professor was running. The look in the eyes, when he’d said he couldn’t fill the order until tomorrow. . Like most pharmacologists, he’d seen that look before. A look, not of detached scientific curiosity, but of personal, desperate need. It occurred to him that the man might very well be some kind of drug addict. Still, it wasn’t his place to question a good order, with all the correct paperwork and a hefty profit besides.
Forty minutes later he was back with three plastic trays, their compartments loaded with chemicals.