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From below came the sound of an explosion. Falling metal rang through a corridor. They must have blown the door off George’s cell.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Khamis Zeydan walked straight to the gunmen holding his nervous guard against the wall. He pushed their rifles aside. “You should be ashamed of yourselves. Get out of here now, or you’ll pay a terrible price.”

Khamis Zeydan’s determined arrival seemed to puncture the resolve of the gunmen in the lobby. But they were revived by the sight of their leader a moment later. Jihad Awdeh came up the stairs with a raised Kalashnikov in one hand and George Saba’s hair grasped in the other.

George’s eyes were closed by fresh bruises and his nose wept blood. As Jihad Awdeh hauled him up the steps by his scalp, blood rolled across George’s forehead and he bawled in pain.

Omar Yussef made the last few steps, clinging to the banister. In his panic, he wasn’t sure if he would be able to stand without support. He called out to George Saba, but the gunmen chanted that they would revenge the martyr Hussein Tamari, and George didn’t hear his old schoolteacher.

Jihad Awdeh let go of George’s hair long enough to lift his rifle butt and club Khamis Zeydan in the face. The police chief crumpled. The policeman who had been guarding the door bent to catch his commander. Khamis Zeydan appeared to be out cold. Jihad Awdeh called above the laughter and cheers: “This way the godless bastard achieves oblivion without having to waste all his whisky.”

Omar Yussef jostled with the gunmen as they pushed toward the small doorway. He caught sight of George wearing his small herringbone coat. Its shoulders were drenched with blood. The gunmen took swings at the prisoner whenever they were close enough.

Omar Yussef was almost the last through the door. Outside on the sidewalk, he saw Muhammad Abdel Rahman. The gunmen must have brought the old man to see them exact their justice on the Christian who had led the Israelis to kill his son. Muhammad’s face was blank, deathly. Omar Yussef wondered what it was that he knew about the way Louai died, about Abu Walid, about the killing of Dima, his daughter-in-law. Then he thought that the knowledge of having lost two sons in a few days, one to an assassination and another who took his own life in the act of destroying ordinary people with a bomb strapped to his midriff, would be enough to make a man seem almost dead himself. Muhammad noticed Omar Yussef stumbling out of the police station at the back of the crowd. He turned away and wrapped his face in the end of his keffiyeh.

The mob of gunmen moved to the edge of the square. From the center of the crowd, someone tossed a rope over the arm of one of the fake gaslamps. Oh, God, it’s happening, Omar Yussef thought. He rushed toward the group, barely able to breathe. How could he stop them? He would get to the center of the crowd and throw himself over George. He reached the back of the melee. He shoved between two of the gunmen, screaming to them to make way.

There came a cheer and Omar Yussef saw George hauled halfway up the lamppost by his ankles. The tails of the herringbone coat fell over his face, so that at first Omar Yussef believed he was dead already. Then his arms moved, flailing desperately toward the crowd below as though he might catch hold of it and anchor himself to the earth. The gunmen yanked him higher until he was almost at the top of the post. Then there was a single shot, and it unleashed a full volley from the crowd of men. George Saba’s body jerked with each fatal impact.

Until it stopped. The deafening noise of the guns ended, and it seemed to Omar Yussef that there was perfect silence everywhere. No one seemed to move, even though the crowd of gunmen was joined by others coming from the funeral. They chanted the glory of God for the death of the traitor and their joyful, jostling number grew every moment. But Omar Yussef was alone on the square, staring above him at the swinging corpse of George Saba. He shoved into the center of the crowd, but they were not men surrounding him; they were empty of humanity and he was solitary among them with all he had lost. Below George Saba there was a slick of blood on the new cobbles. Omar Yussef felt the blood in the air, as though it were a light drizzle that would begore the surface of everything. Then he realized that it was rain.

The crowd moved away. Someone called out that they were going to the traitor’s house to destroy it, as the Israelis would obliterate Hussein Tamari’s house and the home of Yunis Abdel Rahman, the suicide bomber.

In only a few moments, Omar Yussef was almost truly alone beneath the corpse of George Saba. He reached up, but the body was strung too high for him to touch. The rain came more heavily. It was the downpour that had threatened for a week. Omar Yussef looked at his shoes. The rain washed them until the buckles were bright in the light from the lamppost. The water took the pool of blood and swirled it across the cobbles to the drain in front of the dark Church of the Nativity.

Omar Yussef turned from the shadows of the church’s spartan façade toward George Saba on the lamppost. The dead man looked as though he might be descending from the light, his hands above his head in a dive from the radiance of a star to the hard earth. George had brought that brightness to Omar Yussef, who had watched him transform from a little boy to a grown man to a punctured sack of meat. Omar Yussef spun away, looking back toward the church.

The body is like this Church of the Nativity, he thought. It’s warmed by some divine breath at first, but sustained by worldly impulses. All the time this breath slowly chills, until death. Every exhalation is an expulsion of some part of our finite store of life, and also a sigh of relief that the grave is closer by one tedious, depressing pulse. The body is abused and renovated and squabbled over, like this church, where they say Jesus was born. But there is only a crypt where that famous birth is supposed to have taken place. There is nothing there, just as we find nothing but an emptiness left to mark where each of us was alive. Here in Bethlehem there was a Messiah who left the job unfinished. In this church, there’s no glowing spirit, no redemption. Each time we breathe, we fear that it’s our last breath and it will chill us all the way to the void.

There was only one reason not to feel overwhelmed by that fear and that was the belief in the legacy we leave, the positive changes we bring to the world. Omar Yussef had hoped George Saba would be his legacy, living after him as proof that the schoolteacher made the world better. He had hoped that Dima Abdel Rahman would be part of that gift, too. As he looked at the body swinging above him, he fought against the urge to feel that all his life’s work was just so much destroyed hope and goodness befouled. Instead, he could be George Saba’s legacy, giving the dead man life in his every decent, kind, intelligent deed.

He picked at the big knot the gunmen had tied around the base of the lamppost to secure the body high in the air. The corpse dropped a little. As he freed the knot, he lost his grip on the wet rope and it slipped from his hands. He reached out to grab the falling body. George’s elbow caught him painfully on the side of the head as the body came down. Omar Yussef grabbed the shoulders to break the fall and went to the ground on top of the dead man. He lay still. If he was going to weep, now would be when it would happen, he thought.

There was a hand on his shoulder, lifting him. When he came up, Muhammad Abdel Rahman stood beside him. Both men were bereaved, but Omar Yussef thought perhaps he would be the one who might draw the greatest strength from these terrible days, not the man before him.