"You’re right." I pulled her closer to me. "I was just scared about how you were going to react."
"I can understand that, but even if you think I’m going to be pissed, you have to tell me."
"Okay." I pushed some hair out of her face and stared at this girl that I didn’t deserve.
"And I have to be honest, it makes my chest hurt that you were with her last night."
My own chest ached at her words, and I lifted her chin for her to look at me. "Nothing happened. I would never do that to you."
She nodded, but I wasn’t sure if she believed me. I hadn’t given her any reason to believe me.
"Okay." She leaned forward and pressed her mouth to mine in a gentle kiss. She started to pull away from me, but I ran my tongue over her exposed collarbone.
She was too good for me. Everything about her was.
"Where are you going?"
"I told you that I’m rooming with the girls." She chuckled softly as I nibbled against her skin.
"I think I can convince you otherwise." My words were lost against her skin as she arched into my mouth, and I was dying to touch her. I wanted to feel and taste every damn inch of her skin. I wanted to burn it into my memory so I would never forget what it was like at this moment with her.
"Convince me then." The words had barely fallen from her lips before I swiped my tongue beneath the seam of her tank top.
"God, I’ve missed the taste of you." Her skin pebbled beneath my tongue, and I traced the small ridges like a puzzle.
I pushed her off me and dropped to my knees beside the bed. I looked up at her as I pressed a kiss to the inside of her knee. She leaned up on her elbows and watched me as I tugged her shorts down her legs.
Her thighs were trembling as I ran my tongue up them, and her moan was deep and throaty as I kissed over her panties.
"What do you want, Josie?" She was staring down at me, watching my every move, and it made me so unbelievably hard. Everything about her did.
"Do you want my mouth or do you want me inside of you?"
"Both." She was already panting as she spread her legs just slightly wider than before, but it was enough to push me over the edge. It was enough to make me forget that I had something to prove to her, that I had ever even considered taking things slow.
That thought felt so irrational now when I was in front of her, so wholly impossible.
I pulled her panties to the side and ran my tongue through the center of her. She was already so damn wet, and I knew that she felt as desperate for me as I did for her.
I didn’t give her any warning as I dove into her flesh. I tasted every inch
of her pussy, I didn’t leave an inch of her untouched by my tongue, and she met every movement of mine with one of her own. I lifted her thighs over my shoulders, and she tightened her ankles behind them as she rode my face.
There wasn’t an ounce of modesty between the two of us, neither one of us caring if the other knew how badly we wanted it. It was just me and her and this frantic need that I couldn’t control.
"Oh God, Beck." She laced her fingers into my hair and tugged my head impossibly closer to her as I sucked her clit into my mouth. "I need you."
"You have me, baby. You have all of me." Every last ounce of me. It was hers. To do whatever the hell she wanted.
She cried out, just before covering her mouth with her hand, and I thrust a finger inside her. She moved and moved, her hips grinding against my mouth, and I didn’t let up on her until her legs shook uncontrollably by my ears.
I let her ride out every ounce of her orgasm before I climbed up her body and tugged her panties down her legs. I gripped the back of my t-shirt, pulling it over my head, and my hands shook as I raced to undo my belt.
I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her up to meet me. "Tell me you’re mine." My voice was hoarse and full of lust, but I needed to hear her say it. After everything that had happened between us, I needed to hear her say that she wanted this as badly as I did.
"I’m yours, Beck." She pushed against my chest until I moved on the bed and laid on my back. She climbed over me, straddling my lap, and I groaned as the slickness between her thighs hit my cock.
"Fuck." I reached into my jeans and quickly tugged out a condom. I could barely concentrate enough to rip it open with my teeth, and it took every bit of power I possessed to slide that latex barrier between us when I could already feel how fucking perfect she felt against me.
She didn’t wait a moment before she sank down on me, and I sat forward and held her body against mine as she began to move. "God, Josie. I…" It was on the tip of my tongue to tell her I loved her. I had never said those words to any girl before, no one outside of my family, and I felt insane for thinking them now.
Josie and I barely even knew each other, and yet, here I was thinking that I loved the girl. Desperate to tell her as she rode me like she was fucking made for me.
If I hadn’t considered myself pussy-whipped before, I definitely was now.
I was so far gone when it came to her that I had no damn clue what I was
doing.
All I knew was that I needed her, and nothing and no one was going to stand in my way. In our way.
Not now. Not anymore.
Not after everything.
"Kiss me." She gripped my face in her hand and directed my mouth to hers, and I did as she said. I kissed her with everything I felt, and I didn’t care that she knew how badly I needed her. I didn’t care that it was perfectly visible how desperate I was for her touch.
I broke my mouth from hers and flipped her around in front of me. She settled back down against my lap. Her back pressed against my chest, and I ran my tongue along her neck as she sank back down on my cock.
She lifted and fell against me, her body working me like a fucking sin, and I tugged her tank top down her body to expose her breasts. She didn’t stop. She just leaned her head back on my shoulder as she rode me, and I gripped her hand in my hand as I watched.
I thrust up into her, my body meeting hers with every drive, and I couldn’t think straight. I couldn’t remember where her body ended and mine began. I couldn’t think about anything past the fact that she was here with me right now at this moment, and I never wanted to let her go.
I bit down on the soft spot where her neck met her shoulders just as I thrummed my fingers over her clit, and she moaned so loudly that I knew everyone in the house could hear her.
But I didn’t care.
"Beck." Her voice was desperate as she rode me harder, her body chasing the same pleasure mine was, and I moved my fingers faster against her.
"What do you need, baby?" I kissed her neck again. It felt impossible not to touch her, to taste every inch of her skin I could reach.
"You." Her answer was rushed and demanding. "I just need you."
I wrapped one arm around her stomach as I snaked my other against her chest and gripped her chin in my hand. I turned her face in my direction and pulled her bottom lip between my teeth.
She moaned just as I slammed up inside of her, and I swallowed her cries with my mouth. I lifted her back away from my body before slamming her back down against me, and her body was so damn tight.
She kissed me as she cried out, her lips ravenous as I took over, and it wasn’t long before her fingers dug into my arm as if she was begging me to
hold on and let her go at the exact same time.
But I didn’t let her go. I refused to.
I just worked her body harder against mine until I felt that snap inside of her and she cried out against my mouth. I milked her orgasm from her body as I continued to chase mine, and it wasn’t until we were both laying back in the bed in a panting mess that I loosened my grip on her.