But there would be time for that later. Time to allow the commandant to reconsider, to decide where his own safety lay now his defences had fallen.
He nodded to Bickford. “Escort him to the other room and have the officers kept apart.”
As the commandant hobbled through a door, Sawle entered on the opposite side, his shirt sodden and torn, and carrying his coat casually over one arm.
“You did the task very well.” Bolitho watched the new light in the lieutenant’s eyes. A kind of contained wildness, a confidence born of a single dangerous act. He had been more afraid of showing fear than of fear itself, and now that he had survived he would expect his reward and more.
Sawle said, “Thank you, sir.” He did not attempt to hide the
new arrogance which his triumph had roused in him. “It was easy.”
You only think it was easy, my friend, now the danger is past. Aloud Bolitho said, “Report to Mr Bickford and he will give you your orders.”
Allday watched him leave and murmured, “Weasel!”
Bolitho looked past him. “Go and take care of Mr Lucey.” He sat down suddenly in the commandant’s great chair. It was just as if his legs had given way under him. He added, “See if you can find something to drink. I am like a kiln.”
Alone, he stared round the gloomy, barren room. Perhaps one day, because of a bad wound or disability, he would be given a task like Alava’s. An outpost with the grand name of governorship where he would spend the days trying to hide his bitterness, and the ache for a ship from home, from his subordinates.
He realised his eyelids had started to droop and that Giffard had entered the room without his hearing.
Giffard said, “My men found Mr Calvert, sir.” He looked uneasy. “He was wandering around lost, and near out of his mind to all accounts.”
“And the others?”
“No sign of the three seamen, but he was carrying the midshipman on his back.” He shrugged wearily. “But he was already dead.”
“Who was it?”
“Mr Lelean, sir.”
Bolitho rubbed his eyes to hold the dragging tiredness and strain away. Lelean? Lelean? Which one was he?
Then he remembered. Keverne leaning over the quarterdeck rail to relay his instructions to the gundecks. Three apprehensive midshipmen. One upturned face had been covered with pimples. Lelean. He had been fifteen years old.
“Ask Mr Calvert to report to me.” He looked at Giffard’s red face. “I will see him alone.”
Allday arrived with a large glass jug filled to the brim with dark red wine. It was very bitter, but at that moment tasted better than any admiral’s claret.
Allday said, “Mr Calvert’s here, Captain!”
“Show him in, and then wait outside.” He watched Allday leave, his shoulders set in stiff disapproval.
Calvert was swaying from exhaustion, and as he stood staring listlessly at Bolitho he looked almost ready to fall.
“Easy, Mr Calvert. Take some of this wine. It will refresh you.”
Calvert shook his head. “I would rather speak, sir.” He shuddered. “I cannot think of anything else.”
In a strange flat voice, broken only occasionally by deep shudders, he told his story.
From the moment he had been landed from a boat things had started to go wrong. The three seamen had deliberately misunderstood his every order, probably testing for themselves the lieutenant’s incompetence which was common gossip throughout the ship.
Lelean, the midshipman, had attempted to restore discipline, but had been unnerved by Calvert’s inability to take charge of three ordinary seamen.
They had made their way inland, pausing frequently while one seaman or the other complained of sore feet, exhaustion and other trivial excuses to rest. Calvert had grappled with the vague map and had tried to gauge their distance from Giffard’s pickets.
He said brokenly, “I got lost. Lelean was trying to help me, but he was just a boy. When I told him I did not know where we were he stood up to me and said that I ought to know.” He moved his hands vaguely. “Then there was the attack. Lelean was hit by a musket ball and two of the seamen killed outright. The third ran off and I never saw him again.”
Bolitho watched his agonised face, seeing the sudden terror in the darkness, the swiftness of death. Probably tribesmen, lurking
like jackals for pickings after the fight between Spaniard and Englishman.
Calvert was saying, “I carried Lelean for miles. Sometimes we hid in the scrub, listening to the others talking. Laughing.” His voice broke in a sob. “And all the time Lelean kept repeating how he trusted me to get him to safety.” He looked at Bolitho, his eyes blurred and unseeing. “He actually relied on me!”
Bolitho stood up and poured a goblet of wine. As he thrust it into Calvert’s hand he asked quietly, “Where were you when the marines found you?”
“In a gully.” Some of the wine ran down his chin and across his soiled shirt. Like blood. “Lelean was dead. The wound must have been worse than I realised. I didn’t want to leave him there like that. He was the first one who ever trusted me to do anything. I knew…” He faltered. “I thought no one would come to search. There was the attack. All this.”
Bolitho took the empty glass from his nerveless fingers. “Go and rest, Mr Calvert. Tomorrow things may seem different.” He watched the other man’s eyes. Tomorrow? It was already here.
Calvert stared at him with sudden determination. “I will never forget that you sent men to look for me.” The determination faded. “But I couldn’t leave him there like that. He was just a boy.”
Bolitho recalled Broughton’s scathing comment, as if it had been spoken aloud in the room. Do him good! Well, perhaps after all he had been right.
He said gravely, “Many good men have died today, Mr Calvert. It is up to us to see their efforts are not wasted.” He paused before adding, “And to ensure that young Lelean’s trust is not betrayed.”
Long after Calvert had gone Bolitho sat slumped in the chair. What was the matter with him to offer Calvert such comfort?
Calvert was useless, and probably always would be. He came of a background and social climate which Bolitho had always mistrusted and often despised.
Was it because of that one spark which had been given him by the dead midshipman? Could he really hold on to such ideas in a war which had passed all reason and outwitted traditional sentiment?
Or was it that he had replaced Lelean with his own nephew? Would it have been fair to add to Calvert’s misery when inwardly he knew he would have acted the same had it been Adam out there in an unknown gully?
When the first grey fingers of dawn explored the wall of the commandant’s room Bolitho was still in the chair, dozing in exhausted sleep, and awakening at intervals to new doubts and problems.
On the top of the central tower Bickford was already awake and watching the probing light. After a while he could wait no longer and beckoned to a seaman who was standing nearby.
“Good enough, eh?” He could not stop grinning. His part of the action was done, and he was alive. “Run up the colours! That’ll make Coquette sit up and beg!”
At noon Bolitho climbed to the top of the central tower and leaned over the battlements to study the activity in the bay. Just after dawn the frigate Coquette, followed by Inch’s Hekla had passed through the narrow channel below the fortress, and within an hour had been joined by the battered and listing Navarra. Now, as he watched the boats pulling busily back and forth from the shore to the ships, from the marine outpost on the beaked headland to the pickets on the causeway, it was hard to remember it as the empty place it had once been.
He raised a telescope and trained it across the anchored bomb vessel until he had discovered Lieutenant Bickford and his landing party searching amongst the low-roofed buildings at the top of the bay. Giffard had already reported the village-for it was little more than that-to be quite deserted. The fishing boats which they had sighted before the first attack proved to be derelict