“Sandraaaaaaaaaaa!”
He kept at it, banging on every trailer, shouting out her name each time he turned the corner and started on a new row. He felt like a madman and wondered if he was in fact mad.
Maybe. Probably.
Not that it mattered. He had to find her.
He had to find her.
The sun was still oppressive, and he was already sweating after only a few minutes of walking. Soon, he had other things to worry about, like the throbbing in his side. Blaine paused every now and then to catch his breath and let the pain subside.
Then he continued, starting over, calling out her name, banging on steel.
He lost track of how many big rigs he passed, how many rows he walked through, and how many times he shouted out Sandra’s name. His throat started to hurt about the same time his legs started to feel a little wobbly.
After a while, Blaine stopped to gather himself, pressing one hand against the heated side of a semitrailer just to keep himself upright. Breathing became difficult again, and Blaine realized he had left the bottle of painkillers in the truck.
Way to go, asshole.
He was still leaning against the semitrailer when he heard the sound.
He wouldn’t have heard it if he weren’t standing perfectly still, trying to somehow will the misery coursing through his body into submission. It wasn’t working, but it did keep him quiet as a mouse, enough to hear one of the doors of the semitrailer behind him slowly, carefully opening. Blaine looked over his shoulder and saw a man’s head leaning out. The man was tall, with short blond hair, and as he turned his head, scanning the area, he had specks of yellow slivers in his eyes that reminded Blaine of cats’ eyes.
The man had apparently expected Blaine to keep moving and wasn’t prepared to find him leaning against one of the trailers right next to him.
They locked eyes for a moment, and Blaine thought, I know you, don’t I?, as the man pulled out his right hand and Blaine saw the steel barrel of an automatic handgun.
Blaine twisted around — too fast, and he almost heard the stitches in his side popping — and ducked just as the man lifted his gun and fired. The bullet slammed into the side of the semitrailer behind Blaine and ricocheted. Blaine swore he could hear the zing-zing! of the bullet over his head — not once, but twice, the first time when it came at him, and again when it ricocheted, nearly clipping him even as he was going down.
Blaine was unslinging the AR-15 as he slid down, willing every ounce of his body to move move move, even though it seemed like he was stuck in quicksand. He managed to get the strap of the rifle free, and he was still sliding down when he squeezed the trigger. The AR-15 leaped uncontrollably in his hands. Unlike the AR-15s he and Deeks had, someone had converted this one to fully automatic, and one heavy squeeze of the trigger unleashed nearly half of the magazine.
The guy was taking aim again when Blaine’s bullets stitched the side of the open trailer door and kept going and going until one of them hit the guy in the neck, and he careened out of the trailer and landed on the hard concrete ground in a pile.
Blaine stopped firing about the same time his butt hit the ground. He stared forward at the blond guy as he lay at an odd, twisted angle, blood gushing out of a surprisingly small hole in his neck. The man’s eyes were open, and he stared blankly back at Blaine, mouth opening and closing, like a fish trying to catch its breath on land. A thick pool of blood spread underneath the man, much faster than Blaine thought was possible.
He stared back into the cat-like eyes.
I know you, don’t I?
The man closed his eyes, and his body seemed to sag, and then it stopped moving completely. His bleeding started to slow to a trickle, and the pool of blood stopped getting larger and settled, looking amazingly bright red underneath the scorching hot sun. Blaine and the dead man were squeezed into the confined space between two semitrailers, which was much hotter thanks to the two vehicles absorbing and coughing the heat back and forth between their steel bulks.
Blaine didn’t know how long he sat there and watched the guy bleeding onto the warm concrete. The AR-15 rested in his lap, but it felt much heavier than before, and he had to push it aside in order to slowly rise, one hand holding the rifle as a crutch, the other searching along the side of the semitrailer behind him for extra support.
He was finally able to struggle to his feet and stumble off. He didn’t have to look down to see he was bleeding again, that blood was seeping through his T-shirt. After some painful shuffling, he finally gave in and glanced down briefly. There was a nice, palm-sized patch of blood at his waist.
By the time he made it back to the Toyota, he was certain someone had moved it. That was the only explanation for why it took him so long to reach the damn thing. He was sure of it, though the screaming from deep in his gut became so loud and insistent he had to push the thought out of his mind and reach into the passenger side and grab the white, girly makeup bag.
He fished out the bottle of pills, shook out two, and downed them in one gulp. He climbed into the truck and sat in the passenger seat and waited, but nothing seemed to be happening. Why wasn’t anything happening?
He shook out two more pills and dropped them into his mouth, crunching them first this time, hoping that would make some kind of difference. It must have, because he began to feel better almost instantly.
Blaine closed his eyes. The sun was too bright. It shouldn’t be that bright. Why the hell was it so bright? What he wouldn’t give for a little shade. Or a little nightfall.
That’s crazy talk.
He chuckled to himself.
Or he thought he did. The noise might have been something else. He swore it even sounded like a car engine, approaching…
In his pain-addled dream, he was back with Sandra, and she was leaning over him, poking and prodding at his wound. Well, one of his wounds. When she lifted her hand, her fingers were covered in blood, but she still looked gorgeous with long blonde hair falling over half of her face. He was reminded all over again of what he wouldn’t do for her. Which was nothing.
Sandra.
But if it was just a dream, why did it hurt so much?
She smiled at him, dried tears staining her cheeks. “Hey, there.”
“I’m dead,” he said, his voice hoarse (from all the screaming, probably).
“Not yet.” She stroked his face, her fingers warm against his skin. “I got blood all over your face.”
She picked up a rag from somewhere and swiped at his cheeks and jaw.
“This isn’t a dream?” he asked.
“God, I hope not,” she said, and laughed, except it came out as a half-laugh and half-sob.
“How did you find me?”
“I heard gunshots.”
“This guy tried to kill me. He’s probably still there…”
“Is he dead?”
“Pretty sure.”
“Screw him, then.” Her bloodied hands were busy just beyond his peripheral vision. “I went back for you, you know.”
“I know. That’s why I’m here. I came back for you.”
She smiled. “Funny how it all worked out.”
“Yeah,” he said, and smiled back at her.
She kissed his forehead gingerly, then lingered with her face next to him, and he marveled at the green of her eyes. “The wound in your side’s opened up. I’m not sure what to do.”
“There’s a white bag.”