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O.P., Rahul, and a few other students pitched in to pay Sapam’s mess bill and school fees. “Manipuri people want to separate from India. If an election were held today, the number of Manipuris and Nagas voting for the separatists would exceed even the numbers in Kashmir who want independence.”

How did this happen?

Sapam said that many women in Manipur who had become widows, including his own aunt, go to Brindavan, home of Krishna. The famous Ras Lila, performed in honor of Krishna, was now staged in villages all over Manipur, and the festivals included devotional hymns in praise of Krishna. In the seventeenth century, Gaurang Mahaprabhu Chaitanya spread his devotional poetry and songs from Bengal until they echoed throughout Manipur. The result was that all of the people, including adivasis, became Vaishnavas, devotees of Krishna. These simple, sweet, straightforward, thoughtful people, living the difficult life of the mountains, Mongol or Tibeto-Burmese Meiteis and adivasis, attached surnames like Sharma and Singh to their names. As if Chaitanya had flooded their spiritually barren souls with a torrent of salubrious nectar. In 1947, after partition, Manipur held a referendum and by the will of its people decided to join the Republic of India.

So why has it come to this? Within fifty years, why do 99 percent of the people want independence from India?

Sapam spoke: “The Mayang foreigners looted everything. They took our girls. They humiliated us. The market, trade, employment — Mayang controlled everything. If you even opened your mouth, you’d be labeled a separatist. If the army leaves Manipur, there’ll be independence the next day.” He continued, “During the British time, we gave our blood to Subhash Bose’s Indian National Army. We fought for India’s independence all the way to Burma. Now we’ll fight for our own independence. Mark my words: we’ll be free from India before Kashmir is.”

Rahul decided that university life wasn’t as easy as he first thought. First you had to worry about personal safety, and after that the studying all the time, reading thick anthropology books, trying to get to the root of mankind and civilization, and gazing at Madhuri Dixit’s backside. It was no walk in the park. The local goondas could break in at any moment and put a gun to your head. We are merely prey living in a cruel, criminal, and degrading time. It’s an age of thugs, counterfeiters, smugglers, and real-estate developers. Nowadays, righteous and upstanding Indians suffer under this regime as if they were Kashmiris, Manipuris, or Naxalites.

Kinnu Da explained, “Last month I was invited to take part in a seminar in New York. I had the minimum 500 dollars with me. I’d never brought more cash than that, because I don’t spend it. But this time, for the first time, they questioned me. I was asked very rudely, ‘How are you going to get by with this? Why didn’t you bring more with you?”’ Kinnu Da continued, “The truth is the world now belongs to businessmen. They bring hundreds of thousands of dollars with them when they travel. Transactions worth billions are traded. They can’t fathom that there are still some people left in India who don’t crave making a fortune, and who travel to America or France not to do business but for academic or other reasons.”

So globalization exists only for those who are players in the global market: speculators, bootleggers, government ministers, and bureaucrats. Suppose someone like the humanitarian Dr. Kotnis wanted to go to China nowadays, or someone like the Communist agitator Tibeto-Buddhologist monk Mahapandit Rahul Sankrityayan wanted to go to Russia or Central Asia. Would it be possible?

“Not at all!” said Kartikeya. “This is the end of the civil society. It’s vanished from everywhere. Only governments, companies, institutions, the Mafia, and interest groups remain. If, by chance, you happen to see some writer, poet, or thinker sitting on a plane taking a trip abroad, you can be sure that he’s just a middleman or lackey, secretly on the take, working for some company, institution, or corporation. Always doubt his integrity!

Kartikeya Kajle was from Pune. Alongside doing research in geology, he was getting ready to take the civil service exam. He told Rahul that he, too, should give it a try.

After Sapam, the goondas went after Madhusudan, a student from Kerala, who was beaten so badly and got so scared that he jumped from the second floor and broke his legs. Rahul, O.P., and Kartikeya went to the hospital to visit him. His father had written him a telegram instructing him to apply for an academic transfer and return to Cochin at once. Madhusudan was distraught. His entire future was ruined.

One day Rahul, along with Anima, Abha, Deepti, Manmohan, and Raju, was headed from his department to the canteen near the library. There was a group of six or seven boys hanging out by the side of the road, and one of them threw a rock that hit Rahul on the back of the head. Anima shrieked. There was no blood. One of them shouted, “Hey, big hero! Nice hair. That sweet little part in the middle, just like Rahul Ray.”

“You’re all a bunch of loudmouths,” Anima scolded.

“Hey, big sis. You bringing that little girlie man home to meet our momma? Why don’t you go look for a real boy instead?” They burst into hysterical laughter.

“We should end this right here. Be quiet and keep walking,” Manmohan advised.

So they kept going. It seemed the worst had passed. But as soon as they turned the corner to the canteen, another rock whizzed past and hit Abha in the head. She cried out and fell down. Her glasses broke and blood streamed from her forehead.

“Did you come to this school to study or chase skirts? This is our first warning. Watch yourself, hero. Otherwise we’ll set your clock straight.” From behind came another voice from among them. “And go fuck your baoo!”

“Baoo” means mother.

They went to the proctor’s office to lodge a complaint. This much bullying and abuse was unimaginable. Abha went to the dispensary to have her wound dressed. She couldn’t see without her glasses. And on top of everything else, finals were looming.

Dr. Chaturvedi was the proctor. He listened to the whole story while using a toothpick to dig at bits of supari caught in his teeth. Then he sat up straight and said in a serious yet shrewd tone of voice, “Look, this isn’t Delhi or London. If you go around having your jollies with modern girls, fashion girls, well, something’s bound to happen. Everyone’s eyeing these girls. The teachers aren’t far behind the students on this count. Today you got a rock thrown at you. Tomorrow you’ll flunk your courses.”

“But, sir! We weren’t having that kind of fun at all. We were just going to the canteen before our next period for some refreshments, sir,” Rahul countered.

“Oh? And where have you come from, Mr. Smarty-pants? And why do you part your hair in the middle like that? Is that what girls go for nowadays?” Proctor Chaturvedi said sarcastically. “Look, mister, if making friends with girls is such a big hobby of yours, then at least find some money to put in your pocket. Get a car. Why risk walking around so openly with them? All these cars with their tinted windows I see driving on campus from town, who knows what’s going on inside? C’mon, there are hotels everywhere — why don’t you try one of them? If you keep on like this, it’ll be dangerous not just for you, but for the girls. It’s a poisonous atmosphere here. In no time at all, you’ll have nonsense scrawled all over the walls on campus. It’s nothing to you, but what happens to the poor maiden whose name’s been dragged through mud then left high and dry?”

“Sir, you are misunderstanding, sir.” Manmohan whimpered.

“It’s not me who is misunderstanding, it’s you,” Chaturvedi said, now done picking his teeth. “Your minds have gone bad from watching too much TV. Focus on your studies. And about today’s little incident: what should I do, summon the deputy of police? Go ahead and press charges. By all means. But don’t forget that these boys are locals. They pelted you on the head with a rock today only to give you a warning. They were taunting you. Tomorrow they’ll break into your hostel and beat you like there’s no tomorrow. My advice for you people? Return to your department, nice and quiet, and don’t wander around in groups like that anymore.”