‘Alice?’
She turned. And there, by the preserves and canned goods, dressed in his shirtsleeves and his good blue trousers, without a speck of coal dust on him, stood Bennett. He had probably just finished work, but looked, as ever, as fresh as if he’d stepped out of the pages of a Sears catalogue.
‘Bennett,’ she said, blinked and looked away. It wasn’t as if she was physically moved by him any more, she realized, searching for the reason for her sudden discomfort. There was only the vaguest hint of residual affection. What she felt was mostly disbelief that this man, standing here, was someone she had wrapped herself around, skin to skin, kissed and pleaded for physical contact with. This strange, unbalanced intimacy made her feel vaguely ashamed now.
‘I … I heard you were leaving town.’
She picked up a can of tomatoes, just for something to do with her hands. ‘Yup. Trial looks to end on Tuesday. I’ll be headed out on Wednesday. You and your father won’t have to worry about me hanging around.’
Bennett glanced behind him, perhaps conscious that people might be watching, but all the customers were out-of-towners, and nobody saw anything gossip-worthy in a man and a woman exchanging a few words in the corner of the store.
‘Alice –’
‘You don’t have to say anything, Bennett. I think we’ve said enough. My parents have engaged a lawyer and –’
He touched her sleeve. ‘Pa says nobody managed to speak to his daughters.’
She pulled back her hand. ‘I’m sorry? What?’
Bennett looked behind him, his voice low. ‘Pa said the sheriff never spoke to McCullough’s daughters. They wouldn’t open the door. They shouted to his men they had nothing to say on the matter and they wouldn’t be talking to nobody. He says they’re both crazy, like the rest of the family. Says the state’s case is strong enough not to need them anyway.’ He looked at her intently.
‘Why are you telling me this?’
He chewed at his lip. ‘Figured … I figured … it might help you.’
She stared at him then, at his handsome, slightly unformed face, and his baby-soft hands, his anxious eyes. And briefly she felt her own face fall a little.
‘I’m sorry,’ he said quietly.
‘I’m sorry too, Bennett.’
He took a step back, ran a hand down his face.
They stood for a moment longer, shifting a little on their feet.
‘Well,’ he said eventually. ‘If I don’t see you before you leave … safe travels.’
She nodded. He headed for the door. As he reached it he turned, his voice lifting a little to be heard. ‘Oh. Thought you’d like to know I’m fixing to get the slurry dams made up. With proper housing and a cement base. So they can’t burst again.’
‘Your father agreed to that?’
‘He will.’ The smallest smile, a flash of someone she had once known.
‘That’s good news, Bennett. Really good news.’
‘Yeah. Well.’ He looked down. ‘It’s a start.’
With that her husband tipped his hat, opened the door, and was swallowed by the crowds still milling around outside.
‘The sheriff didn’t speak to his daughters? Why not?’ Sophia shook her head. ‘It doesn’t make no sense to me.’
‘Makes perfect sense to me,’ said Kathleen, from the corner, where she was stitching a broken stirrup leather, grimacing as she forced the huge needle through the leather. ‘They got all the way up to Arnott’s Ridge, to a family they was expecting trouble from. They figure the girls wouldn’t know nothing about their daddy’s movements, given he was a known drunk who used to disappear for days on end. So they knock a few times, get told to git, then give up and come back down, and it takes them half a day each way to do it.’
‘McCullough was a sundowner and a mean one at that,’ said Beth. ‘Might be the sheriff didn’t want to push them too hard in case they told him something he didn’t want to hear. They need him to sound like a good man to make Marge seem bad.’
‘But surely our lawyer should have gone asking questions?’
‘Mr Fancy Pants out of Lexington? You think he’s going to ride a mule half a day up to Arnott’s Ridge to speak with a bunch of angry hillbillies?’
‘I don’t see how this is going to help us none,’ said Beth. ‘If they won’t talk to the sheriff’s men they ain’t hardly going to talk to us.’
‘That may be exactly why they would talk to us,’ said Kathleen.
Izzy pointed at the wall. ‘Margery put the McCullough house on the list of places not to go to. On no account. Look, it says so right here.’
‘Well, maybe she was just doing what everyone’s done to her,’ said Alice. ‘Going on gossip without actually looking at the facts.’
‘Those girls haven’t been seen in town for nigh on ten years,’ Kathleen murmured. ‘Word is their daddy wouldn’t let them leave the house after their mama disappeared. One of those families that just stays in the shadows.’
Alice thought of Margery’s words, words that had rung through her head for days: There is always a way out of a situation. Might be ugly. Might leave you feeling like the earth has gone and shifted under your feet. But there is always a way around.
‘I’m going to ride up there,’ said Alice. ‘I can’t see what we have to lose.’
‘Your head?’ said Sophia.
‘Right now, the way my head is, it wouldn’t make that much difference.’
‘You know the stories come out of that family? And you know how much they hate us right now? You just fixing to get yourself killed?’
‘You want to tell me what other chance Margery has right now?’ Alice said. Sophia gave Alice a hard look but didn’t answer. ‘Right. Does anyone have the map for that route?’ For a moment Sophia didn’t move. Then she opened the drawer wordlessly and flicked through the assembled papers until she found it and handed it over.
‘Thank you, Sophia.’
‘I’m coming with you,’ said Beth.
‘Then I’m coming, too,’ said Izzy.
Kathleen reached for her hat. ‘Looks like we got us an outing. Here, eight tomorrow?’
‘Let’s make it seven,’ said Beth.
For the first time in days Alice found she was smiling.
‘Lord help the lot of you,’ said Sophia, shaking her head.
25
It was clear within a couple of hours of setting out why only Margery and Charley ever undertook the route to Arnott’s Ridge. Even in the benign conditions of early September, the route was remote and arduous, taking in steep crevasses, narrow ledges and a variety of obstacles to scrabble down or over, from ditches to fences to fallen trees. Alice had brought Charley, confident he would understand where he was going, and so it proved. He strode out willingly, his huge ears flicking backwards and forwards, following his own well-worn tracks along the creek bed and up the side of the ridge, the horses following on behind. There were no notches on trees here, no red ribbons; Margery had plainly never expected anyone but herself to take such a route, and Alice glanced behind her intermittently at the other women, hoping she could trust Charley as a guide.
Around them the air hung thick and moist and the newly amber forests lay dense with fallen leaves, muffling sound as they made their way along the hidden trails. They rode in silence, focused on the unfamiliar terrain, only breaking off to praise their horses quietly or warn of some approaching obstacle.
It occurred to Alice as they headed along the track into the upper reaches of the mountains that they had never ridden together, not all of them, like this. And then that it was entirely possible this would be the last time she rode into the mountains.
In a week or so she would be making her way by train towards New York and the huge ocean liner that would take her to England, and a very different kind of existence. She turned in her saddle and looked at the group of women behind her and realized she loved them all, that leaving each of them, not just Fred, would be a wrench almost greater than anything she had endured up to now. She couldn’t imagine meeting women with whom she would feel so in tune, so close to in her next life, over polite chit-chat and cups of tea.