The reflection ignored the command. Instead she said, "You've never turned your back on truth before, no matter how it hurt. Do that now, and you are just like Daphne Prime! And you're not like her! And deciding not to listen to what I have to say before you hear me say it, well, that's just another type of drowning. And that's just not the way you are! I should know!"
Daphne looked skeptical. "And just how many simulations of me did he have to run before, by chance, he found one who was convinced? A thousand? Ten thousand?"
The reflection seemed to lean forward, as if she were able to come blazing out of the glass by sheer force of conviction. "Don't you dare talk to me that way! I do not change my mind for little things and I do not let people tell me what to do! Not even me. Or you. Or whatever. Listen. Are you going to listen?"
"Who? Me? Trapped onboard a sunken ship with a monster and my fiance ex-husband who is slowly going mad? Where am I going? Talk yourself blue in the face. But I'm looking to see how many simulations he ran."
Daphne called up the information on the simulation runs and frowned. There was something odd here.
She slowly turned and stared at her reflection.
"Just... what... did ... he ... say?"
"You mean, what did he say to convince me in one try... ?" The mirror image smiled Daphne's private smile, the one she only used in looking glasses, when she was very pleased with herself. "Something wonderful! Listen: What is the one thing we are afraid of?"
"Bacon."
"Besides bacon. And don't say pork hash."
"Pork hash. And... you know."
The image nodded.
Dying.
The image said, "It'll happen eventually anyway, you know. Just like Pa and Ma always said. The noumenal recording might last a million years, or two, but eventually everything runs down, decays, runs out of energy. All the heroes die young. All the color runs out of life. And the only people left are withered, tired, scared, useless old things, mumbling over memories of brave adventures in their youth they were always too scared to attempt, bright fires they were afraid to touch. And those gray leftover people are only playing a delaying game, playing stay-away with life so they can have more lifetime.
"But life loses. Life always loses. Heroes stop being heroes, and then they live boringly ever after, and then they die. Entropy wins. Everything ends. Logic enforces that law. Everywhere where there is time and space, everywhere where there is cause and effect, that law always wins.
"But"-and now an elfish twinkle gleamed like fire in her eye-"but what if someone did not want it to be that way? Someone a little Like Phaethon. A whole race of Phaethons. An heroic race, a million of them, each as fierce and free as Phaethon. A race not willing to give in.
Not willing to give up. What if they found a trapdoor out of this dead universe? A hole? A black hole? A place where the tyranny of time and space couldn't reach? A realm where laws of logic don't apply?"
Daphne said in dreamy, angry, half-breathlessness, listening, unwilling to listen: "What-what in the world do you mean? You're talking nonsense!"
"All fairy tales are nonsense. That is what makes them beautiful."
"But fairy tales aren't true."
"Not unless you find someone, someone great, great enough to do deeds of renown, who can make them true for you."
Daphne said, "So the Second Oecumene people shot their brain information into a black hole to find... what? A wormhole? An escape exit? There is nothing inside a black hole!"
"Yes, he is," The reflection smiled with pride.
"Escape from where? From reality? From life? There's no other place to go, outside the universe."
"Listen, sister-me. You know it's true. Even a prison the size of a universe is still a prison. And it is every prisoner's duty to escape."
At that moment, Daphne saw, clear as crystal in her memory, an image from a fairy tale.
She saw an heroic man, shining in gold armor, who rode on a winged boat to the top of the sky. Surrounded by frost, he raised an ax in bloodstained hands high overhead, and swung to crack the crystal dome of the sky and see what lay on the other side. His face was set, and held no hint of fear at all, even though the world he had left far underfoot was calling out in craven terror.
The image trembled in her heart. She felt as if a dam inside her broke. Emotion caught her throat. She blinked tears.
Could there be a realm larger than the universe?
Could there be a life larger than entropy? Was there nothing brave enough to find that realm, that life?
Daphne turned to Phaethon, who sat motionless in front of his reflection in the mirror.
Daphne said, "Darling, I'm getting edgy. Nothing is beginning to make sense."
Phaethon said coldly, "You're starting to believe it? So am I."
"Does that mean we're wrong?"
"That means we haven't figured out the problem yet. Let's just find out what's going on. Let's find what's broken, and who broke it. We'll fix it."
There was perhaps a hint of doubt in his voice, and yet, somehow, beneath that hint, Daphne heard an echo of Phaethon's deep confidence.
He said, "We'll figure it out. We'll fix it. Agreed?"
She said, "Agreed. We'll figure them out; and boy, will we fix them."
THE TRANSCENDENCE
The masked and robed image of the Lord of the Silent Oecumene now drifted backward, and the plumes from its mask lowered and spread, as if the Silent Lord were bowing. The music fell to a soft sonorous hum of oboes and recorders, punctuated by the drum-taps of a dirge. It sounded like a melancholy march, the theme of a funeral procession. "Phaethon, your partial has been convinced by my copy, as has Daphne's partial. My copy in the ship-mind has been, for many minutes, exposed to your gadfly virus, to no effect. That virus forces me to confront severe contradictions in my basic thinking, especially in my moral thinking, where I freely admit that I do acts which I would not condone if I were the victim of those acts rather than the perpetrator. How can such naked contradiction exist in a machine-mind, a mind which, by your logic, cannot be unaware of itself, and cannot be irrational? Any parts of my own mind of which I had been unaware should have been exposed to me by your virus; none were. Therefore I am unflawed. Yet, irrationality is caused, in human beings or in anthropomorphic machines, by an unwillingness, conscious or subconscious, to face reality; no unflawed machine can have such a motive. Therefore I face reality. How can I persist in irrationality? Only if reality itself is irrational.
"Phaethon, you will not be able to accept this conclusion. Your only other logical conclusion is that this alleged 'conscience redactor,' which is diminishing my awareness, has not been loaded into the ship-mind copy of my mind, and therefore has not been detected and cured by your virus. The conclusions radiating from this are obvious. One such conclusion is that you must now reload my ship-mind copy of myself back into me. However, in order to do so, you must open the thought-ports of your armor to issue the command, and to accept your partial back into yourself. This was our agreement; this is how the ship has been programmed. But the moment you open your armor to perform this act, I take control of the ship.
"Phaethon, which is it to be? Is the universe irrational, or am I deceived? If I am deceived, then open your armor and issue the command. I will seize control of the ship, but, allegedly, I will then be cured and will be unable to steal the ship, or, indeed, to perform any other immoral or irrational act."
Phaethon shut off all his exterior channels and sat on his throne, silent, motionless. Daphne watched him, fears and uncertainties chasing each other through her mind. She now could not monitor his emotional state; the face icon she saw of Phaethon in her private channel showed only the golden mask of his helmet, its crystal eyes mysteriously blank.