She has no hands to cover them with.
She has no ears to cover.
She is not crouching.
She has no feet.
She has no legs, either. She’s not actually standing but—
What?
She’s existing.
She tries to cry, has no lungs, no throat, no lips, no tongue, no mouth.
The chaos is men, hordes of them. They’ve dropped their axes and are running; they pour off the tower, sprinting past her, carrying torches, cloth, jugs of water. Their voices are louder than a pack of beasts and Asham fails and fails to cry.
A sweet voice: Don’t be frightened.
Before her stands a woman on fire, beautiful face smoldering with compassion and wrath.
Asham screams; nothing comes out.
You’re confused, the woman says. It’s understandable.
The woman puts out a fiery hand. Here.
I don’t understand.
The woman smiles. There. Nicely done.
Asham has said nothing yet the woman heard her.
You’re trying too hard, the woman says. You have to let it come naturally.
What?
That.
This?
Excellent. You’ll get better with practice. The woman smiles. My name is Gabriella.
Your clothes, Asham says. Your hair.
I know. It takes me forever to get ready in the morning.
Asham doesn’t know what to say.
A joke, Gabriella says.
Oh. Asham feels calmer, now that she can communicate. She looks around. Where am I?
Technically, you’re right where you were a moment ago.
I–I am?
Yes.
Where?
See for yourself?
How?
Gabriella says, See.
For Asham to see requires that she exert herself. Like standing on her head or balancing on one foot. It isn’t a matter of moving her body or her eyes but of projecting her will. Her perspective waddles here and there like a newborn chick, alighting on the smoke rising from the kilns, the outline of the unfinished tower, the mules with their besmirched hindquarters.
Good, Gabriella says. That’s very good.
Asham beholds the focal point of the commotion, a stand of collapsed scaffolding.
Is that me? My body?
No. Cain’s.
How’d he get way over there?
He hit a beam on the way down.
Asham winces. Where am I?
Gabriella smiles sadly. Right there.
Asham shifts below.
Beneath her hovering presence, her body lies in pieces.
Her limbs are split, her bowels strewn, her head obliterated.
She emits a cry of grief.
It’s hard, Gabriella says. I know.
I was so beautiful.
Yes, you were.
Why are they there, with him? Why does no one come to care for me?
He was their leader. You killed him.
Asham weeps without weeping.
For seven days, Gabriella sings to her.
As painful as needles to the flesh of the living,
so is the destruction of the body to the spirit to which it once cleaved.
It is
the shattering of a fine vessel;
the collapse of blown glass;
the casting off of an anchor;
the razing of a temple.
Gabriella stops singing.
All right, she says. That’s enough of that.
And she spirits Asham away on a warm western wind, raising her over the world, a shifting patchwork of color. Boastful yellows, living greens, the steady marine of peace.
What is this? Asham asks.
Mankind, Gabriella says. Look.
Where?
Come with me, Gabriella says, taking her hand.
Their perspective shrinks.
In the city that bears his name, Enoch stands before his father’s funeral pyre.
A gray aura surrounds him.
Perched at his side, the dog sticks out its tongue, licks his hand.
Enoch glares at it.
A priest is chanting the funerary rites.
The dog again licks Enoch’s fingers.
Stop it, he says.
It whimpers. Sticks out its tongue.
Enoch lashes out, striking it across the muzzle.
The dog yelps and flees.
What’s the matter with him? Asham says. Why would he do that?
He’s angry, Gabriella says. Look.
They shift again, and Enoch, a young man of fifteen, crowned in gold, sits upon the throne. The gray around him has thickened, a mucoid mass that pulses and oozes and drips. His face is a stone as he listens to the pleas of his advisers. There are not enough men to complete the tower, they tell him. There is not enough money. The treasurer rises to speak and Enoch takes a gray sword from his belt and drives it through the man’s heart, which spurts.
He always was his father’s son, Gabriella says. What was good in him has been extinguished.
I didn’t mean for this to happen, Asham says.
Nobody ever does.
Please. I don’t want to see any more.
I’m sorry to have to show this to you. Look.
Enoch, a young man of twenty-two, rides out of the valley amid a rumbling gray cloud, leading his army to war. They return with a caravan of captives and treasure. The prisoners are brought to the marketplace where once Asham walked with the boy, laughing and eating fruit. Ten of the vanquished are tied to posts, whipped until their skin hangs in strips before being beheaded as examples. Of the rest, the women and children are sold for private use and the men strung together with gray chains and sent to work on the tower, where they all die eventually, their skulls staved in by falling bricks, their chests crushed under timber piles, diseased and hacking up blood.
Please, Asham moans. Stop it.
But Gabriella gently insists. It’s the way of this world. Look.
A vengeful tribe arrives at the valley to make war upon Enoch.
Blood flows in the gray streets.
What have I done. What have I done.
Look.
Enoch, an old man of forty, encased in a hard gray shell, dies at the hand of his own son, who kills his brothers and ascends to the throne.
All right, Gabriella says. I think you get the point.
Aloft, they leap eons. The gray mucus continues to spread. It overflows the valley; it washes across the plains and mountains; between the reds of lust and the golds of joy it fills the gaps, overruns them, hardening like mortar along the borders of nations, its advance mindless and ravenous and inevitable.
Gabriella says, We begged Him not to allow this. We said, What is man, that You are mindful of him?
I wanted justice, Asham says.
And yet you wrought more death.
In a gray alley of a distant gray city, gray men hold down a woman. Her screams, purple and fungal, catch the attention of a passerby, who watches what is happening for a moment and then walks on, leaving gray footprints.
Make it stop, Asham says. Please.
One thing at a time.
How can you say that? Look what they’re doing to her.
No, Gabriella says. I mean: I can only do one thing at a time. I’m here with you, so I can’t help her.
Then go.
Gabriella shakes her head, trailing flame. It’s not my charter.
A gray fog cloaks the woman, and she is gone, and silence prevails.
Call it a question of jurisdiction, Gabriella says. The world was not given to us, but to men.
She pauses. They’re doing a terrible job, mind you.
They rise, watching the gray as it smothers the surface of the earth.
It’s really a mess down there. It’s gotten so bad He’s thinking of starting over.
I’m a monster, Asham says.
No. It only seems that way to you, because you see the consequences of your deeds. Go forward. Learn from your mistakes. Turn a negative into a positive. Right? Gabriella puts a burning arm around her, squeezes. That’s where you come in.