“No, you can’t.” Natalie didn’t look away from his obvious regret. “Once you brought up fear, being restrained took on a whole new meaning.”
His frustration wore on her until he finally reached beyond her to the headboard. She felt a tug on the restraint, it loosened and then she was free.
Jett didn’t move away from her. Holding a wrist in each of his big hands, he lowered her arms. His thumbs moved over her skin as if to soothe, when that wasn’t necessary. He hadn’t hurt her.
But she was insane with unfulfilled need. The skin of her wrists felt too sensitive beneath his thumbs. His scent, heightened by arousal, surrounded her. His thick erection filled her. And the heat of their bodies mingled together.
No other man had ever made her feel this way.
Even now, hurt by his accusation, angry at being manipulated, she trembled with wanting him.
She’d accepted her response to him as a chemical phenomenon; whatever Jett had, it worked for her. In a thousand different ways.
But this…this attempt to change things…
Did she dare even consider it?
No. If she tried it, he’d see her for a fraud. He’d know that her daring in bed was all an act. She wasn’t brave, or sensual or…free. She was a remote woman, socially inept, especially when it came to anything serious—like relationships.
Other than the kids she taught, and her sister, she felt out of place with most people.
Once again Jett seemed to read her thoughts. “Natalie.” He lifted her hands to his hard, sleek shoulders and, curving his hands around her head, held her as a lover would. “Stop looking like that. I’m not trying to drag you off to the gallows.”
“What are you trying to do?”
His long fingers kneaded her skull. “Just talk, honey, that’s all.”
“About personal things.” And at an inappropriate time, not that she ever afforded him a better opportunity.
“About you.”
“Why?” Men wanted sex. She gave him sex. God, sometimes she practically molested him. Why muddle things with conversation?
“It’s a good start. A natural progression.”
For what? Her brows furrowed. They’d talked before, of course, but not like this. Not about anything important.
Certainly not about her fear of commitment.
The fear remained a part of her, but now an aberrant optimism stirred inside her, filling her with warmth.
Knowing how easy it’d be for her to fall hopelessly in love with Jett, Natalie had set up deliberate barriers to keep her from getting too attached. Not that the barriers had worked.
She was already half in love with him.
Which was unacceptable, of course; she didn’t want to be hurt again. Going away on spring break so she wouldn’t be tempted to try to deepen their association had been her only solution.
But here they were, still in bed, still joined, still aroused. And Jett was full of insistence.
Natalie asked warily, “Progress toward what, exactly?”
His sexy smile melted her heart. “The thing is, I don’t want to say something that’ll maybe spook you.”
Seeing the irony of that, Natalie shook her head. “If tying me to your bed didn’t do it, I think you’re safe enough.”
The smile turned into a low growl. “You’re probably right.” He gathered her under him, his mouth to her temple, his strong arms around her. “Admit it, Natalie. You liked being tied to my bed, didn’t you?”
“Maybe.” This game was new to her and she wasn’t certain how to play. “I’ll enjoy a payback, too.”
He went still before pushing back to see her face. His eyes narrowed. “You want to tie me down?”
She hadn’t really thought about it, but now she did, and it stirred her. An image of Jett held captive, his strong body stretched out, at her mercy—she’d be free to touch him, taste him.
Ride him.
Her breathing quickened. She felt a rush of dampness and knew he’d felt it too. “Turnabout is fair play, right?”
“I can tell you like the idea.” His jaw tightened. “You’re so damn wet.”
When he moved inside her, she made a sound of pleasure.
“You look so fucking sexy right now.”
She felt sexy. “Mmm. How so?”
He continued the slow, easy thrusts, even as he whispered, “Your eyes are darker, your face flushed.” He leaned closer, his mouth just barely touching hers. “You look just like you do when you come for me.”
That should have embarrassed her, but it didn’t. “I wonder how I’ll look when I have you tied down.”
Expression arrested, Jett went still over her. “I don’t know if that scares me or turns me on even more.” He kissed her hard and fast and then grew serious again. “I’m working on a hair trigger here, so before I lose it, I want to make a suggestion.”
Would he switch positions with her right now? “I’m listening.”
“Let me make love to you, because God knows, we both need it.”
She couldn’t agree more.
“But stay afterward.”
Her heart tripped. Oh God, so many times she’d thought about how nice it would be to cuddle with him afterward, to just be with him. She dampened her lips. “For…what?”
“I like you, honey. I love having sex with you.”
Natalie wasn’t sure what to make of that.
“But sometimes I’d like to get out, too. Dinner, a show, whatever. Only I don’t want to go with anyone else.”
Her breath caught. “You don’t?”
He shook his head. “And I don’t want you with anyone else, either.”
That wasn’t a problem. She didn’t date. Ever. “I don’t—”
He didn’t let her finish. “Since we’re compatible, is it really such a big deal?”
“I don’t know.”
“You could try trusting me a little.” He touched the corner of her mouth with his thumb. “Can you do that?”
She wanted to tell him that it wasn’t about trust. But more than that, she wanted him. Right now.
Could it really hurt to stay, to talk?
Possibly. But at this particular moment, she just didn’t care.
Chapter three
THREADING HER FINGERS into Jett’s silky black hair to keep him close, Natalie sought his mouth with her own.
With a ragged groan, he kissed her back, voracious and hungry and out of control.
As his tongue stroked hers he flexed his hips, withdrawing, entering her again, over and over in a driving rhythm that she knew would quickly take her to a climax. She suspected her agreement accounted for his enthusiasm as much as his heightened state of arousal.
She wrapped her legs around him again and wrung another groan from him. Each hard thrust rocked the bed and escalated the heat building inside her.
And wow, the man knew how to kiss.
He knew how to make love, too.
Natalie gave up trying to think; with Jett inside her, loving her, it was pointless to do anything but feel.
With one hand under her, he tilted up her hips so he could go even deeper, and with the other he cupped her breast, using his thumb to stroke her nipple. His mouth ate at hers, his tongue mimicking the movements of his body.
She breathed in his rich scent, felt the strength in his big body—and a climax shuddered through her, stiffening her legs, making her pulse and throb with the unbearable pleasure of it.
Just as her orgasm began to recede, Jett lifted his mouth away. He put his head back, fisted his hands in the sheet at each side of her and came with a deep groan of release.
Watching him through dazed eyes, Natalie admired his broad shoulders, his solid chest, the way his jaw locked as he spent. A light sprinkling of dark hair covered his chest, trailed down his abdomen in a thin line then spread out again at his groin. His bones were large, his body unyielding.