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Article in Lacanian journaclass="underline" “The Scopic Drive and the Wandering Quest for the I.”

Contest. A Downbeat “Blindfold Test.” Charles vs. the narrator.

After all his many occupations and avocations, we finally arrive at the truth, the ultimate truth about Charles: jazz. His fanatical competitiveness — the pure form of that same quality which, more often than not, leads instead to enforced mediocrity among Argentine intellectuals — knows no limits.

Around the time María Elvira was captivating me.

— And do you recognize this one?

I had learned to adopt a poker face in this situation, whether the song in question was obvious or obscure, because my answering in the affirmative (or, I imagine, at all) seemed to send him into a profound depression.

Luckily, it was one of those Miles Davis records some of my other friends had bored me with before.

— Kind of Blue, I said.

I even managed to identify a piece by Chet Baker — thirty years since he’d last been “cool.”

— Ah, but what about this one?

I listened attentively for a moment. John Coltrane, I told him.

— The dove is mistaken, cooed Charles triumphantly — and what about this one …?

It was a question of saving face. I didn’t want to compound my error, but went all-in just the same. I tossed out all the names I knew, like a juggler with his pins, but I still managed to get several wrong in a row, mistaking Johnny Hodges for Ben Webster, Archie Shepp for Ornette Coleman, Cannonball Adderley for Albert Ayler, and Sun Ra for Lester Bowie, all to Charles’s great amusement, as I went on trying both to win and to lose — hoping in this way to win either my friend’s respect or, barring that, his gratitude.

— You’re a phony. And Marina even told me you write a music column for El Canditato Gauche! The Madagascan Candidate, more like …

— I focus on rock.

— That’s no excuse. Still, it must be hilarious. [a riot]

Then he made another thrust. Thankfully, I knew this one too. His selections were getting worse and worse. John McLaughlin, Mahavishnu Orchestra — a nightmare from which musical history is still trying to awake, and which continues to baffle and horrify neophytes. And then, my most reviled band of alclass="underline" Weather Report. What they used to call “Fusion,” a decade or more ago. All these played on a Revox turntable with tangential tonearm.

After the last piece (embarrassingly, I’d nodded off after getting another one wrong), I said:

— This one sounds like one of those interminable Beatles gag-songs, like “You Know my Name, Look up the Number …”

— No, you Neanderthal. It’s Mingus.

— I may write for a jazz magazine, but I did say it was a rock column …

Sad skin of the universe / Triste piel del universe.

Then: Morecambe & Wise / Gilbert & George. Dream sequence.

Second story: “St. Mawr.”

Vera Villalobos fax about what not to miss in London.

The D. H. Lawrence story Leavis was so enamored of (and, likewise — though [Y.W., J.W., D.T.F., W.S.?] didn’t mean to let this slip — Octavio Paz), and from which I derived no pleasure at all. Was I even capable? Have another look.

Get the cheap Penguin paperback. It has another story or novella included under the same cover. A no-frills sort of edition.

Kitaj’s The Londonist.

Note: as I’ve already stated (I think), I read “St. Mawr” in the village of Tor, Spain, in an Argentinian edition with the title La mujer y la bestia (The Woman and the Beast).

Detective Stories

Venus Cascabel

Venus Rattlesnake

Regina Constrictor

Vernon Gish

Bruce — Bruno — Terrier

Inés

Completes first edit in Basavilbaso—

He worked as if piecing together court records (here or in La Plata?)

Nail-biter, like Ada

Ways of dining, both indoors and out

Maspero / Betelgeuse.

Basilio Ugarte

Someone confuses Basavilbaso with Virasoro.

Deafness: as used by Kermode.

O Viamonte. Ob-viously

Parallel confusions (i.e., the same ones): Barnett Newman / Wallace Stevens. Additionally: Jakobson on Nabokov. Samuel Butler / Pessoa: lies as imprecision.

Others: Lino and Lalo Scacchi. Remo Sabatani. Eloi eloi lama sabachthani?

Time to decide on our own, true name for Dos, a.k.a. Delfín Ambrosio Hurtado Iriondo. A transcription of the process. The minutes from some kind of rite or ceremony of initiation:

The Quintain

The … have a look in Chatwin and Pessoa

The Invunche

The manipanso / maniputo / African fetish

The Go-Between(er?)

Committee members present: Elena, Nicasio, Belisario.

And once you’ve come up with a good name: sell the rest, settle for the leftovers.

Parsnip & Pimpernel (Waugh): Auden & Isherwood.

Central committee, without Nicasio. “Sircular Cymmetry.” Liturgical glossary. Lycergical glossary. The noise of many glossaries

The journey. List

Cheap Penguin edition: The Virgin and the Gypsy. The cover of La Mujer y la bestia.

Passive apnea: Monitor / Merrimac.

The passive voice, using “one” as a third-person pronoun.

What goes around comes around / Snowball.

The story of my friends visiting the dying Virgilio Piñera. Modest porteño scene of a man sitting at his desk writing, a scene very much like the one in that Kubrick film where a Marcos Zucker lookalike (Krapp?) is writing a book with the same title as the movie (or, anyway, the book on which the movie is based). With an Angolan nurse (male). Disease located right there. The comment: “What goes around comes around.” The lumbar religion (Nurlihrt dixit).

Sluglike. Non-peristaltic virgin.

A pinnacle of elegance vs. the Mamarracho.

First catalogue of stories (written and partially written):

Early

The Imitation of an Ounce

The Scent of Thunbergias

America (The Fasting of Lourdes?)

Occupation (after Henry James)

Returns

The Old Bachelor