“Traitor! Traitor! Traitor!” She was on me so quickly I could only release the kitten. Hissing, it escaped out the double doors as I fell into them. Tekla tripped me up, fell on top of me and climbed my chest until her face was inches from mine.
She smelled of unwashed skin and sour memories, and I swallowed hard, not wanting to fight or hurt her. Thankfully, Greta was suddenly there, a syringe prepped and already angling toward her shoulder. Tekla whimpered when it struck, whipping her head around to face Greta before slumping without another peep.
I relaxed beneath her as Chandra reached her other side and she and Greta began lifting the unconscious woman to her feet.
Then her head jerked back up, and he was alive in her face.
The skin and even the bones of Tekla’s face stretched, and the Tulpa leered out at me. “I see you,” she repeated, but it was his voice, rotted and threatening. “You think you’re safe in there? You can’t hide from me. I’m your bogeyman…I’m your poisoned fate.”
“Jesus!” Warren was suddenly there, pulling her—him, it—away, and it took all three of them to do it as the Tulpa’s face continued to leer at me. Halfway back to her room, Tekla’s head again dropped, bobbed, then lifted, her gaze returning to mine. It was imploring again, as was her whisper. “Traitor…”
Then the door to her cell slammed behind them all, and I was left lying alone on the floor, my glyph once again burning a hole through my heart.
20
An hour passed before they got Tekla settled. Afterward, Chandra was sent to tell the others the training session in Saturn’s Orchard would be postponed, and the rest of us gathered in Greta’s office, where she busied herself with making yet more tea, though her hands shook as she stole nervous glances back at me. For the longest time Warren didn’t look at me at all.
We were trying to figure out what had happened to Tekla. I was relieved because they too had seen the Tulpa leering from Tekla’s vacant face, but my relief was diluted because even Warren didn’t know how it’d happened. But after I told them about the night before, and how a memory had turned into a nightmare—the Tulpa speaking to me as clearly as if he’d picked up a phone—he was pretty clear on the why.
“Obviously Ajax has told him about you,” Warren said, pushing his teacup aside. “He knows you’re his opposite, the new Archer. He’s letting you know he’s targeted you.”
“He wants vengeance for Zoe’s betrayal,” Greta said softly, shuddering.
“Okay,” I said slowly, not liking it, but following easily enough. “But how’s he getting in my dreams? In the sanctuary?”
“Well, he’s not really in the sanctuary, dear,” Greta answered, steadier after my explanation, the suspicion that Tekla’s accusations had raised in her seemingly tucked away, if not entirely forgotten. “Dreams are simply psychic energy, and the one you had last night was linked to a particular past trauma. My guess is that you had a hard day yesterday, and like Tekla, that left your mind more open to his influence.”
“So he can get to me? At any time?”
“Not physically.” Warren shook his head adamantly. “You’re safe in here.”
“So why was there a woman with a demon’s face straddling me, Warren?” I said sharply.
But he merely stared back at me, and the suspicion was still clearly alive in his face.
“Look,” I said, rising from my chair so quickly it nearly tipped backward. “I didn’t do this! I didn’t even touch her. I said my name and she charged me. She looked right at me and she told me…” I trailed off, remembering exactly what she told me.
“That she ‘sees’ you,” Greta finished for me, almost reluctantly. “And then she called you a traitor.”
She had. And though Warren was silent as we left Greta and headed toward Saturn’s Orchard, he didn’t need to say anything. His anger arrowed inside of me in white-hot flashes that burst in my core, rippling outward to die in my limbs. What remained, though, was a shard of well-hidden guilt that the anger had encased like a hard, protective shell.
Warren shot me a quick glance as we ascended a stout stairwell, his jaw clenching, and the feeling immediately subsided.
I looked away, pretending I hadn’t noticed, but it made me wonder. What did Warren have to feel guilty about?
There was a single door facing us as we reached the top of the landing, and Warren stepped aside so I could peer through the window. After a moment, despite it all, I felt a smile slip over my face. There were people; a few I recognized, a few I didn’t, but that wasn’t why I was smiling. In a room of unrelieved white, mats lined the floor and lower walls, and punching bags dangled from steel beams set at cross purpose to one another. Along the far wall were baskets of ropes, pads, and mitts, full to overflowing. It was a dojo. Sure, it was shaped like a pyramid, and its walls were mirrored from floor to pointy little tip, but it was a dojo all the same. For the first time since yesterday I felt at home.
The tight handful of people—and tight they were; you could read it in their closed expressions, their crossed arms, their wary attentiveness—seemed to have been waiting for us. Greta’s tea turned acidic in my belly as I looked at them, the mirrors in the room making it appear there were more of them than there were. I didn’t even have to sniff at the air to know Chandra had already relayed what had happened in the sick ward.
“Attention, please,” Warren said unnecessarily. “This is Olivia, the new Archer of our Zodiac.”
Nods and murmured greetings met this, which I answered with one of my own. I let my eyes pass over Chandra, who’d begun scowling the moment we’d stepped through the door, and settled on Vanessa’s face, open and friendly by comparison, though I noted a wariness there that I hadn’t seen in the locker room.
Micah was hunched in the corner, on a bench that looked like it might give at any moment under the towering bulk of his weight. Felix was stretching, and he sent me a little hand wave from the center of the mat. There was another man I didn’t recognize leaning against the incline of the far wall, one leg propped behind him, arms folded over his chest as he openly studied me with dark eyes.
One by one I began to do the same, sizing each of them up, quickly filing them into three categories. Possible allies; Micah, Felix and Vanessa. Adversaries; certainly Chandra. And the X factor, the man I had yet to meet. There was Warren, of course, but sometimes I just couldn’t tell with him.
“As Olivia hasn’t been raised in the Zodiac, she doesn’t yet know where her talents lie, she doesn’t have a personal conduit, she can’t track Shadow agents, and for now she can’t leave the sanctuary…”
“Some superhero,” Chandra muttered.
“We’ve already found her to be athletic and a quick learner, but she knows nothing of our history or the way we wage war so she has a lot of catching up to do. I expect all of you to help her, and in time I have confidence she’ll live up to her…potential.”
He’d been about to say something else. I caught the syllables wanting to form on his lips, but he’d changed his mind at the last moment. Still, we were connected, and the words neatly formed themselves in my own mind. Lineage. Legacy. Legend.
So he still wanted to believe, I thought, glancing over at him. What’d happened with Tekla hadn’t changed that, at least.
“If she’s so helpless, how’d she kill Butch?”
All heads turned to the man across the room. His brown eyes flickered when they met mine, but his face remained otherwise expressionless, no emotion skimming the surface of that still exterior, no judgment one way or the other as he looked at me to answer.
Well, two could play at that game. I batted my eyelashes, folded my hands in front of me, and answered as Olivia would. “He tripped.”