Seeing her, Vorenus lowered his sword, too, and tried to smile again. “Pullo,” he said, his voice cracking with pain. “Need to see to Heli—”
“He’s fine. Philadelphus, too,” Pullo said. His eyes were riveted on Didymus. “What’s going on, Vorenus?”
Vorenus swallowed hard, looked back to the traitor. “Just one reason,” he whispered.
Didymus had been staring at Pullo and Selene, too. When his gaze returned to Vorenus, his eyes were full of tears. “I’d die for her,” he said.
Vorenus let out a breath that he didn’t know he’d been holding. Pain, too long held at bay, rushed forward into his skull. He leaned over against the wall. “Didymus hit his head, Pullo.” The wall under his weight seemed like it was falling away. He leaned further toward it. “Needs help.”
“Vorenus, I think you—” he heard Pullo say, but then he was falling over to the floor, or the floor was rising up to meet him. And Didymus, his old friend, was reaching out to catch him.
9
A SHOW OF POWER
NEAR SICILY, 32 BCE
A week out of Portus Julius, Juba stood near the prow of Octavian’s massive quinquereme, watching the undulating waters of the sea slip under the iron ram at the front of the wooden hull as the hundreds of men rowing beneath her deck labored to pull them all closer and closer to Greece. He’d been on oar-driven ships before, but never one of this size: there were three hundred oarsmen belowdecks rhythmically moving 184 oars in three stacked rows. Their steady back-and-forth thumped like the pulse of a heart in the wood, a constant beat that Juba was only now beginning to be able to ignore. There were close to a hundred legionary marines milling about on board, too, spending most of their time lounging on deck, obsessively tending to their gear and trading boisterous, often uncouth stories.
The wide quinquereme, Juba knew, could hold far more men-at-arms. The dozens of vessels spread out on the sea around them—mostly smaller triremes and biremes—were certainly loaded to overflowing. Their ship’s lesser load was no doubt due to having the Imperator on board, which also dictated the presence of a dozen of the impassive praetorian guards who accompanied Octavian everywhere these days, and whose watchful gaze Juba had come more and more to fear.
Though never speaking the threat aloud, Octavian’s intentions were clear: Juba no longer had his freedom, and he was fortunate to still have his life. Octavian had never been a man given to trust others, nor was he a man quick to forgive those who’d betrayed that trust. And even when he forgave, he was—once wronged—a man who without question never forgot. That Juba had survived losing Octavian’s trust was something that he’d spent the better part of the weeks since Quintus’ death thinking about.
If nothing else, reflecting on Octavian’s motives helped keep his mind from the memories of that afternoon: the sound of the screaming, the sight of the spasms, the smell of the surging blood.
Juba shook his head, focusing his senses once more on the wide sea. So why had Octavian spared him? It was certain that Octavian still didn’t know how far Juba had betrayed him. He didn’t know about Alexandria and the Scrolls of Thoth, about his search for the Ark of the Covenant. Perhaps he still wanted to think the best of his young stepbrother, never believing that little Juba could be as two-faced as Janus, the god of beginnings and endings.
Juba suspected, too, that his continued existence was proof that Octavian had not managed to use the Trident himself. The Imperator of Rome had kept the weapon under his own control—for mutual safekeeping, he insisted—ever since he’d forced Juba to use its powers to rip the helpless, innocent slave into red shreds of flesh. Octavian had been attentive to Juba’s actions then, just as he’d been on each occasion that they’d met and he’d asked Juba to practice the Trident’s control. Without doubt, he was seeking the secret that made it come alive in the younger man’s hands, the secret that kept Quintus from being able to do it. The secret that kept Octavian, perhaps, from doing it himself.
Refusing to use the Trident in front of Octavian was not an option, of course. After all, Juba’s ability to use it might well be the one reason he was still alive. So at best he could only try to provide false leads for Octavian’s search: flexing his muscles this way or that, whispering gibberish beneath his breath as the power began to flow up and out, or entwining his fingers just so as they wrapped around the metallic snakes of the staff. Each trick, each twist, gave Octavian another bit of information to consider if he ever attempted to master the device. And so Juba bought time. It wasn’t much, and it couldn’t last forever, but it was time nonetheless. Time to think. Time to plan. Time to hope for good news from Alexandria, to hope the Scrolls would soon be in his possession, the greater power of the Ark soon to follow.
A dark shape was moving beneath the water in front of their rolling wake, and Juba raised his hand to his eyes to see it clearly. He’d seen something similar when he’d set sail for Numidia, and he remembered thinking, in youthful wonderment only months gone, that it might be the hand of Triton come to crush them all. But then, as now, it was only a dolphin. Looking out into the sea, he saw it break the surface, its smooth gray back glimmering as it lunged in and out of their artificial wave in an exuberant dance. Watching it, Juba was reminded once more that not everything was what it seemed. Triton’s merciless hand or a frolicking dolphin: the truth was known only when it was exposed.
Not unlike Octavian.
Not unlike him.
The other men on board saw the dolphin now, too, and a great cry of elation went up. Such beasts, it seemed, were a sign of good fortune on their voyage.
Standing apart from the men who cluttered the rail to cheer the jumping, diving dolphin, Juba looked back along the length of the quinquereme and saw Octavian moving in his direction. No real soldier himself, the Imperator nevertheless moved easily among the veteran fighters. Juba could see that he’d adopted the mantle of Caesar’s power well. Even the grizzled men seemed to accept him.
“How are you, brother?” Octavian asked when he was close. His smile was the same warm, friendly smile he’d had when Juba was just an excitable child, the same smile he’d had when he’d asked Juba to move the slave’s blood. Not everything was what it seemed.
“Well enough,” Juba said, trying to sound as if he meant it. “I think I’m starting to get my sea legs under me.”
A couple marines standing nearby chuckled—Juba’s seasickness in the early days of their voyage had been a source of much amusement to the more seasoned soldiers—but they were quick to catch themselves. With nods to Octavian, they backed away from the prow, leaving the two adopted sons of Caesar alone.
“I’m glad,” Octavian said. He leaned against the vacated rail. “I’ve missed your input with the other generals.”
“I don’t want to disappoint you,” Juba said, meaning every word. “I do wonder, though, what useful plans can be made when we know nothing yet of where our battle will be fought. We drive for Greece, I know, but the ground where we will fight there isn’t yet known.”
Octavian let out a little laugh. “This is why I miss you, Juba. As I told you back in Rome: I need you to keep me in check with reality. You see the truth of it in a way these old soldiers do not. You see the truth of it just like our father did.”
The compliment was so unexpected, stated so matter-of-factly, that Juba’s head actually turned. “Like Caesar?”
Octavian smiled, but his eyes didn’t leave the sea. He appeared to be looking at a bireme nearby, a much smaller vessel. “You’re too young to remember how he thought. It’s one thing to read of his mind, it was quite another to see it. Always one step ahead. Seeking answers to questions not yet asked. Asking questions not yet considered. Whatever else he was, whatever else people might have thought of him, there was no doubting he was brilliant. And, yes, you remind me of him in that way.”