However, besides such things, there are the subtle divisions I maintain among you… Until you understand how to stop the division through unity, productivity and the very future of your kind will be challenged. I take medicines used to kill pain and push the concept of abusing them among the weaker minds who seek nothing but fun and thrills… This has led to other vices to develop that many will dabble in to maintain their pleasure in pain… Prostitution, gangbanging, racketeering, underhanded ways, misappropriation of funds, embezzlement — or ha! among the actual pharmaceutical companies, there is actually the biggest evils of all — where they pour more poison into pills and promote the need for you to take more drugs that ease a malady, but the side effects generate the need for more drugs to assist with another… Drugs in so many ways are careful tools I have used from the time alcohol was abused…. Why else would I have reveled in the idea of you calling them distilled spirits?… Putting such spirits in you takes control and possesses you — leading you into a number of directions in which the mind and body go with no connection to the initial spirit of Him which dwells in you…
Addiction is appetizing to me… Any addiction… Doesn’t have to be drugs and alcohol… It can be food that clogs the arteries, raises the blood pressure, eats away at the pancreas and makes you obese when natural foods that He provides without chemicals and insecticides would keep you virtually disease free… for most of you…. But, I have soldiers in media and in food production who push these adverse diet choices into your psyche as children… yet, to quell upheaval of their commercial kingdoms, they mark the original state of food as ‘organic’ and sell it at a higher price to discourage most of you from buying… Now, that’s manipulation of the body, the mind, and even taunts the spirit…
Everything originally was created as good for you… and it was not until you knew good from evil that evil entered the world… In essence, due to your own desire to be like God, you invited me into a more powerful place within this dusty realm. And now, I am driven to present anything and everything that is bad or can be good unless abused to you as good. In some schools of thought, it is believed that I am here to draw you into darkness and place you in danger, so that you call on Him and He assist you and places you back in a place of peace and comfort… You are the fledging yet to fly… and I am the bird of prey coming to feast on you or looking to watch you fall from your nest, from your place of peace and comfort. Yet when you call unto God — I am driven away as He flies down to protect his offspring versus let them serve me and my horde… In essence, instead of driving you into the darkness, I drive you toward the light…
So am I serving Him still? I don’t see it that way… But, if so — is that not genius of Him? Either way I will continue to fight my battle — it is my purpose and all beings that emanate from Him have purpose… So, if my purpose is to rebel to the point of leading many including myself to ultimate destruction or oblivion, so be it… for I think I will never be unaware of anything and completely damned to oblivion with no concept of even myself… What purpose would that serve? Would that not make even God appear a bit malicious and contradictory to have created such a being as me, allowed me to rebel and fall, to use me in such fashion…. Merely to scatter me outside of memory for eternity when I no longer have use?… Who really knows the mind of God? Are we all not but fools within it with no real idea of our end… is there an end? Or is the battle never-ending? Well, I shall continue to fight… I am not driven by meager drives as you as simple beings…
You have a limited perspective on the concept of freedom, but freedom at times is being free of the need to be free… and so I will offer you a fabricated yet appealing sense of freedom through the senses alone, yet you will be bound to my ways of thinking and perceiving this realm and others… You will not be free with me for I have not been free with Him for eons… long before what life became crawled along this rocky plane. I would rather you not see the problem in falling away from your ties with Him versus merely thinking falling into hell is your most devastating end…. For in the end — not to be connected to Him is hell in itself… Dismiss the imagery your kind has manifested as Heaven in your minds for centuries for those images are nothing. Heaven is less of a matter of the senses but more so a matter of feeling…. Now, the closest concept to Heaven on Earth was the garden in which you were cast out of… but beyond that, there is nothing of your world that compares to the glory my kind both angel and demon knew when there was no division among us and we all served Him… In some manner and form, I have shaped what your leaders or rather false religious leaders passed on to you about the kingdom of Heaven, appealing to the baser needs of wealth and wonder versus those images shaped by the Christ which were not full of such clutter of earthly wealth; no , His images were of ethereal substance beyond even the necessities of life — for Heaven is beyond life, yet where all life is emanates.
In a number of ways, due to what you perceive as a dual nature of humankind, I have turned you from God by augmenting your sense of guilt and pride which makes many feel God abhors you and your actions. However, God is incapable of hate… even against me… but it is the amount of sin that you and definitely I have accumulated that hardens Him against us — just as a parent punishes a child: the punishment — its pain and severity — are equal to the act of iniquity. But, hate in itself is not of Him… God is love… and that is what angers me most… but he wanted me to bow before you lower beings — and he placed such importance in this act of prostration — sickening prostration — above my love and loyalty to Him… It was too much — and I was not strong enough. I saw the act as a weakness… which drove me to such madness.
Sin has been placed in so many categories by you — and it is true that many are greater than other. Small lies children tell are not as great as genocide, but the man who is leader of a nation once was a child and his lies can kill millions… Therefore all sins are relative and grow with severity when they fail to be recognized and corrected. Sin works against you being the children of God and growing within His light and sharing His love… Sin is bondage… Sin is like a comatose slumber, which you can not escape… But, to obey his word, awakens your spirit. But, to move away from God based on an existence rooted in sin makes you unfit to dwell in Heaven after your physical shell has fell to the dust. This is why the Christ died for you on the cross — true there were many before and after Him who died in such fashion, but He was the chosen Son of God and man rose up to kill Him — one of the most heinous sins of all time that pleased me most — but upon His word for God to spare you — God did so… for destruction lied in waiting… And for man alone to understand his transgression, the death of Christ brought about sin to light unlike any other time among the children of Abraham and related peoples… However, the more I draw you from this fact — no matter your belief in God, I am satisfied. But, the more you resist me, the less I have a hold in your life… and He wins…