The Christ attempted to open your minds more so than any other prophet of God to a closer relationship with God through elevating understanding of your own humanity beyond the expectations of mortality… He attempted to bring you to a point of understanding, a limited form of immortality before you would know death… For in Him, you would know no true death… you would not later be cast into the fires as I have been predestined to be forever detained… Is it not evident when those among you call upon Him and others who have known Him that my minions are cast out and away from victims of my power and victors who dissipate my influence? One who is with the spirit of God, omnipresent, omnipotent, and omniscient, if but for short time?…. For such power is great on the flesh, and a vessel that is not prepared can not withstand its strength…
The eyes are the window to the soul… The senses themselves bring together the worlds external to us and within us together… I use the senses to work against the betterment of your spirit… You are to fill yourselves with light and illuminate the beauty which is life given to you… But many of you choose the darkness I afford you and celebrate it with years of depression, rage, lust, and greed… Without a true grasp of God you will not be able to discern the light from the darkness, and you will forever be in the company of shadows you seek escape in entertainment and hollow nostalgia, which generate fabricated sentiments versus truly living for the now and tomorrow in righteousness… With that in mind, your priority to live with the power of the spirit and to nurture it is forfeited for the base whims of the flesh… You are no more than a day’s worth of bread away from self-destruction because you let your hunger feed on your better judgment versus control your hunger for the physical world by striving for greater life on a spiritual plane. The spirit does not feed as the flesh does… it thrives on awareness and the altruistic applications of wisdom I once knew before I fell due to my pride and lack of mercy and respect I had and continue to have for you… Lack of awareness starves the spirit…
There is no sense of awareness in the flesh; the flesh alone reacts to the world, but only the mind acts… and the spirit knows… If you allow your flesh to guide you, your path leads to me; if you allow the spirit to guide you, your path leads to Him… Investing in the flesh invites me to enter and remain as an integral part of your life even when you are not conscious of my influence over your thoughts, aspirations, or actions… It is the innocent man or woman who cares not for stimulation of the flesh, but merely to sustain it for the purpose of being the vessel of the living spirit that can turn me away from them… For those who refuse to be as such and choose not to believe or to invest in vice fall deeper into my grasp via deception or seduction… I will convince any fool through pride that he or she can do anything without consideration of God, forever placing them in jeopardy… Such fools believe they can experience anything freely via the senses, thus craving to know the world through the flesh, satisfying limited worldly desires versus spiritual needs…
It is not solely he who studies, but who knows God and knows beyond logic God’s hand in the known and unknown… the man or woman who tries to place God in thoughts limited by the human mind is a fool, and he or she is places himself fruitlessly in an area of pride as if he or she is above God… Not even I will ever fully understand God’s nature… God is everything, not separate from you and I as I am separate from you… We are just numerous existences, living, and non-living, born and unborn, mortal and immortal, and good and evil are both rooted in creation where many fail as I have… and at times, I have no true comprehension of my purpose, but my purpose is no longer to serve Him but to work against Him through you… I will deceive those who are not vigilant, do not strive for their best, for those who are complacent, and for those who do not seek forgiveness… Those are the ones who fall under my deception which is fertile in their pride and brings forth the fruit of sin… I will attempt to shake and confuse you from your path to faith… I will attempt to belittle and slander you through others when you do not fall prey to my device or array of pleasures I offer… But, when a man or woman will die for Christ or his contemporaries in any religion — he or she lives in Christ and those who are Christ-like; I can not take them… and I flee…
He grew quiet as if to reflect on his thoughts, if the entity did in fact have to think as humanity does… My sweating had stopped momentarily… My hands no longer hurt… All I knew is he grew silent and I returned to my thoughts…
It was clearer to me at that time; the world was like the children of Israel. The world was blessed by God in so many ways but continued to follow paths away from God… like children turning from their parents… This can only anger parents to discipline their children… And the more we sinned, the more discipline we’d receive… We have to be as Abraham and focus greater on the Creator than the created… Moses was steeped in Egyptian culture which dominated in all modern facets at that time, and yet their focus was incorrect and their enslavement of Israel reflected the flaws in their beliefs. For slavery in any fashion is not ordained by God, but is facet of lust, gluttony, and greed. Even after being released from bondage, the Israelites were not thankful just as the world has time and time again not been thankful for being released from war by peace or released from ignorance by the rise in awareness… And so God purges us of sinful acts and thoughts through suffering or tests our belief to deem if we are worthy of the reward not found in life but the very peace we know before life and what we seek after its demise…
We have nothing to gain when we attempt to put anything before God… God is infinite and so there is nothing that can be placed before that in which all things are rooted… But the created can not be placed before the Creator, for the creator is the driving force of all things even that which seems against the Creator itself in the mortal and immortal mind, but not the eternal mind. Spirit was behind all things and the need to create was what lead to everything and the order of things… even chaos is a result of the need to create, though it is often not agreeable among the living because it threatens such an existence with destruction… to move with creation is to be empowered against destruction and live above the limited physical concept of life itself… And with every individual as a microcosm of the universe, we are in fact made in God’s image, right down to our ability to create worlds of our own in our very imagination… such an ability is God-like… thus we are reflections of the Creator.