"It was just a silly fainting spell, brought on by anxiety over the test results."
The doctor took issue with her blase attitude and urged her to let him schedule surgery right away.
"You agreed, doctor, that two weeks wouldn't be critical one way or another," she reminded him. "I need that much time to weigh my options and think this through."
She hung up moments later. He had urged her to seek a second opinion. She didn't tell him she already had. And a third. The tumors were definitely there on her uterus and ovaries. Whether or not they were malignant could only be determined by surgery.
On that dismal thought, Stevie padded into the living room and switched on the television. She was just in time to catch the sportscast on the local evening news. There she was, sprawled on the green tennis court like a rag doll while the hushed crowd looked on.
Her collapse had resulted in a mad scrambling of media and tournament officials. Blessedly she'd been unconscious during the mayhem. She didn't remember anything after walking onto the court, wondering if that tournament would be her last.
At the time of her collapse, she'd had her opponent down by two games. Her playing must have been instinctual, mechanical. She remembered nothing of it.
"… can only speculate on the nature of Ms.
Corbett's illness," the sportscaster was saying.
"A statement issued by her manager merely stated that her condition isn't serious and that she is resting in an undisclosed location. And now we're going live to Ranger Stadium where the-"
She switched off the set flippantly, "A few tumors.
Nothing serious. My career will probably come to an end, and I'll never be able to have children, but it's really nothing at all."
She went into the kitchen, more out of habit than because she was actually hungry. Spying the glass that Judd Mackie had drunk from, she placed it in the dishwasher. "Out of sight, out of mind."
But he wasn't out of mind, and that was galling.
He was very much on her mind. Why? Per haps because she hadn't expected him to treat her so kindly when she started crying. Or maybe because she'd won his promise not to leak her story.
She supposed that when she did make a final decision, she should call him with the story first.
For behaving so honorably today, he deserved that consideration.
She ate a bowl of granola and fresh strawberries -out of spite for his sardonic comment about her healthy diet-and retired again to her bedroom.
Unplaiting her braid, she was again reminded of Judd. He'd touched her hair, the corners of her lips. He'd held her in his arms, apparently in no hurry for her to stop crying.
He had even carried her in his arms. It disturbed her that she could so clearly remember the feel of his sleeve against the backs of her bare thighs and the strength of his chest beneath her rib cage.
He was her mortal enemy who constantly attacked her with his vicious pen. Yet, now that she was alone and no one could read her mind, she confessed that his touch had elicited unexpected physical reactions: a fluttering in her breasts, a tightening in her belly, a sensation of swelling and fever between her thighs.
Slouching on the bar stool in her kitchen, he had looked rumpled and crumpled and comfortable.
His dark brown hair was worn long, not because he consciously chose a longer style but because he neglected to have it cut regularly.
He was attractive in a disheveled, disreputable, range-wolf way. Debonair he was not. But he was sexy. The chip he carried on his shoulder only added to his appeal. So did his arrogance.
To a woman with sensitivity, he would be lethal.
Stevie pitied any who might fall in love with Judd Mackie.
As she brushed out her hair, she chided herself for letting him arouse her temper. She had been foolish to engage in a shouting match with him. No one could understand her dilemma, especially not him. What did he know of denied ambitions? He'd never had aspirations to rise above the level of mediocrity. He was an elegant bum, content with half measures.
One thing he did know was women, Stevie conceded. He had known that his departing line would be a zinger she wouldn't easily forget.
She finished brushing her hair and got into bed. She slept on her side because lying on her back and pulling her stomach taut often caused her discomfort. Stacking her hands beneath her cheek, she stared beyond the hem of her pillowcase into the darkened room and thought about Judd. Involuntarily she recalled the drowsy appraisal he'd given her breasts. Had he noticed that her silk kimono had deliciously abraded her nipples to tautness?
Even as she fell asleep, she was blushing over the possibility that he had.
.Hello," Judd mumbled into his telephone.
"This better be damned important," he added after consulting the digital clock on his night-stand.
"Oh, it is, it is."
"Mike, for godsake, why're you calling so early?"
"To fire you."
Exasperated, Judd blew out a gust of breath and buried his head back into the pillow. "You did that already last week."
"This time it sticks."
"You say that every time."
"You lazy, no-account bastard, I mean it this time. Have you seen the morning papers?"
"I haven't even seen the morning."
"Well, let me be the first to inform you that your competitor got the story you were supposed to get and didn't."
"Huh?"
"While you were clacking out that less-than-inspiring piece about the Rangers' new Mexican rookie catcher, our friends over at the Morning News were scooping you about Stevie Corbett.
She's got cancer."
Judd swung his legs over the side of the bed, cursing the twisted sheets that restrained him, and damning his splintering headache and furry mouth. He and some cronies had gone to a topless joint after the Ranger game the night before.
There'd been a lot of beer and a lot of bare breasts. He had swilled down beer after beer, in the vain hope that out of the plethora of bobbing breasts he would see something as sexily enticing as an angry Stevie Corbett with her robe gaping open. He hadn't, so he'd kept drinking.
"What the hell are you talking about, Mike?
And you don't have to shout."
"I thought you said you talked to Corbett yesterday."
"I did."
"You also said there was no story there."
"In my opinion there wasn't."
"You don't think the fact she's got ovarian cancer is a story?" the editor bellowed.
"She doesn't have cancer!" Judd shouted right back, though it intensified his headache.
"She's got a few tumors that might or might not be malignant. How'd they find out about it over at the News?"
For the span of several seconds there was a taut silence. Judd didn't notice. He had left the bed and carried the cordless phone into the bathroom with him. His reflection in the mirror over the basin confirmed what his headache had already suggested: the night before had been a bitch.
"You knew about this? You knew?" Mike Ramsey roared. "And you gave me tripe for last night's edition?"
Judd didn't have to hold the telephone against his ear to hear the forthcoming tirade. He had it memorized anyway. So he propped the instrument on the edge of his bathroom sink and commenced to shave.
"You're no journalist," Mike shouted over the sound of running water. "You wouldn't even have a column if you didn't carouse in the tav erns where players and fans hang out. You're not a reporter, you're a stenographer. All you do is regurgitate boozy conversations and call it creative journalism."
Judd had finished shaving. He picked up the phone long enough to sputter through a mouthful of toothpaste foam, "The readers eat it like candy, lap it up like ice cream. What would your sports page be without my column? Nothing, Ramsey, and you know it."