“Bennett.”
“He wasn’t like anyone else. The world was a game to him. He had an angle on everything. He knew things about people, funny things, embarrassing things.”
“He’s a con man?”
She laughed humorlessly. “And Michelangelo did some painting. Bennett destroys people. He cons, he blackmails, he toys with them. Finds out their secrets. He always said, ‘Everybody sins. I’m just there to see it.’ ”
“What was your sin?”
“Stupidity.” A loose curl of hair had fallen across her face, and she brushed it back. “I was seventeen. Seventeen-year-old girls are stupid. They like boys who ride motorcycles. He was mysterious. Charming. Smart.”
“So what . . .” His words stalled. Did he want the answer to this question? “What happened?”
“You have to understand, my life had gone surreal. Other girls were trying on prom dresses, going to football games. I was posing for ads in Vanity Fair and Esquire. At the time I thought it was great, but I look back now, and I think, Oh, you stupid, stupid child. I mean, those ads. Boobs forward, head tilted, lips open, tongue on teeth,” she struck the pose, “the point is sex. That’s what the industry is about. Models don’t sell clothes, they sell the fantasy of sex. And so the fact that I was still a virgin seemed, I don’t know. Immature. False. I thought of my virginity as something I wanted to get rid of. I knew it wasn’t love, but it felt glamorous. Most girls lose it in the back of a car; for me it was the penthouse at the Four Seasons.”
Daniel’s skin crawled. You evil, evil fucker. You let her give something she couldn’t get back, just for fun. I already wanted you for what you did to Sophie, to our lives. Now . . .
“And the next day.” She paused. “The very next day, Bennett tells me about this guy running for Congress. A man with family money. He says the guy likes,” she made air quotes, “ ‘young pussy,’ and that I was going to help blackmail him.”
Daniel’s thoughts were sewage, stinking and black.
“He’d hidden cameras in the hotel. Pictures of me naked, of us . . . doing things. He said he’d send them to my father, my brother, post them in my high school.” She shook her head. “Now, I think, Who cares? My dad wouldn’t have liked it, but teenagers have sex, and the world still turns. It wouldn’t have killed him. It wouldn’t even have killed my career. But that’s now. Imagine being seventeen. Everyone pointing. Imagine trying to go to church with your family, and everyone in the congregation glancing sideways, all of them picturing you naked, and not just naked, but . . .” She stopped. “Stupid. Vanity. But that’s how Bennett works.”
Daniel moved to wrap his arms around her from behind. “So you did it.”
“Yes. I . . .” A shiver ran beneath her skin. “I did. I felt like throwing up, but I did it. Bennett got what he wanted, and I got free. I left Chicago and came to Los Angeles, the best place in the world to reinvent yourself. I came here and I said, ‘You’re no longer Elaine Sedlacek, model and victim and Stupid Girl. You’re Laney Thayer. You’re an aspiring actress with a reason to make it. You’re going to become a star, and eventually you’re going to meet a real man and fall in love, and you never need to think about Bennett again.’ ”
He closed his eyes. Her back was hot against his chest, and the smell of her was in his nostrils. “When did he come back?”
“Two weeks ago. In a way, I’m surprised he waited this long. He already knew my sins, after all. Maybe he saw me as an investment, waited for the money to get bigger. Anyway, when he did come back, it was the tape of seventeen-year-old me and the married congressman.”
“He said he’d release it.”
“Maybe my career would have weathered it—maybe—but maybe not. For every Drew Barrymore the public forgives, there are a hundred women whose names no one remembers. Plus, he’d blackmailed the politician, and there was no way to prove that I hadn’t been in on that. But really, it wasn’t those things. It was you. I didn’t want to put you through that. The embarrassment of it. Of people watching your wife . . .” She spun the ring on her finger. “And all he wanted was money.”
“So you bought the necklace to pay him off.” It burned him to think of rewarding this fucker who had taken so much from her. Maybe it was the simplest way to handle things, but Bennett deserved to be hit with a car, not paid off.
“He wanted that one specifically. And ten grand in cash.” She paused, looked at him quizzically. “I don’t know why he didn’t just want the whole thing in cash.”
“Taking out that much draws a lot of attention. Most banks don’t have half a million just sitting in the back room. Plus, with that much, it’s easy to include a bunch of sequential serial numbers, which the FBI might be able to track— What?” She had an odd look on her face.
“That’s almost exactly what you said before.”
“Before?” He caught on. “You asked me that before.” She nodded, and he said, “So what was that? A test?”
“I’m just getting used to it. It’s kind of interesting, though, don’t you think? That you would answer almost exactly the same way? I remember because when you said that about half a million in the back room, I flashed to the image, you know, fluorescent lights, a big metal door, stacks of cash on shelves. It’s like those words were in you. Waiting.”
“Yeah. My head is a wondrous place,” he said. A silence fell. The glass door to the balcony was open, and a breeze rippled the sheer curtains. “Can I ask you something?”
“Anything.”
“Did you tell me? About Bennett?”
“Of course.” She turned to face him. Her eyes were steady and close. “I told you years ago. All of it.”
“How did . . .” He realized he was frightened of the answer, but had to ask the question anyway. “How did I react?”
“You asked me to marry you.”
“I did?”
“That’s how we ended up getting married on a beach in Maine. We’d been dating about a year then, but that was our first real trip together. You’d been busy, writing for Brothers Blue—” she caught herself, explained, “it was a cop drama, great show but misunderstood, got canceled halfway through the first season—and we were in this place on the coast. Lying in bed, talking, you could hear the waves in the background, and I felt . . . safe. So I told you. And when I was done, you asked me to marry you, and I said yes, and you said you meant right away.” Her eyes in a happy distance. “So we paid a Unitarian minister five hundred dollars to marry us on the beach the next afternoon. You gave him your camera to take a couple of pictures, and then you said, ‘Thanks, we appreciate it, now get the hell out of here so I can do my wife.’ ”