I caught hold of him under his armpits and heaved upwards. He was much heavier than I thought. He came out slowly, and I saw then a small pool of blood on the floor of the cabinet. The wound was beginning to bleed again now that the freezing process had worn off.
It took me three or four hellish minutes to get him from the cabinet on to the kitchen floor, and by the time I had done it, I was completely bushed. I had to lean against the cabinet while I fought for my breath. I didn’t dare wait too long. He had to bleed in the study: that was essential, otherwise they would know he hadn’t shot himself there.
I crossed over to the kitchen door, unlocked it, opened it and listened, but I heard nothing. I went swiftly along to the study, pushed the door wide open and turned on the light. I didn’t dare attempt to carry Dester along the passage in the dark. I might knock against the wall or make some sound that would alert Lewis.
I returned to the kitchen, lifted Dester across my shoulder and set off down the passage to the study. My knees sagged under his dead weight, my breath came in soft, strangled gasps, my heart pounded, sweat blinded me. But I got him into the study without making any noise, and very carefully I slid him off my shoulder on to the floor by the desk chair. Blood ran from his wound on to the carpet.
I snatched up the flashlight, and slowly retracing my steps to the kitchen, I examined the carpet carefully to make sure there were no blood stains to give me away. I found a small one halfway down the passage. I knew I was lucky there weren’t more. I got a wet cloth from the kitchen and rubbed out the stain. Unless the police examined the carpet minutely they wouldn’t find it. Then I returned to the kitchen and, working feverishly, I cleaned out the cabinet, making sure that I got rid of every trace of blood. Then I cleaned the kitchen floor, washed out the cloth and hid it in a saucepan. I would get rid of it in the morning, I told myself. Then I closed the lid of the cabinet and began to put the bottles back into position. I was feeling better now. I had more control over my nerves. Three-quarters of the job was done. I now had to fire the gun out of the window, close the window and get out of the room before Lewis came from his room. I felt I could do it. Then as I put the last bottle in place I heard a sound that turned me into a rigid, terrified statue.
This time there was no mistake in the sound. A board had creaked loudly. The banister rail also creaked. Moving like an automaton, I stepped to the light switch and turned it off. I opened the kitchen door and peered out into the darkness: more frightened than I had ever been before in my life.
I saw a sudden gleam of light on the stairs as if someone had turned on a flashlight for a brief second to see where he was going. I knew then that Lewis was creeping down into the hall.
My hand closed over the gun butt and I took the gun out of my dressing gown pocket. Cold and shaking, I reached out and turned on the kitchen light.
I knew the light from the kitchen would be shining into the passage and Lewis must see it. What would he do? Come in and investigate? Or would he act cagey and go out the front door to see if he could look through the kitchen window?
The silence outside pretty nearly cracked my nerve. My heart was hammering.
A board creaked on the stairs.
That told me he was coming down, and had still some distance to come before he reached me. I realized then that he wasn’t likely to be caught by me standing behind the door. He would be wise to that kind of trap.
I crept across the kitchen, picking up one of the bottles of whisky on my way to the pantry. I opened the pantry door a few inches. Near the door was a curtained recess that housed the brooms and other cleaning material. I stepped behind this curtain, holding the bottle in my left hand and the gun in my right. I stood motionless, listening and waiting. Then I heard a slight sound of a footfall that told me he was outside the kitchen door. Looking through a chink in the curtain I saw the kitchen door swing open. I could see him now. He was fully dressed and that shook me. In his hand was a .38 police special.
I watched him. He was in no hurry to come in. He leaned forward and gave the door a hard push so it swung violently against the wall. I was glad I thought of moving. The door would have pinned me against the wall had I stayed behind it. He looked around the room, his eyes rested for a moment on the pantry door, then went to the door leading out into the yard. He moved cautiously into the kitchen and crossed over to the exit door, turned the handle and found the door still locked.
He turned swiftly and faced the pantry door.
‘Okay, Dester,’ he said in a low, snarling voice. ‘Come on out with your hands in the air!’
I didn’t move, feeling sweat running down my face.
‘Come on! I know you’re in there!’
He waited for a few seconds, then suddenly, moving fast, he crossed to the pantry door and kicked it open.
At that moment his back was turned to me. I pulled aside the curtain and tossed the whisky bottle over his head and towards the opposite wall. The bottle fell with a crash on the floor and smashed like a miniature bomb, sending a spray of splinters and whisky over the wall and floor.
Lewis stiffened, staring at the smashed bottle. I was already moving as I threw the bottle. Holding the gun by its barrel, I hit him on the top of his head, driving him down on to his knees. His gun fell out of his hand. He gave a stifled groan, tried to push himself off his knees, but I hit him again. This time I hit him much harder. The jar as the butt slammed down on his head ran up my arm. He stretched out, face down with a sighing groan.
I stepped back. I was shaking, and it was as much as I could do not to flop on the floor at his side.
He hadn’t seen me. I was positive of that. How long would he remain out? I caught hold of him under the armpits and dragged him into the pantry, dumped him on the floor, closed and locked the door. Then I went back into Dester’s study, moving at a staggering run.
From the bottom of a cupboard near the desk, I took out a small electric fire. I plugged it in and stood the fire near Dester’s body. I knew it was vital to accelerate the final thawing-out process, and also to take some of the wet out of his clothes.
I paused to check my dressing gown and pyjamas, and it was as well that I did. There was a long smear of blood on my pyjama trousers and a big stain on the dressing gown.
Leaving the study I bolted upstairs, tore off my things and put on a clean pair of pyjamas. I hid the soiled articles between the mattress and the box spring.
I went downstairs again and into the study. Bracing myself, I examined Dester’s body closely. The blood from his wound had made by now an impressive little halo around his head. I touched his face. It felt warm. His muscles were relaxed. There was nothing more I could do now. He should have bled more, but with any luck the medical examiner wouldn’t notice this. I picked up Dester’s gun that I had put on the desk, crossed to the window, pointed the gun upwards and out of the window and pulled the trigger. The crash of gunfire and the blinding flash jarred me and I very nearly dropped the gun. I didn’t have a great deal of time now. I laid the gun by Dester’s side, shut and latched the window, then ran into the passage and along to the cloakroom. I raised the window and left it half open.
Then I peeled off my gloves, chased upstairs and hid them with my soiled pyjamas and dressing gown.
As I started down the stairs I heard the telephone bell ringing. That would be Marian, I thought. I went into the study and lifted the receiver.