The .45 trembled in my grasp.
"What’s your name again?" I asked.
"Violet," she whimpered.
"Sit up, Violet. I want you to stop crying."
Violet wiped her eyes and glanced at me in the rearview mirror. I scooted over into the middle seat and told her, "Put your hands on the steering wheel and don’t let go."
"I’m pregnant," she pleaded, her face starting to break all over again. "I just found out this morning. If you kill me, you’ll be—"
"Shut up. I don’t care. Give me your wallet and your badge." She reached into her purse and handed them over. "The phone, too. You have a pager?"
"Not with me." She lifted her cell phone from the passenger seat. I took it out of her hand, dropped it on the floorboard, and stomped it into bits with the heel of my boot. Then I opened her wallet and scanned the driver’s license. She was from Davidson, North Carolina, my old home, and only twenty-six years old.
"I told you not to let go of the steering wheel. Did you follow me here?" I asked.
"No."
"No?"
"I swear."
"Then what the fuck are you doing on Ocracoke?"
"I came here to find a man named Luther Kite. His parents live here, and it was his last known—"
"Are you investigating the murder of that family in Davidson?"
"Yes. Along with the kidnapping of Elizabeth Lancing."
"Boy, you have really fucked things up for me."
The dashboard clock read 3:05. It would be getting dark soon and Charlie Tatum was expecting me.
Through the windshield I saw him exit the shack at the end of the dock and step down into his boat. Its motor subsequently purred in the water.
When I looked back at Violet her neck was craning. She eyed the gun. She’d probably never had a loaded firearm pointed at her.
"Well, here’s the deal," I said to Violet. "We’re taking a boat ride. You’re my wife, and your name is…Angie. Don’t talk. Don’t cry. Once we get on the boat, you just sit there and stare at the ocean, like we’re fighting."
"Where are we—"
"And let me tell you something. This old man who’s giving us a ride…his life is in your hands. Because if you start crying and freaking out and he gets suspicious, I’ll just shoot him and dump him in the sea. You understand that?"
"Yessir. You don’t have to hurt anyone."
"That’s up to you. I’ve been hiding for seven years. I’m not going to prison."
Reaching into the way-back, I grabbed up her red poncho and a pair of small damp hiking boots. Then I dragged the backpack I’d purchased from Bubba’s Bait and Tackle into the backseat.
"Here." I handed her the poncho and boots. "It’ll be wet and cold where we’re—"
"You going to hurt me?" she asked.
I wanted to say, No, you’re safe. Everything you know about me is a lie. But only fear would get her to that island. She had to wholeheartedly and simultaneously believe two things: first, that I would execute her at the slightest resistance, but secondly, that she still had a chance of surviving this.
So I lifted the .45, aimed it between the seats, and threatened her with horrible things.
41
WE sat on a bench seat along the gunwale. I put my arm around Violet and cuddled with her as Charlie Tatum piloted the Island Hopper away from the dock into the middle of Silver Lake. The deck reeked of mildew and the discarded sunspoiled viscera of fish.
"That wind’s already turned on us," he warned. "It’s gonna get rough as hell once we clear the harbor."
Silver Lake was empty. I saw the motels and B&Bs along the shore, tendrils of smoke climbing out of several chimneys.
The rain intensified.
I wondered for a moment if I were mad for doing this, then thought of it no more.
We chugged through the Ditch and I stared beyond the narrow outlet into the sound, its waters roiling in the fierce north wind. Emerging from the harbor, Charlie leaned into the throttle. As the ferry lurched forward in a sprint for open water, he pointed to Teach’s Hole, a cove in the murky distance that the pirate, Edward Teach, (a.k.a. Blackbeard) had used for a hideout prior to his beheading in 1718.
Passing the southern tip of Ocracoke, we finally reached the inlet, where ocean and sound collided in a series of deadly shoals and currents. Waves pounded the sides of the boat and spindrift whipped off the whitecaps. We were exposed now to the full force of the nor’easter, the rain driving sideways into the plastic drop curtain with such fury we could see nothing of Ocracoke, its lighthouse, or the blue water tower just a few hundred yards back. The howling grayness enveloped everything, reducing our world to a cold angry sea.
The boat rose to the crest of a wave and slammed down into its trough, nearly jarring us from the padded seat. Charlie looked back at me and shook his head.
"Worse than I thought!" he yelled above the roar of the motor. "We got no business being out here in this! I don’t know if I can dock her!"
I glanced down at Violet. Her poncho was drenched, her hands cold and red. She stared out to sea as she’d been told. Her lips moved. I wondered if she were praying.
When I gave her a gentle squeeze she looked up at me. So delicate.
"Cold?" I asked. She nodded. I pulled the arms of her poncho down over her hands and almost told her that she was safe.
We struggled on through the chop.
Waves swelled.
Violet trembled and I stared ahead into the deluge and the cold chaotic nothingness of the storm and the sea, as scared and alive as I’d felt in a good long while. But I didn’t savor the adrenaline. I’d have taken the boredom and solitude of the Yukon wilderness any day.
We’d been on the water for twenty minutes when Portsmouth appeared suddenly in the gray distance. Several wooden structures stood near the bank and they looked long deserted. Glimpsing the ghost village through the pouring rain and the scrub pines flailing about in the wind like an army of lunatics, I filled with foreboding. This north end of the island looked utterly haunted. Had I not known the history of Portsmouth, one glance at those abandoned dwellings would have told it all.
My dread was palpable.
I didn’t want to set foot on that island.
It was forsaken.
42
I tossed my backpack to Charlie, stepped up on the gunwale, and climbed onto the dock.
The wind gusted, then died down as I heaved the pack onto my shoulders.
"I think ya’ll are nuts for doing this," the old sailor said, rainwater spilling over his hood, running down his face into his bushy white beard.
The sea was rowdy.
It banged the boat into the beams.
"We’ll see you tomorrow afternoon," I said.
"Hope so. Let me give your wife a hand up. I got to get back to the harbor ’fore this gets any worse."
"Mr. Tatum, just a moment. These buildings from the old village are publicly owned. Correct?"
"Yes. The village proper is on the National Register of Historic Places."
"Are you familiar with the entire island?"
"Most of it."
I glanced back at Violet. She hadn’t moved.
"I’m looking for a lodge of some sort. Something someone still owns. I don’t think it would be a part of the village."
"Well there’s some old hunting lodges down past the middle village ruins."
"Where’s that?"
Charlie pointed shoreward.
"The ruins are about a half mile south of Haulover Point."
"Where’s Haulover Point?"
"You’re standing on it. You’ll see the trail when you reach the end of the dock. I can’t believe you’re gonna camp in this shit."
"Look, I have to be back at work in three days. I’ve planned this trip all year, so I don’t have the luxury of waiting out the storm."