“I’m sorry,” he says again. “I never expected that it would take this long.”
Sally Hemings doesn’t respond. Peter, standing up and dusting off his hands, gives her a significant glance.
Thomas Jefferson opens the bottle and pours three glasses.
Peter finishes his in a gulp. “I need to go settle the horses.”
Sally Hemings takes a sip from her glass. She is very tired. She should go back to bed. But instead she draws a chair closer to the fire and sits down with her feet tucked under her. She takes another sip from her glass and watches the flames leap and vanish against the black fieldstone.
Thomas Jefferson also pulls a chair up to the fire and sits. Out of the corner of her eye, Sally Hemings can see him lift his glass, but she doesn’t look at him.
“What’s the matter, Sally?” he says as he lowers his glass.
“I told you, Mr. Chambliss is a cruel and evil man.”
“He’s always struck me as an exceedingly stupid man.”
“He’s much worse than that,” says Sally Hemings. “He should be dismissed. He should never have been hired.”
“Let’s talk about that in the morning.”
Thomas Jefferson finishes his glass and pours himself another. He holds out the bottle toward Sally Hemings. First she shakes her head, then extends her glass to let him top it up. She takes another sip.
“You’re upset.” He gives her a sympathetic glance.
She holds his gaze for a moment, then turns to the fire. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
He leans toward her, resting his elbows on his knees, hands wrapped around his glass. “I am truly sorry. I know I should have written.”
“You don’t know anything!” The words come out in a ripping whisper.
Thomas Jefferson looks both hurt and confused.
She takes a big sip from her glass, then takes another, emptying it. She puts it on the floor beside her chair.
“I thought you weren’t going to come,” she says.
“Why would you think that?” He shakes his head, incredulous. “Of course I was coming! Why wouldn’t I come?”
“I thought you only sent me here to get rid of me!”
“Oh, Sally!” He puts down his glass and comes over to her chair. He crouches on one knee and reaches for her hand, but she pulls it away. “Why would I want to do that?”
“Because of what people are saying in the papers. Because if you don’t get rid of me, they’ll force you out of office.”
“Oh, no! Oh, no! You poor girl!” He reaches for her hand again, and this time she lets him take it. “It’s nothing like that! Not at all! I don’t have to be afraid of these people. They’re all fools, and everyone knows it — even their allies. You don’t have to worry.” He strokes the top of her hand. “Really, there is nothing to worry about.”
With his back to the flickering firelight, she can hardly see his face.
“And besides,” he says, “if you want to know the absolute truth, I am already sick of Washington, and I am sick of the presidency. I could walk away from it in a minute if I had to. I am willing to give my country my sweat and my time. I am willing to make every effort to do what I think needs doing. But I am not going to surrender my soul.”
It is when he says these last words that Sally Hemings begins to cry. Thomas Jefferson pulls her into his arms, squeezes her hard. And kisses the top of her head.
“Don’t worry, Sally Girl. Nothing bad is going to happen. You’ll see. Everything will be fine. We’ll enjoy ourselves here for a few days, and then we’ll go home.”
Thomas Jefferson has no idea what Sally Hemings’s life is actually like. He thinks her tears are only feminine weakness, and so his consolations mean nothing at all. And yet she can’t stop crying.
She lets him pull her close. She lets him lift her to her feet. She puts her arms around him and kisses his neck and cheek and mouth. She feels the strength in his arms across her back, and she feels the strength of his back beneath her hands. She knows that it would be easy for him to lift her into the air. She squeezes him hard and lifts both feet up behind her — and then it is happening: He is holding her in the air as if it were nothing at all.
~ ~ ~
Dusk dissolves into midnight and midnight dissolves into dawn and Thomas Jefferson is still walking after having fled James Madison’s library in a state of delirious perplexity. In fact, he doesn’t feel as if he is walking. His progress along roads and even up very steep slopes has become a sort of drifting, as effortless as thought. From a hilltop, he looks out across a green and golden valley in which the improvements of man seem entirely harmonious with the rhythms and proportions of nature. The road along which he is walking, for example, arcs down into the valley and crosses it in a perfect S, with the bottom, or near, part of the S seeming exactly double the size of the top, or far, part, although he is certain that, seen from above, both arcs are equal. And as the road undulates up the far side of the valley, the angles of its incline correspond so exactly to the angle of the hilltop against the sky that they seem the very image of the hilltop’s angle and of its inverse. And so, in this valley glinting with dew under a new sun, we have those relationships between the parts and the whole and between the real and the ideal that constitute the highest form of beauty: that beauty which allows us to feel at one with the mind of God.
Who were the people who laid this road with such attention to its aesthetic and symbolic attributes? Why had he never heard of them? How could this beautiful valley exist so close to Belle Grove without Madison ever having showed it to him, or having mentioned one word about it? Could it be that Madison has never been here, that he knows nothing of this extraordinary place?
At the bottom of the valley there is a river, the flood plain of which is quilted with wheat and cornfields, pastures of clover, vineyards and orchards and gardens. And atop rises all across the valley are houses, humble and august, but all constructed according to the classical symmetries of Palladio — clearly the dwellings of a well-educated populace, who have profited from hard work, cooperation and the discoveries of modern agronomy.
As Thomas Jefferson descends into the valley, he is flattered to discover in a field by the side of the road his own invention — the mathematically perfect moldboard plow — hitched to a pair of fine ginger draft horses, their nostrils wide, their muscular haunches shivering with an eagerness to do their work, though the farmer is nowhere in sight. And in the houses he comes to, he sees more of his own inventions: twenty-four-hour clocks, conveyances for ferrying food and drink through rotating doorways or up from basement kitchens, and studies outfitted with his own revolving book rack, his swivel chair and his modified polygraph, as well as with drawing boards, telescopes, barometers, measuring instruments of all kinds and, of course, libraries (every home he enters has its own library) — confirmations all of his supposition that the owners of these houses are inquisitive, hardworking and ceaselessly looking to understand and improve their world.
Yet the owners themselves are absent. In every farmhouse he enters, he hears nothing but his own footsteps and their echoes off the walls. At first he thinks some great celebration or monumental announcement must have drawn the entire population to a meetinghouse or to the village square, but then, as he tours home after home after home and notices not a single scratched floorboard, not a scuff on a wall or a stain on a carpet, not a child’s hobbyhorse lying in a hallway, not a solitary dish unwashed or a bed unmade, he begins to wonder if it isn’t that the inhabitants of these houses have gone away but that they have never arrived.