Blaine got out and held the door for Harriet.
And it was good, he thought, it was almost like home to be with these two again — with two who had been lost and now were here again. No matter what might happen, he was with his own once more.
The motel sat atop the bluffs above the river, and from where he stood he could see the wide sweep of terrain north and east — the bald, brown bluffs and the erosion of the timbered gullies and ravines that ran down to the river valley, where a tangled expanse of ragged woods hemmed in the chocolate-flowing stream which meandered with an uneasiness of purpose, as if it could not quite make up its mind where it wished to go, leaving behind it, as landmarks of its indecision, isolated ponds and lakes and crazily winding sloughs as erratic in their course as the river ever could be.
There was a cleanness and a roominess that caught one’s imagination. There was a breath of freshness and the sense of space.
The manager came trotting down the walk, jangling a couple of keys. He unlocked the doors and flung them open.
“You’ll find everything O.K.,” he said. “We are very careful. There are shutters for all windows, and the locks throughout are the best available. You’ll find a supply of hex signs and good luck charms in the supply cabinet. We used to have them installed, but we found our guests have their own ideas on how they are best used.”
“That,” said Stone, “is very thoughtful of you.”
“It is good,” said the manager, “to be snug and under cover.”
“You said a mouthful, pal,” said Stone.
“And we have a restaurant up front. . . .”
“We’ll be using it,” said Harriet. “I am almost starved.”
“You can stop on your way,” said the manager, “and sign the register, if you would.”
“Of course,” said Harriet.
He handed her the keys and went jogging up the walk, bobbing and bowing in merry hostship to the occupants of the other units.
“Let’s get inside,” said Stone.
He held the door for Harriet and Blaine, then stepped in himself and closed the door behind him.
Harriet tossed the keys down on a dresser and turned around to look about the room.
“And you,” she said to Blaine. “Whatever happened to you? I went back to that place on the border and the town was in a stew. Something dreadful had happened. I never found out what. I never had a chance to learn. I had to get out fast.”
“I got away,” Blaine told her.
Stone held out his hand. “You did it better than I did. You got clean away.”
Blaine’s hand was engulfed in Stone’s great fist and held there — not shaken up and down, but held there.
“It’s good to have you here,” said Stone.
“You phoned that night,” said Blaine, “or I’d have been caught flat-footed. I remembered what you said. I didn’t wait around for them to put the finger on me.
Stone let go of his hand and they stood facing one another and it was a different Stone who stood there than the one that Blaine remembered. Stone had always been a big man and he was still a big man, but now the bigness was not only physical and external — there was a bigness of the spirit and of purpose that one must sense immediately at the sight of him. And a hardness that had not been there before.
“I am not sure,” Blaine told him, “that I’ve done you any favor, showing up like this. I traveled slow and awkward. By now Fishhook more than likely has a hounder on me.”
Stone made a motion to dismiss the thought, almost a motion of impatience, as if Fishhook could not matter here, as if Fishhook mattered nowhere any more.
He moved across the room and sat down in a chair.
“What happened to you, Shep?”
“I got contaminated.”
“So did I,” said Stone.
He was silent for a moment, as if he might be thinking back to that time when he had fled from Fishhook.
“I turned from the phone,” he said, “and they were waiting for me. I went along with them. There was nothing else to do. They took me to a place . . .” (A great sprawling place set upon a seacoast, with one huge rambling house — white, so white it glistened — with the sky so blue above it that the blueness hurt one’s eyes, a blue that picked up and reflected back the brightness of the sun, and yet a blue with depth that one could gaze into so far that he was lost in distance. And around the sprawling building, other buildings that fell short of the sprawling big house only because of their lack of size. A sweep of lawn that one knew instantly could grow so lushly only by virtue of constant watering. Beyond the green of lawn lay a snow-shite strip of sandy beach and the green-blue of the ocean with the froth of spray thrown high into the air where the surf came hammering in on the rocks beyond the beach. And upon the beach the gypsy color of many umbrellas . . . .)
“It was, I found out later, in Baja California. A perfect wilderness of a place with this fabulous resort planted in the wilderness . . .” (The golf course flags flapping in the ocean breeze, the flat white rectangles of the tennis court, the patio with the guests sitting idly and talking, waiting for the liquor carts and the sandwich trays and dressed in vacation costumes that were impeccable.) “There was fishing such as you had never dreamed of and hunting in the hills and swimming the entire year around . . .”
“Hard to take,” said Harriet, idly.
“No,” said Stone, “not hard to take at all. Not for six weeks. Not even for six months. There was everything a man might want. There was food and drink and women. Your slightest wish was filled. Your money was no good. Everything was free.”
“But I can see,” said Blaine, “how a man might—”
“Of course you can,” said Stone. “The utter uselessness. As if someone had taken you, a man, and turned you back into a boy, with nothing left but play. And yet Fishhook was being kind. Even as you hated it and resented it and rebelled against it, you could see their point. They had nothing against us, really. There had been no crime, no negligence of duty — that is, with most of us there hadn’t. But they couldn’t take the chance of continuing to use us and they could not turn us loose, for there must, you understand, be no blot upon the Fishhook name. It never must be said of them that they turned loose upon the world a man with a streak of alienness, with a mind or an emotion that deviated even by a hairsbreadth from the human viewpoint. So they gave us a long vacation — an endless vacation — in the kind of place that millionaires inhabit.
“And it was insidious. You hated it and still you could not leave, for common sense would tell you that you were a fool to leave it. You were living safe and high. There was no question of security. You really had it made. You thought about escaping — although you could scarcely think of it as escape, for there was nothing really holding you. That is, until you tried. Then you found out about the guards and outposts. Only then you learned that every trail and road was covered. This despite the fact that a man afoot would have been committing suicide to go charging out into the land. You found out, by slow degrees, about the men who watched you all the time — the men who posed as guests but were really Fishhook agents who kept an eye on every one of you, waiting for the sign that you were getting set, or even thinking of getting out of there.
“But the bars that held you, the bars that kept you in were the luxury and soft living. It is hard to walk out on a thing like that. And Fishhook knows it is. It is, I tell you, Shep, the tightest, hardest prison man has yet devised.
“But, like any other prison, it made you tough and hard. It made you fight to get tough and hard, to get tough enough to make up your mind, and hard enough, once you’d made it up, to carry out your plan. When you learned about the spies and guards, you got sly and clever, and those very spies and guards were the ones who gave you purpose.