The clock atop the clubhouse reads 3:58.
Russ has got his face back into the mike. He shouts, "I don't believe it." He shouts, "I don't believe it." He shouts, "I do not believe it."
They are coming down to crowd the railings. They are coming from the far ends of the great rayed configuration and they are moving down the aisles and toward the rails.
Pafko is out of paper range by now, jogging toward the clubhouse. But the paper keeps falling. If the early paper waves were slightly hostile and mocking, and the middle waves a form of fan commonality, then this last demonstration has a softness, a selfness. It is coming down from all points, laundry tickets, envelopes swiped from the office, there are crushed cigarette packs and sticky wrap from ice-cream sandwiches, pages from memo pads and pocket calendars, they are throwing faded dollar bills, snapshots torn to pieces, ruffled paper swaddles for cupcakes, they are tearing up letters they've been carrying around for years pressed into their wallets, the residue of love affairs and college friendships, it is happy garbage now, the fans' intimate wish to be connected to the event, unendably, in the form of pocket litter, personal waste, a thing that carries a shadow identity- rolls of toilet tissue unbolting lyrically in streamers.
They are gathered at the netting behind home plate, gripping the tight mesh.
Russ is still shouting, he is not yet shouted out, he believes he has a thing that's worth repeating.
Saying, "Bobby Thomson hit a line drive into the lower deck of the left-field stands and the place is going crazy."
Next thing Cotter knows he is sidling into the aisle. The area is congested and intense and he has to pry his way row by row using elbows and shoulders. Nobody much seems to notice. The ball is back there in a mighty pileup of shirts and jackets. The game is way behind him. The crowd can have the game. He's after the baseball now and there's no time to ask himself why. They hit it in the stands, you go and get it. It's the ball they play with, the thing they rub up and scuff and sweat on. He's going up the aisle through a thousand pounding hearts. He's prodding and sideswiping. He sees people dipping frantically, it could be apple-bobbing in Indiana, only slightly violent. Then the ball comes free and someone goes after it, the first one out of the pack, a young guy in a scuttling crawl with people reaching for him, trying to grab his jacket, a fistful of trouser-ass. He has wiry reddish hair and a college jacket-you know those athletic jackets where the sleeves are one color and leathery looking and the body is a darker color and probably wool and these are the college colors of the team.
Cotter takes a guess and edges his way along a row that's two rows down from the action. He takes a guess, he anticipates, it's the way you feel something will happen and then you watch it uncannily come to pass, occurring almost in measured stages so you can see the wheel-work of your idea fitting into place.
He coldcocked the pitch and the ball shot out there and dipped and disappeared. And Thomson bounding down on home plate mobbed by his teammates, who move in shuffled steps with hands extended to keep from spiking each other. And photographers edging near and taking their spread stances and the first of the fans appearing on the field, the first strays standing wary or whirling about to see things from this perspective, astonished to find themselves at field level, or running right at Thomson all floppy and demented, milling into the wedge of players at home plate.
Frank is looking down at what has transpired. He stands there hands out, palms up, an awe of muted disgust. That this should happen here, in public, in the high revel of event-he feels a puzzled wonder that exceeds his aversion. He looks down at the back of Jackie's glossy head and he looks at his own trouser cuffs flaked an intimate beige and the spatter across his shoe tops in a strafing pattern and the gumbo puddle nearby that contains a few laggard gobs of pinkoid stuff from deep in Gleason's gastric sac.
And he nods his head and says, "My shoes."
And Shor feels offended, he feels a look come into his face that carries the sting of a bad shave, those long-ago mornings of razor pull and cold water.
And he looks at Frank and says, "Did you see the homer at least?"
"I saw part and missed part."
And Shor says, "Do I want to take the time to ask which part you missed so we can talk about it on the phone some day?"
There are people with their hands in their hair, holding in their brains.
Frank persists in looking down. He allows one foot to list to port so he can examine the side of his shoe for vomit marks. These are hand-crafted shoes from a narrow street with a quaint name in oldest London.
And Shor says, "We just won unbelievable, they're ripping up the joint, I don't know whether to laugh, shit or go blind."
And Frank says, "I'm rooting for number one or number three."
Russ is still manning the microphone and has one last thing to say and barely manages to get it out.
"The Giants won it. By a score of five to four. And they're picking Bobby Thomson up. And carrying him off the field."
If his voice has art edge of disquiet it's because he has to get to the clubhouse to do interviews with players and coaches and team officials and the only way to get out there is to cross the length of the field on foot and he's already out of breath, out of words, and the crowd is growing over the walls. He sees Thomson carried by a phalanx of men, players and others, mostly others-the players have run for it, the players are dashing for the clubhouse-and he sees Thomson riding off-balance on the shoulders of men who might take him right out of the ballpark and into the streets for a block party.
Gleason is suspended in wreckage, drained and humped, and he has barely the wit to consider what the shouting's about.
The field streaked with people, the hat snatchers, the swift kids who imitate banking aircraft, their spread arms steeply raked.
Look at Cotter under a seat.
All over the city people are coming out of their houses. This is the nature of Thomson's homer. It makes people want to be in the streets, joined with others, telling others what has happened, those few who haven't heard-comparing faces and states of mind.
And Russ has a hot mike in front of him and has to find someone to take it and talk so he can get down to the field and find a way to pass intact through all that mangle.
And Cotter is under a seat handfighting someone for the baseball. He is trying to get a firmer grip. He is trying to isolate his rival's hand so he can prise the ball away finger by finger.
It is a tight little theater of hands and arms, some martial test with formal rules of grappling.
The iron seat leg cuts into his back. He hears the earnest breathing of the rival. They are working for advantage, trying to gain position.
The rival is blocked off by the seat back, he is facedown in the row above with just an arm stuck under the seat.
People make it a point to read the time on the clock atop the notched facade of the clubhouse, the high battlement-they register the time when the ball went in.
It is a small tight conflict of fingers and inches, a lifetime of effort compressed into seconds.
He gets his hands around the rival's arm just above the wrist. He is working fast, thinking fast-too much time and people take sides.
The rival, the foe, the ofay, veins stretched and bulged between white knuckles. If people take sides, does Cotter have a chance?
Two heart attacks, not one. A second man collapses on the field, a well-dressed fellow not exactly falling but letting himself down one knee at a time, slow and controlled, easing down on his right hand and tumbling dully over. No one takes this for a rollick. The man is not the type to do dog tricks in the dirt.