"Now. Tonight. Tomorrow. The morning." He took her hands, his eyes soft and luminous in the low gaslight in the hall, forever.
Christine laughed lightly and pulled gently away. "Such strong words, Raoul, and we barely know each other."
"I have known you for years, Christine, and I have never forgotten you… It was only fate that pulled us apart and brought us back together. If my brother had not become the Opera House's new patron, I should not have been here tonight to see you sing and to have renewed my acquaintance with you." He tilted his head gently, as though to better look in her eyes. "Do you not feel you know me? Don't you feel the connection between us?"
"Yes, I do feel a connection: the memory of a lovely summer all those years ago. From such a happy time in my life," she replied. "I feel as though you are an old friend. Someone comfortable, familiar."
Not someone who unsettled her, or burned her. No, not Raoul.
Raoul did not burn her.
"You see?" Raoul broke into a beam of a smile. "I feel the same, Christine. I shall speak to my brother—"
"The comte?" The warmth that had begun to swell in her filtered away. "Why must you speak to him?"
"Because if I wish to court you"—he smiled, wide and brilliant, like a young boy—"I must ensure he will approve."
"But you are a Chagny! He will never allow you to court me. I am not… you cannot."
"I shall court you anyway, in secret if I must," Raoul told her fiercely. "I am the younger son. I do not need to wed for my family. It is becoming more accepted for actresses to marry well. And you are no Blanche d'Antigny." He spoke of the Parisian actress who had been driven from the Russian stage because of her immorality.
Perhaps he was right. Perhaps it was becoming more accepted. More possible. Could she ever aspire to being the wife of a vicomte, little Christine Daaé, daughter of a violinist?
She thought of Marie Bière, the singer who had not had the benefit of Madame Giry's mentorship, but had found her way nevertheless. Marie had been freed after her arrest for attempting to murder her rich lover, when he had left her pregnant and destitute. Even the courts had found in her favor, she, an actress! Perhaps times were changing.
But Raoul was still speaking earnestly, holding her hands and looking at her with his blue eyes. "My brother will approve. He spoke of your beauty and grace, and I saw that he found your company quite enjoyable at dinner. He would never have spoken to you so informally if he had not."
Christine felt a chill over the back of her neck. There was no doubt that the Comte de Chagny found her attractive. And his informal comment had felt more like a bearbaiting than conversation. Still. Raoul made her feel comfortable and happy, and he was the personification of a rare memory of happiness.
She was the beautiful singing lady now, wanted and loved by all. There would be no more loneliness.
Perhaps someday, she would even enter the Opera House auditorium through the huge, sweeping staircase.
"Monsieur Moncharmin," called Madame Giry, seeing the flare of his dark cloak as he disappeared around the corner early the morning after Christine Daaé's maiden solo performance. "Please wait for a moment."
When she caught up with him, she saw that his little round cheeks had turned apple red, and that he avoided looking her in the eye. However, his attention seemed to be caught and trapped by her generous bosom, covered modestly by her high-necked gown, but jutting out like a wide shelf, nevertheless.
Bien. This would make her task much easier. She gave a large, shuddering breath, sending her breasts jiggling mightily.
"Yes, Madame Giry?" he asked in a choked voice.
"I have something for you, monsieur. It is a letter." She handed him the stiff parchment, folded over and closed with a bloodred seal. Armand Moncharmin's name was written on it in sharp, bold black ink.
"What is this?" Armand was peering at the seal, no doubt trying to discern the intertwining initials on it. "O.Q.?"
"It says O.G. For 'Opera Ghost.' "
This statement garnered her the first full-faced look from the portly man. "Opera Ghost? Mon Dieu, what lunacy are you speaking of? That imbecilic rumor that caused Carlotta to run out on us last evening?"
"The Opera Ghost. Surely Messieurs Debienne and Poligny told you about their contract with him when they turned the house over to you?"
"Contract?" Armand had broken the seal and was scanning the letter. As Madame Giry was well aware of its contents, she refrained from speaking. "Salary? Box Five? What is this?" He appeared to have no problems looking her in the eye now that the subject of finances had been broached.
"It is very simple. The Opera Ghost wishes to have his monthly salary paid, which, for this month, you owe him approximately twenty-three thousand francs. Debienne and Poligny did pay him for the first ten days, as I believe he noted.
"The Opera Ghost also insists that you continue to keep Box Five—you know it, the one just next to the stage—available for him at all times. He was quite annoyed last evening when he attempted to enter the box and learned that you had let it out. In turn, he will keep his end of the bargain by keeping out of your way. In other words, you will need to continue the contract he had with the previous managers in order to be left in peace, which, I must say, he sorely wishes to do."
"We cannot—twenty-four thousand francs? Box Five? We cannot afford to do that!" Armand sputtered.
"But I do not see how you cannot," Madame Giry told him gently. She really was looking forward to getting him out of those trousers. He was no more substantial than a plump teddy bear—even with all of his bluff and bluster. She could not hold back a smile at the thought. Perhaps…
"Shall I take you to see Box Five?" she asked. Erik would not mind; he normally did not come up from his underground lair during the morning hours. Madame Giry slipped her arm under Armand's and gently but firmly turned him in the proper direction. She was taller than he was, helped by the heels of her shoes and also genetics, and the top of his head came just to her chin. That would be a lovely change, to have a man with such easy access to her very sensitive breasts. Perhaps, in order to give the poor man some warning of the delights to come, she would endeavor to trip and stumble against him when they walked down the steps from the managers' offices, where they were now, to the foyer of the Opera House.
After all, she had not obtained the coveted position of the Opera House's ballet mistress by being shy and retiring. Indeed, she had been a magnificent dancer in her day and perhaps could have gone on to be as renowned as La Sorelli if not for the unfortunate injury to her left ankle fifteen years ago.
She could still dance, of course, but her ankle could not hold her weight as well, and Maude would do nothing if she could not do it perfectly Thus, partly because of her talent and her reputation for hard work and perfection, and partly because she had grown up helping her mother at the ballet school, she was able to attain the position as the ballet mistress at the conservatoire. And when the Opera House was inaugurated a decade ago, Maude brought some of her rats with her to the new theater. Of course, it had not hurt that she had demonstrated her other… skills to the messieurs Debienne and Poligny for years. They had had quite a comfortable arrangement.
"I am quite certain I know which one is Box Five. It is the one that has always been reserved by Debienne and Poligny," Armand replied, but he did not sound convinced. Perhaps it was the massive shelf of her jutting breasts that had distracted him. But, no, to Maude's annoyance, he was back on another topic almost immediately. "And what is this about Christine Daaé? I can barely read the creature's writing."
"Miss Daaé is the Opera Ghost's protege, and he merely suggests"—she put gentle emphasis on that word—"that she be afforded the same types of roles and attention as La Carlotta has had. In fact, that was why he was particularly annoyed that his box was occupied last night. He wished to see her debut performance."