Velixar struggled to his feet as Karak abruptly turned and stormed away. He had to run to keep pace, so great were his god’s strides.
“My Lord, we had them,” he said, winded. He clutched the pendant through his chain and smallclothes. “Please, you must give them another chance.”
Karak said not a word. He simply stormed up the hill and violently batted aside the flaps to his giant pavilion. Velixar followed him in, his strength slowly returning, and with it, his anger.
The god faced away from him. A brisk wind blew outside, rippling the pavilion’s walls and seeming to heighten the din of pain and tragedy from the outside world. The pavilion itself was virtually empty-the only adornment was a small ring of stones in its center, a waft of black smoke rising to the hole in the top of the tent from the dying embers within the ring. Velixar stopped, huffing while he stared at his god’s back.
“You have failed me,” Karak said. His voice was soft now, yet it retained its potency.
“We did not fail you, my Lord,” Velixar insisted. He could not keep the edge out of his voice.
The god turned slightly, fixing him with a dissatisfied glare.
“No? Tell me, Velixar. Tell me how this was a great victory. Tell me how losing two hundred men to a small battalion of my brother’s ill-conceived monstrosities is a triumph.”
“I-”
“You cannot say, because it would not be true.” Karak fully faced him, and never before had Velixar felt so small as he did in that moment. It was a bitter sensation, and it made his blood boil. “My creations may be inexperienced, but inexperience is no excuse for abject failure. We have been fortunate up until now. Ashhur has made us lazy by showing only token resistance as he slowly gathers strength. And when we battle against foes that are actually eager for a fight, I watch my trained men die like rats at the feet of lions.”
Velixar gritted his teeth. “It is a learning experience, my Lord. The men shall not fail so mightily again.”
“So you say. Yet how many more would have perished had I not intervened? I watched you lead the charge. You are powerful, and some of the men were willing to fight, but the beasts overran you still. I saw one of them towering above my own High Prophet, ready to feed. Yet now you glare at me as if I have done wrong. Tell me, Velixar, should I have let the monstrosities tear you apart, all so my soldiers might have experience?”
Velixar’s pride was taking more wounds than he could endure.
“It never would have happened,” he said. “I would have proven my might to you, if only you’d waited.”
The god shook his head. “Such self-assurance. It will be the end of you.”
“Perhaps. But children must always stumble before they walk. What you see as failure, I see as a presage of greater glory.”
“We have neither the time nor the numbers for such failures,” the god retorted. He gazed at the walls once more. “Until now, each victory has come with greater ease than the one before. It has made the men soft. That is unacceptable. Those beasts you faced…my brother erred by not giving them intelligence to match their might. Had he done so, those few that assailed us could have wiped out half our force without my intervention. Imagine that, Velixar. A scant hundred beasts slaughtering two thousand men. A feat such as that would have been well worth the cost.” The god frowned. “Perhaps Ashhur has stumbled upon a wiser path than my own. I may need to start over, cast aside this sorry lot and make beasts more powerful, faithful, and driven.”
Velixar reacted without thinking.
“Do it, and you have already lost,” he said. When Karak brought his eyes to bear on him, he tensed, waiting for his god to end him then and there.
“And how is that?” Karak asked, arms crossing over his chest.
“Because then you cannot claim your way is superior. You cannot show the greatness of the nation your children have sired by casting those very children aside and fashioning beasts into mindless servants and warriors.”
Karak stared him down, then let his hands fall to his sides.
“You are right,” he said. “My brother’s creations are not what I war against, but my brother himself. And though altering life forms takes power, imbuing them with intellect requires a sacrifice of self. Even the little I gave Kayne and Lilah weakened me slightly. Ashhur and I are precariously balanced. Should either of us fall too far below the other…”
Velixar bowed low.
“Then you must trust us, trust me, to do what is right. These men are capable, my Lord. They will not fail you again.”
“Trust you,” Karak said. “Indeed, I do trust you, but I fear that trust will turn against me in time. You are flawed, as are all men, but you refuse to see it.”
Velixar felt his mouth turn dry. The pendant on his chest throbbed.
“Flawed,” he said tonelessly. “Tell me my flaws, my god, so that I may fix them.”
Karak shook his head.
“You claim to have the power of the demon, yet all you have done with it is scribble in your book and experiment on those who have bended their knee to me. You consider yourself wiser than humanity, yet your wisdom did not see Ashhur’s gambit before it arrived. You think yourself aware of the world in a way mere humans are not, yet you do not realize that those who betrayed you are within striking distance even now.”
“What are you saying?”
“As of this very moment your old apprentice Roland travels along the Gods’ Road with a great many refugees from Lerder,” said Karak. “They approach the Wooden Bridge, thinking to find safety in Mordeina. I believe the Warden Azariah is with them.”
Velixar felt his pulse quicken.
“How can you know this?” he asked. “Is it a spell? An aspect of your divine nature? Tell me, I beg of you.”
Karak smiled, but there was a hint of mockery in it, a touch of pity.
“A message came this morning by way of a raven. One of my rearguard patrols captured a deserter from the group and questioned him thoroughly.”
Velixar shook his head, feeling humiliated.
“Why did you not tell me earlier?” he asked.
Karak placed a mighty hand on his shoulder. His tone lowered, becoming more compassionate.
“You must learn humility, Velixar. You have become absorbed with your perceived betterment. Though you are privy to the demon’s ancient knowledge, and your body is a timeless perfection, you are still only a man. You will not reach the heights I know you are capable of until you understand and accept that.”
Velixar wanted to shout at his deity that the demon’s intellect had given him the knowledge that Karak too was fallible, but he kept his mouth shut. Instead, he quietly seethed, attempting to accept his lesson, no matter how painful, as a faithful servant should.
“Yes, my Lord,” he said.
“Good,” Karak said. “Now leave me be. Allow the men a short rest, but that is all. In two days we march-healthy, sick, and injured alike.”
“Yes, my Lord. But before I go, might I ask…what will you do about the group crossing the Wooden Bridge?”
Karak shrugged as if it were no important thing.
“A few hungry refugees are no reason to upset our camp and rush the recovery of our wounded.”
“As you say,” Velixar said, bowing low. He turned on his heels and went to leave, only stopping when Karak called out to him one final time.
“Do as I say,” the god commanded. “If you wish for these men to learn, you will learn along with them. At my side, or not at all.”
Without another word, Velixar left the deity’s pavilion.
The three-quarter moon rose when darkness descended on the land. Once the bodies of the deceased wolf-men and soldiers had been burned, Velixar reclined on his pile of blankets, staring at the heaving roof of his pavilion. More of the demon’s experience flowed into his mind, making him anxious. He glanced at his journal resting on his desk. Suddenly writing in it seemed a worthless endeavor. If Karak saw him as no better than a mere mortal, what good was the wisdom within it? Who was it even for? Velixar tired of the god’s impertinent treatment of him; he needed to prove to Karak his superiority to the rest of the men.