On the same day, July 31st, I wrote my first message in the TPXP group regarding my life problems and the inability to find a girlfriend due to my life experiences. But I did not give up and ended the message with my desire to prove the existence of telekinesis and, if possible, other little-known things, the real existence of which I know from my own experience. The more people know about them, the more chances I will have of finding someone.
Here I want to talk about another thing that Olya mentioned. I told her about how there is nothing supernatural and paranormal in life. Such things as ghosts, for example, are little-known things, but they are absolutely natural and normal, and they function according to completely exact Laws of the Universe – laws that are still little known to many people.
Olya retorted my statement by saying that the words “paranormal” and “supernatural” contain the meaning of little-knowingness, that they say about what lies outside the generally accepted norms (these are not entirely accurate words of the girl, but the meaning is the same).
Since I have no problem admitting my mistake and learning from it, just in case I decided to look at the descriptions of those two words in the dictionary (Wiktionary. I translated the Russian description inro English). Supernatural – “mystical, not explainable by natural reasons, in a rational way”. Paranormal – “without a scientific explanation”.
Ghosts, Auras, telekinesis, and other currently little-known things can be explained in a rational way, and they can have a scientific explanation.
Science is “a sphere of human activity aimed at collecting, accumulating, classifying, analyzing, generalizing, transferring and using facts, building theories that allow adequately describing natural or social (humanities) processes and predicting their development”. Rational – “based on reason, logic”.
It appears I was right.
Thinking about those two words, it became clear to me that psychology also plays a big role here. The words paranormal and supernatural not only evoke feelings of uneasiness, if not mild fear (partially “thanks” to horror movies and games, as well as some documentaries, which for some reason also use audio and video sequences that are negatively affecting the psyche), but they also evoke the idea that a person having experiences with such “paranormal/supernatural” things is strange. For these reasons, I believe that “little-known” things should be said instead; firstly, it does not cause fear of the unknown, because the very word “little-known” hints to us that as we study such things we will accumulate more and more knowledge about them, which in turn will remove the fear of the unknown; secondly, the fact that a person has to deal with a “little-known” thing does not make him strange in any way – of course, a person can lie about his experience for his own selfish purposes, for example, to capitalize on ignorance of people, which again shows the mistake of individuals using money within the country (See Manifesto chapter).
So, I continued to approach women. It was August 1st. After dinner I went to Gorky Park. I tried to approach girls, but no one wanted to get acquainted. Usually I first walk at the Krymskaya Naberezhnaya, then I go to Gorky Park itself, and only after that I go home. I did not want to leave that evening. So, I walked again along the Krymskaya Naberezhnaya, not finding anyone. It was already dusk when I had thoughts of going home. But it felt as if I was drawn to the park by something, and I decided to walk through it again – in any case, I had long wanted to walk around it under artificial lighting.
I saw a girl walking alone at the fountain. She was walking leisurely to the far part of the park. I decided to approach her.
She agreed to get acquainted and said that her name was Yana. I immediately suggested that she switch to an informal “ты” (you).
As I already wrote, it is very difficult not to talk about Auras, telekinesis, etc., when you have been writing a book about this for almost six months for several hours of each day. This time was no exception, and in a few seconds I tried to quickly tell Yana the basics of the book and then move the conversation somewhere else. But to my surprise and inspiration, the girl herself began to ask about telekinesis, and it was clear from her tone that she was really interested. She asked me to show it, and I had to say that for now I can only move the tip of the suspended long light thread. We agreed that I would record on video my telekinesis session and show it to her.
Yana also mentioned how she used to be interested in meditation. She herself was still studying at an Institute, and as it became clear later, she is 13 years younger than me.
We walked with her in the evening park under the illumination of lanterns, and talked about various topics. Only occasionally there was a short silence among us.
She agreed to give me her profile on social networks, which she wrote down on my phone. She did not give me the phone number itself, since she did not answer calls because of her phobia. By the way, at the time of writing these lines, Yana no longer has that phobia, since she had to overcome it because of her work – which is great news!
When we were heading to the metro across the Krymsky Bridge, Yana herself asked me to tell her about reincarnation, but it was a very long topic which I postponed and told her a few days later in VK.
We have not met again, but we correspond in VK sometimes.
Me getting acquainted with her, which happened literally the next day after my despair, helped me to become inspired again. There were people with similar interests who did care, and who were ready to listen.
Then, thanks to Yana, I finally decided to record my telekinesis session. I recorded myself with just my camera. Only the thread and part of my head were visible, but that was better than nothing. In that video, you can clearly see how the tip of the thread is unusually (not like in a draft/wind) moving from side to side – sometimes these movements are very sharp. I wanted to record another session where I would also film myself using my phone’s camera, but I have not yet had the time and opportunity to do it.
In the course of my telekinesis practices in the summer, I realized that telekinesis works, apparently, at will, and not by thought or imagination. I will explain. I often had the feeling that in order to telekinetically move the tip of the thread, you need to treat it like a part of your own body – as if it was your limb. For example, this is similar to the movement of a hand – we do not imagine how it moves, and we do not think about its movement when we want it to move. All we do is project our will and the hand moves. The process is similar to how we move things telekinetically. I want to mention that Thiaooubians often said that they can do this or that “at will”. I will say again that serious scientific research is required here.
Considering that even Thiaooubians cannot travel by levitation faster than 7 kilometers per hour, it becomes clear that Thao was not joking when she said that the Spirit has an “exceptional spiritual force”.22 It seems to me this is exactly what is required to set the entire Universe in motion!
In the meantime, it was clear that Yana did not want to be my girlfriend, and therefore I decided to take a ride to Ostankino on the weekend – either on 22nd or 23rd of August.
There was no E. The girl to whom I left my contacts said that she gave them to E a few weeks ago. But E never wrote me. Of course, it was very clear that I did not interest her, but then it could have been so because she had the wrong information about me.
After waiting for a few hours, while asking a few people if they had seen E that day, I never met her. I wanted to come there again on next weekend as I did not want to give up after going all this way.
Analyzing recent events, it was clear that the lack of communication had a very strong effect on my psychological state, and on my chances not only to get acquainted with a girl, but also to interest her. I thought of approaching girls just for chatting, and not for the specific acquaintance. Although they are very similar, the first option does not force anything, but the second can be misinterpreted by someone as the need to enter into a relationship almost at the first minute of acquaintance.