Again, the same balance is visible, which is sometimes difficult to keep and not jump off to the side.
The sooner people understand these simple truths, the better for them. After all, if they make a bunch of mistakes, then psychologically it will be even harder for them to admit that they are wrong, that they just took and crippled their healthy physical bodies.
All these understandings reminded me of “заикание” (stuttering), a “disease” that does not exist, and the cause of speech stuttering is very, very simple – and the solution, therefore, is also very simple. The same is the case with the question of self-identification; people, having no knowledge about reincarnation and the duality of life, have created a problem where it mostly does not exist.
I was excited to realize the above truths. But one thought did not leave me.
In my notes, I wrote to myself to check my conclusions about the lucid dream, where I was in the body of the young woman. I wrote my brief thoughts about homosexuality, and why some people are sexually attracted to members of the same gender. Seeing how simple the reason for transgender people is, which in turn reminded me of the simplicity of stuttering, I wondered – could the reason for homosexuality also be very simple? So simple that it is just hard for us, people who have complicated everything by taking many things to the extremes, to see them? As you may remember my brief reference to the streamer who understood the real reason for stuttering, but, by and large, rejected his thoughts.
Underestimating yourself, or overestimating yourself, are also two erroneous extremes. In the first case, we can understand the simplicity of the true working principle of something, but we will think that: “It's so simple! Surely people would have already known about this… No, the reason must be in something else…”. And the simple truth does not reach society. In the second case, we can simply never ask the question: “Am I really right?”. I asked myself this question.
Thao, an inhabitant of the ninth category planet, would not be living on it if she did not know the truths of life. And when she said that homosexuals are neurotics (when it is not a matter of hormones) – I knew that it was so.
I myself had symptoms of neurosis which, for the most part, I was able to remove on my own from my life through learning and subsequent personal choice to try to live in a different, correct way. And sometimes I thought about what relation a neurosis, a neuropsychiatric disorder (in which people can feeclass="underline" irritated, angry, sad, guilty, worried, hostile, self-consciousness, vulnerable) can have with the desire of some people to have sex with people of their own gender? Where is the connection? This has been a mystery to me for a long time.
It is important for me to let you understand right away that in Michel Desmarquet's book, in addition to Thao's words that homosexuals are neurotics, there is also a note in parentheses that reads the following: “when it is not a matter of hormones”.23 I asked about this people who communicated with Michel during his lifetime, and I was told that, according to Michel's explanations, homosexuals fit into two groups: those who were born homosexuals due to hormones, and those who were born heterosexual, but in the course of their life “chose” to become homosexual. So, my following reflections only touch on the neurotic side of homosexuality, when people, out of their ignorance, made a choice to become homosexual. As for the hormonal side of homosexuality, I will remain neutral for now.[27] But if the hormonal side of homosexuality is true, I am wondering if the knowledge in the 19% of electrons that were part of one person, and then became part of another person, animal, or plant, has any effect on the body that they form (provided that some part of the memory [or data] in the 19% of electrons is retained and not erased when a new body is created)?
Thus, I decided to search in Google “neurosis homosexuality”. After some time, I clicked on the link leading to the book on Amazon. It is called “Homosexual Neurosis, The” by William Stekel. In the description of the book, I saw lines that immediately resonated with my understandings of the duality of life with erroneous extremes, and with the right golden mean between those extremes.
In my own words, it has been found that a person represses his homosexuality or heterosexuality, as he cannot maintain his bisexuality.
The word “bisexuality” opened my eyes to what is the very golden mean in human relations, and the word “represses”, in turn, shed a light on why some people choose to be homosexual and others heterosexual.
I will say right away that I did not buy that book and, accordingly, did not read it. I only point it out, since it was the description of that book that shed light on the important question of homosexuality. I understand that one of the reasons for overestimating oneself lies in the unwillingness to learn something new, but I have little doubt about my main conclusions, which in any way are based on my personal life experience, as well as on many articles and videos about homosexuality that I read and watched on the Internet for free.
In the above lines from the description of William Stekel’s book, one can see not only the duality of life, but also my conclusions that all people, being part of the single Superior Intelligence, think and feel like people, and not like representatives of any gender.
Why is it important? Because we often go to extremes in what feelings we have for people of our own and opposite sex. Why are we doing this? It is all about the psyche, and how we see the world around us. No wonder Thaora said that on Earth our greatest problems exist in the area of the psyche.
Jesus came to Earth to teach people not only spirituality, but also love. I love the lines in Thiaoouba Prophecy on page 115: “As Jesus said, when we sent him to you almost 2000 years ago: 'Love each other' – but of course…”.24 Of course, I understand that we can only speculate about what Thao would have said if Michel Desmarquet had not interrupted her, but I always suspected she would have said about how people have perverted the concept of love.
Love is not sex. Love someone, feel warm feelings for someone does not mean the need to have sex with that person. Love and sex are completely different concepts. Love, in my own words and briefly, is how you emotionally treat a person. And sex means physical action.
So, if people do not want to make a mistake, they should love each other regardless of gender, but have sex only with a person of the opposite sex, with whom they have love and spiritual affinity (if there is no love or spiritual affinity, then people can separate; and if during their relationship a child was born, then he will experience certain suffering because of life in an incomplete family. And, of course, the parents themselves will sooner or later suffer for their mistake to have sex without thinking about the consequences in the form of children).
This is where the reason for homosexuality lies! Not all people understand these simple truths! Lacking important knowledge, a person who has warm feelings for another person of the same gender may get frightened of these feelings because in society at the present time there is a false notion that this means that such person is a homosexual. I will give a few examples from my personal experience and personal observations.
I have already written about the man in my house entrance who called me a swear word used in statements about gay guys due to the fact (as I assume) that I was in a purple long sleeve T-shirt – the color of “women's” clothes, which I had difficulty finding in Moscow, having searched a bunch of shops and shopping centers. And yes, I have psychological problems, since I simply could not buy “women's” clothes of the right color and wear them.